Chapter 216," Little Friends ", Working Together
As I closed the door, I stood by the wall. Tears from his eyes immediately began to fall down. I wanted to force myself to believe it. Yes, it was a simple relationship chain. I was paying back what he had done for me and using my body to repay it. In any case, this was what he had always said. 0
However, no matter how much I lied to myself, I still couldn't control the shock and pain in my heart. They were so real that they were tearing at my remaining spiritual intelligence. I could only tightly cover my mouth and freeze on the wall, only crying.
I took out my phone and sent it to Li Wenting.
"Perhaps you're right. Now that I' ve discovered that it's better to be grateful if you blame me. "If it weren't for your probing, I would n' t have realized that there was really no trust between us."
Before pressing the Send button, I deleted them again. Seeing her tears blur her line of sight, her last thought reminded me that there was no use telling Li Wenting these emotional words.
I stood up and prepared breakfast in the kitchen. I placed it on the table in the living room. Then I raised my head and looked upstairs. There was no sound or movement. I don't know if Qi Mu fell asleep again. I hesitated if I wanted to go upstairs, but the doorbell rang.
He walked to the door and opened it. A woman, my heart, was half dead the moment I saw her standing there.
"Who are you?" "Aunty at home?" The woman's charming eyes searched for me from top to bottom.
I couldn't even express my cold laughter and ridicule. Perhaps I should be glad that my clothes were properly worn right now. Otherwise, would this woman think that I was the other "buddy" that Qi Mu called over and dragged me to help each other?
I couldn't speak to this woman, but my mind could n' t help but begin to imagine what kind of indescribable scene she and Qi Mu would be in bed. Would Qi Mu kiss her all over?
Could Qi Mu also open his mouth to block all of her intentional acts and desires? And she? Would she be as infatuated with touching Qi Mu fair skin as I am, and then unable to restrain herself from eating his young fair and tender neck?
My heart was about to be torn apart by the woman in front of me. I couldn't say anything to her. My body automatically moved away numbly. Then, I watched as she walked in, took off her shoes, and walked step by step towards where Qi Mu was. The fragrance on the woman's body was different from the person last night, but it was the same. When I smelled it, I felt a pain on my forehead.
My Qi Mu! My Qi Mu? Perhaps, it had never been mine. I suddenly felt that what I was doing, and what I thought and decided to do, was nothing more than my own wishful thinking. Foolish and laughable wishful thinking!
Would he care? Would he really care? Perhaps he didn't take it to heart at all.
I didn't look behind me. The woman's enchanting back disappeared at the end of the stairs. She opened the door and left the villa. I couldn't watch it, nor could I stay. Even for a second, it was as cruel as eternal damnation.
"So, is this the real love you chose?"
An Qingze was standing not far from the door. I looked at him in surprise.
I knew what he was talking about and only said bitterly after a long time," Why are you here?"
An Qingze looked coldly at the villa behind me. It looked like it was a prison for demons.
"I said I've been following you. I' ve always been concerned about you. Do you believe me?"
An Qingze looked at me with a serious expression. I was stunned for a moment before lowering my head and giving a gentle nod. An Qingze did it. After all these years, he had always placed me in the most desperate position.
An Qingze walked closer to me and grabbed my hand. His palm was very powerful. I felt like my hand bone was about to be crushed. I couldn't help but raise my head and frown.
"Even if that's the case, even if he did something like this, do you still want to divorce me?" An Qingze glared at me in disbelief. His gaze and expression made me feel that no matter what I did or what I said, it was the greatest insult to him. Great humiliation!
I couldn't bear it, but I felt more ashamed. The choice I made myself had once used all the coldness and calmness I could make. I swore to An Qingze that I would be with Qi Mu forever. But now, I still appeared in front of him in such a pathetic manner. This was unbearable.
In order to protect my last sad and pitiful self-esteem that could disappear at any moment, I forced myself to smile and said," Yes, that's right. I love him."
Then, the injury in An Qingze eyes suddenly appeared, almost immediately making me regret it. For my pride, I hurt him again. Every time, he chose to stand behind me when I was most helpless.
I closed my eyes and begged in my heart countless times to keep An Qingze away from me, to make him treat me a little bit, to make him not so stupid and to give me a little more gentleness. I am not worthy!
However, An Qingze held my hand. Even though it was trembling uncontrollably, it was not willing to let go. I worked hard for a long time, but I couldn't shake his hand. I sighed helplessly and said," You can leave. Do n' t get close to me." Or perhaps, let's go to the formalities. Everything was my own sin. Could it be that you would have to do it for me every time? "I really can't do such a thing."
There was a sparkle in An Qingze eyes. His eyes were red, and that undisguised wound really hurt my heart.
"Ke'er, do you know that your greatest harm to me is now! "That's it!"
I shook my head in pain." You don't understand. If I continue to be with you, I will torture and hurt you." How could a woman like me be worth it? "Besides, you still have Su Mei. Her stomach is your real flesh and blood. Don't you care?"
I could clearly see the sadness in An Qingze eyes, but those things quickly flashed by. He still said to me," But to me, the most important person is you." I can never have children for the rest of my life, as long as you and the crescent moon. Let's pretend that nothing happened, okay? "I'm also wrong about what you' ve done wrong. Since we're both wrong, I' ll cancel it."
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