222: Chapter 222 I can't do it

Chapter 222 I can't do it

I didn't say anything. I knew that I must be in a mess right now. An Qingze hugged Su Mei and walked around me into the guest room. After a while, he came out and said to me," I'll go down and get the wheelchair. Wait until I get back." 1

Before I could say anything, An Qingze had already rushed out of the door. I turned around and looked at the guest room, hesitating whether to enter. Su Mei had already shouted," Qin Ke, can you come in? "It's really inconvenient for me to go out and look for you."

The space between my brows twitched. In fact, my heart was really conflicted. All the cells in my body were clearly reminding me that I didn't want to go in and see Su Mei. Now, my heart was in a mess. I could n' t figure out how to deal with Su Mei and An Qingze.

I didn't know what else I could do. I even regretted all the wonderful expectations I had. Why did he insist on pushing me far away when I finally had the courage to love him for the rest of my life? So, all I could think of was these complicated entanglements and parting.

But I still went in. The movements of my body betrayed my brain. As soon as I stepped in, I met Su Mei gaze. I leaned against the door awkwardly and asked," Why are you looking for me?"

Su Mei looked at me coldly for a while, then said with a mocking smile," I'm sorry. Even if you do n' t want to, I'm going to disturb you two for a while."

Su Mei smiled coldly as I looked at my legs. I frowned slightly." Shouldn't you have been in the hospital for a while longer? You can be discharged so soon?"

Su Mei curled his lips and said nonchalantly," I don't like the hospital. Besides, if I lose my leg and get along with An Qingze more, I think it's worth it to torture you."

I looked at her in surprise. I couldn't see any obvious malice in her eyes, but what she said was as terrifying as a curse rising from hell.

I helplessly said," Looks like you really hate me. You really hate me to the bone."

Su Mei closed his eyes." Do you have any objections to An Qingze bringing me to your house?"

Su Mei looked at me like a fighter. She seemed to be looking forward to my resistance. She was waiting for the battle to come.

I smiled bitterly, but unfortunately, I let Su Mei down. Right now, I don't have the slightest interest in fighting against her.

"I have no objections." I said calmly.

Su Mei seemed to have taken a bite of something that made her feel nauseous as she stared blankly.

"You!" She became even angrier.

I stood there helplessly." Su Mei, it's important for you to properly raise your body. Let's talk about the rest later."

I really had pity for her. I couldn't imagine if the person lying there was me. If it was me today, I would have lost my legs and told me that I would spend the rest of my life in bed.

Moreover, the man who had paid everything for it and couldn't forget it in the end. The man who had kept it in the depths of his soul and entered the bone marrow had never loved me. If that was the case, I was sure that I would n' t have the Su Mei courage to stare at An Qingze without even backing up.

The corner of Su Mei's mouth cracked open as he laughed mockingly." You' re really ruthless. I didn't have your ruthlessness, which is why I fell to this point. "As for him, he's not as ruthless as you. Because of this, he's as painful as me. I know."

I didn't say anything. I knew she was talking about An Qingze. It wasn't too difficult for me, but she was right. I was ruthless, and because I was timid, I was n' t brave enough. I couldn't do anything like her. Otherwise, I should have knelt in front of Qi Mu and begged him not to be so cold towards me and not to push me away.

But I couldn't do all of this. I could n' t even ask whether I had love or not.

I said bitterly," I know you love him, and I don't intend to steal him from you. I told you, I will go through the formalities."

But before I could finish, An Qingze walked in and pulled me with a dark expression," Who agreed?"

I looked at him blankly and then at Su Mei again. Didn't he have to worry about Su Mei?

Su Mei saw my eyes and just smiled." Qin Ke, you don't have to look like you' re seeing a ghost. Even if I'm crippled, my mind is still clear. "I don't need your sympathy, nor do I need him to give me pity as a charity for love."

I pursed my lips and looked at her helplessly." Actually, this isn't sympathy. I' m not worthy of it."

Su Mei laughed mockingly," You're not worthy of it?" "Hmph, you really don't deserve it, but a certain fool ca n' t turn back."

I didn't dare to look at An Qingze anymore. I turned around and wanted to leave. The air here was too oppressive. Even if I did n' t look at Su Mei, I could feel bone-piercing hatred. Having lost both his legs and his child, such hatred would never be forgotten forever. Between me and Su Mei, I would never be a friend in my life. I couldn't even be a stranger. This was the clearest thought I had.

When I left the room, An Qingze followed and closed the door.

I pulled An Qingze into the living room and whispered," Why are you coming out?" "She really needs you right now. Go and accompany her."

Even if I didn't like Su Mei, she could n' t fake her pale face just now. Besides, I've also been a mother and lost my child. I know how painful it is to lose my child. It was precisely because of this that no matter how I stood, I could understand Su Mei pain.

An Qingze grabbed my shoulder and endured the pain between his brows." Why, exactly why? You can always push me to someone so easily?" "Is that how you treat Qi Mu?"

I looked at An Qingze and didn't dare to say anything. Of course I couldn't do Qi Mu. Otherwise, I wouldn't have been so disappointed that I would have taken refuge here.

An Qingze said painfully," Do you know how happy I was when I saw you here?" I'm begging you, I' m begging you. Don't torture me anymore, okay? I really can't stand it!

As you can see, Su Mei now, I definitely can't let her live alone. But I only promised to take care of her for a while and would not care about her for the rest of her life. I'll give you time. Think about it carefully. If we' re connected, we'll live a good life and pretend nothing happened.

"After all, I've done something wrong too. I admit that."

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