220: Chapter 220 No longer painful techniques

Chapter 220 No longer painful techniques

I was speechless. To Su Mei, the feeling of being unable to receive a response from love was painful, to An Qingze, the same pain and suffering. An Qingze question, it shook my heart. Indeed, I hope that he will treat Su Mei well, but where did I cherish An Qingze? 1

We sat in the emergency room until midnight. I looked at my cell phone from time to time. I didn't go back, Qi Mu there was n' t a single message or phone. A trace of disappointment flashed through my heart. When Su Mei was pushed out, An Qingze and I stood up and walked over.

Su Mei had an oxygen mask on her face and a pile of pipes on her body. An Qingze and I couldn't get in and talk to each other. A group of people quickly moved her to the ward.

I stood by the bed and looked at the Su Mei. An Qingze was dragged out by the doctor for a long time. Su Mei just lay there and never woke up, my heart felt a little cold. For some reason, the more I got to this point, the clearer I remembered the scene when I first met her in school.

Su Mei was still very young, and An Qingze and I were very young. Su Mei wasn't pretty, but in order to confess to An Qingze, she had put on a pink and white dress. However, when I was young, I was naturally a girl who looked like a blind girl.

An Qingze was mine alone, and I was the only one worthy of An Qingze. At that time, these thoughts were my most instinctive perception. So, when Su Mei lowered my head slightly and the shyness and uneasiness on my face appeared in front of An Qingze and me, I proudly raised my chin and said," Do you think you can compete with me?"

At that time, I didn't specifically remember An Qingze expression, but he seemed to have always looked at me with affection. An Qingze must be happy about my self-confessed behavior, and it was filled with strange excitement and satisfaction.

Later on, An Qingze had told me many times that what he really missed was my tender jealousy and undisguised possessiveness. He said that it was a show of care, but now I was more calm. Actually, what An Qingze didn't understand was that I did n' t have the desire to possess, and I wasn't always so calm and self-control. It was only when I faced the Qi Mu that I felt the release of my uncontrollable emotions.

At that time, I didn't know what Su Mei looked like, but now I do. She seemed to be very upset and lowered her head in inferiority. By then, I had already done something to hurt her. But at that time, I was too young and wouldn't consider anything else.

My memories were rudely interrupted and the door of the ward was pushed open. I turned my head and walked over. An Qingze face was as silent as a pile of dust.

"What's wrong?" I asked softly. Although I knew that Su Mei would not awaken for the time being and the anesthesia did not retreat, I still subconsciously whispered softly.

An Qingze walked over step by step, looked at the Su Mei on the bed, and said to me," The doctor said that if the child is gone, the adult's life can be saved. But ……"

The two words that An Qingze said seemed like a thousand pounds in the room, which was silent at night and only the sound of the instrument. It was knocking on my heart, perhaps it was also above An Qingze soul.

"She can't stand up anymore." An Qingze added that sentence.

I looked at him in shock. He looked at me as well. We exchanged looks, and we couldn't bear to owe him a lot. I opened my mouth and turned to look at the Su Mei on the bed. Suddenly, a thought popped up in my mind. If An Qingze didn't come looking for me in the morning, or if I did n' t vent my anger out of the villa, outcome be different?

"Just now, should I agree to her? Or, even if it was to give her a lighter hope, it wasn't a promise?" An Qingze looked at me and smiled bitterly. His face turned pale. It was a smile.

I sighed." Actually, I don't blame you. It's my fault."

I accompanied An Qingze until the next morning. All night, An Qingze didn't say a word. I thought Su Mei was about to wake up, so I hurried back. My own mind was in a state of chaos. I didn't know what to do, but I did n' t think An Qingze knew what to do either.

Was there anything that made everyone feel painless? Could it be that at a certain point in time, each and every one of us could laugh without caring about it?

I returned to the villa nervously and opened the door. The breakfast I left yesterday was still on the table. I looked up at the stairs. I wondered if Qi Mu had never gone downstairs. With a helpless sigh, I cleaned the dishes and cleaned the table.

Without a woman's high heels at the door, my heart slowly slid down for a second. Before I entered, I had thought that if there was still a woman in this villa, would I immediately turn around and leave? I can't stand this dirty world. I ca n' t stand Qi Mu disgusting behavior.

After doing all this, I sat on the sofa, sleepy, but unable to sleep smoothly. I didn't dare to go upstairs. I did n' t dare to face Qi Mu. I didn't dare to open up the gap between us.

I just sat in the dark. Although it was daytime, Qi Mu and I always liked to pull the curtains up. I often thought that Qi Mu and I might be very similar in this respect. We don't love sunshine, we like darkness, and maybe our hearts are slow and sad, right?

I sat there in a daze. I couldn't figure out what had happened between me and Qi Mu, so I had reached this stage. It wasn't that he did n' t love or hate. It was just that love and hate had also fallen to such an extent. I really didn't understand. What should we do between us to obtain the happiness of the two of us together?

I didn't know when, but when I came back to my senses, Qi Mu stood at the entrance of the stairs and sank into the shadows in the living room.

I suddenly sat up and asked," When did you come?"

Qi Mu looked at me and didn't say anything. Then, he walked over step by step and sat down by the side. His footsteps and movements were slow and slow, with an intoxicated indolence. It was as if the plot had been rehearsed beforehand, and my eyes could not move away.

"When did you come back?" He asked me.

I spread my hands." Just now."

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