Chapter 218 Whether in the world or in hell
1After receiving An Qingze straightforward reply, Su Mei wasn't surprised, but there was still a crack on his expression. Then, I thought that according to her previous personality, she should have left without looking back. 3
But to my surprise, Su Mei didn't leave. Instead, he gritted his teeth and begged An Qingze," Then, if you do n' t love me, at least you will accompany me, right? "Hehe, if she doesn't want you."
Even I couldn't bear to see such a pleading. I looked at Su Mei. She really loved An Qingze. Only when she had entered the bone marrow would her dignity be tempered by time and gradually retreat. However, the most cruel thing that time had done was to take away her dignity in light, but to leave behind her deep love.
I looked at Su Mei eyes that were mixed with pain and struggle and silently lowered my head. Compared to her dedication to An Qingze, I really should feel too guilty.
Unfortunately, even if he loved someone as low as dust, that person would still choose to remain unmoved. He wanted to love someone as low as dust.
An Qingze's voice was very soft, but I could also hear the emotion.
"I didn't ask you to wait for me. All I need now is for you to leave this place quickly. Do n' t disturb Ke'er's life."
I sighed silently. Su Mei didn't know how to hate me to the bone when An Qingze said that. As expected, even if I didn't raise my head, I could easily feel a wave of malicious intent shooting towards me like it was poisoned.
I smiled bitterly and raised my head. Su Mei wanted to kill me immediately.
She smiled sadly," Alright, alright, alright!"
The three good words were like crying blood. I couldn't help but feel uncomfortable. Besides, she was still a pregnant woman and I was pregnant in October. I knew the sadness and weakness of a woman's nature. I sympathized with Su Mei, but things in my relationship were always one that was willing to beat one another. Even if I didn't want to An Qingze, Su Mei could n' t get love.
"An Qingze, then I'll take a good look. Whether it's in the world or in hell, I'll take a good look. I' ll see if a woman like you who has no bottom line to protect is really as happy as she once swore to me."
After Su Mei said that, he finally gave me a resentful glance. Then, with an inexplicable and horrifying smile, he stepped on his high heels and left step by step.
I faintly frowned uneasily. What Su Mei said just now was too vicious and terrifying. Was it in this world or in hell?
When I looked at An Qingze, he also stared blankly in the direction where Su Mei disappeared. I said worriedly," An Qingze, go chase after her. I saw that her mood was too unstable and she was afraid of something. "She's a pregnant woman, and her emotions are easily agitated. Moreover, she's still your child."
An Qingze frowned slightly and said hesitantly," No need. She's been talking so much lately. "Besides, she's addicted to tracking me."
I wanted to say something else. An Qingze grabbed my hand and said as I walked," Come with me, Ke'er. I do n' t want you to be so angry here." He Qi Mu that he had never thought of cherishing you properly. He was not worthy of your love. "We're still the same as before. We' re just treating it as something Qi Mu, Su Mei, nothing happened."
I was dragged away passively by An Qingze. Every word he said stuck to my heart. I rationally agreed with An Qingze words, but I couldn't help but look at the window emotionally. I didn't know if it was my illusion, but I felt that the curtains had fallen in that instant.
But when I stopped and looked over carefully, the curtains hung there without moving. I couldn't see anything. I smiled bitterly. Perhaps it was just my wishful thinking?
"What's wrong? You still do n' t want to leave?" An Qingze frowned as she looked at me, her face full of annoyance.
I thought for a while and looked up bitterly." An Qingze, the current me is not worth it. You see, Su Mei treat you so well and love you so much, and she already has your child in her stomach, right? An unchangeable fact.
An Qingze, I know what you're thinking. After all these years, you were like your own child to the crescent moon. But could it be that you dared to swear that you never thought that it would be great if you had your own child? I'm sorry for you, but I ca n' t help you either. Fate pushed us to this day.
Now, you don't have to worry about me anymore. As long as you have a good life with Su Mei, you can completely push me away from your life. I will bear the sins of my own. "It's just that you' re free today. Let's go and finish the formalities. You ca n' t have a legitimate father when the child is born, right?"
As I spoke, I tried to break free from An Qingze hand's control, but his hand increased its strength. I could n' t break free at all. I raised my head in confusion. An Qingze eyes were full of stubbornness and hurt, making me feel uncomfortable.
"Ke'er, since he's done this to you, why did he have to go through any formalities?" "Are you going to divorce me for me, or are you going to live with Qi Mu?"
I was stunned. If it had been yesterday, I would have raised my chin and told An Qingze that I was doing it for Qi Mu. But now, I bitterly pulled the corner of my mouth. What right did I have to say that I wanted to live with Qi Mu?
He thought I was the mistress of the warm bed, but I didn't want to be his mistress.
"An Qingze, don't worry about that anymore. I' ve already said that you don't have to worry about me. Just do what you want." I said.
An Qingze shouted in a low voice," You told me not to worry about you. Just think what I want and do what I want." But what I wanted was you. What I wanted to do was live a good life with you. I love you so much, but why can't you love me?
Even if you didn't love me, I did n' t care. As long as I could live with you like this for the rest of my life, I would feel very happy. But why did you want to tear this wish apart? It's been seven years. We' ve been seven years. Don't tell me you do n' t have any feelings for me? Everything was just a show? "Then your acting skills are really great."
As An Qingze said that, his eyes began to turn red. He seemed to have used a lot of strength to restrain his emotions. I opened my mouth to say something, but An Qingze covered my mouth and let go weakly. Then, his tears finally overflowed from his eyes.
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