223: Chapter 223, what bullshit life!

Chapter 223, what bullshit life!

I looked at An Qingze red eyes and couldn't say anything. I couldn't refuse and could only nod. He, unconditionally, gave me a chance once and for all. If I still refused now, how much courage would it take? I didn't have the courage to hurt An Qingze, nor did I have the courage to believe that I could really make this decision and spend my entire life alone. 2

I am the most selfish and ordinary woman, so I naturally yearn for warmth. I almost had an impulse, just like An Qingze said, to disregard everything as if nothing had happened. We'll be better off. Family Qi matter has nothing to do with me.

But I couldn't, at least now.

I said bitterly," An Qingze, can you give me some more time?" "I can't promise you now. I' m afraid I can't."

As soon as I finished speaking, An Qingze had already heaved a sigh of relief. He grabbed my hand and fell into his embrace.

My body froze for a second, but I didn't push him away.

An Qingze voice was very soft, so he probably didn't want Su Mei to hear trouble." No matter how long, I can wait." "I've been waiting for you for a long time."

I was even more speechless, and my heart became increasingly bitter. An Qingze didn't say this to complain, but I did n' t feel like it. I always let him wait for me, and then I let him down. After hearing this, I thought back. An Qingze seemed to have been entangled with me since I entered college. It was right and wrong. I felt even more guilty, and I couldn't push him away anymore.

"If you want to hug him, don't you think about the mood of a cripple like me?"

A sarcastic and sour voice sounded at the door. I and An Qingze looked over at the same time. Su Mei didn't know when I got into a wheelchair and even slid to the door.

We awkwardly let go of my hand. When I pushed the An Qingze away, I let out a sigh of relief. An Qingze, considering Su Mei current state, I didn't stop me.

An Qingze paused for a moment, then walked over to meet Su Mei mocking gaze and said," Why did you come out again? "I've just returned from the hospital. Do n' t bother."

Su Mei An Qingze frowned as if he was in a better mood. He said," I know you guys can't help but want to linger, but at least make me feel better after I' m half dead. Isn't that okay?"

An Qingze shook his head helplessly and Su Mei said to me," Qin Ke, I also know that I can't get his heart anymore. However, it's okay to borrow me for a few days and let me feel slowly, right? "Look at me. I'm just a cripple. Let me fool myself and live a few more days."

The corners of my mouth twitched. This statement really made me wonder how to respond to her. She could only say awkwardly," Don't talk about this anymore. We' ll take care of you before you're healthy."

My words were more or less perfunctory, but Su Mei didn't want to pay attention to my appearance. Instead, An Qingze glared at me. The corners of my mouth twitched helplessly. What could I do? Su Mei've already said that. Could it be that I' m going to act like a bully and threaten her to get out as soon as she's recovered?

Not to mention that I hadn't figured out what to do now, my relationship with An Qingze Qi Mu was still messy. Moreover, the reason why this Su Mei's leg had become like this was because of me. If it wasn't for the fact that I had suffered a blow that day and was hesitant and greedy about being gentle and tolerant towards An Qingze, perhaps Su Mei would n' t have reached this point.

I said something about getting sick. Actually, I knew very well that it was impossible for Su Mei legs to get well. But even if I didn't say anything, An Qingze would n' t keep her. Thinking of this, I couldn't help feeling sad for Su Mei.

After all, although An Qingze was as gentle and elegant, he was not a pedantic person. He might have felt a little guilty about Su Mei, but he could still clearly know that he would not repay this with love.

After dinner, I volunteered to wash the dishes. Then, I watched An Qingze push Su Mei wheelchair out for a walk.

When I turned around to wash the dishes, I was still thinking that when I didn't return to China in the past, as long as An Qingze was free and did n' t have time to work, I would take Little Yue Ya and for a walk. After Qi Mo was here, I wanted to bring Qi Mo with me. However, Qi Mo was too precocious at such a young age and refused to go with us even if he died.

I sighed silently. I didn't expect so many unimaginable things to happen in just half a year's time. Not to mention that Qi Mu and I were going back and forth, Xiao Mo wasn't here anymore. Now that I' m living with An Qingze and Su Mei, and Little Yue Ya'er has been temporarily arranged to stay in school, I could n' t help but feel that this bullshit life isn't going to work!

After tidying up and taking advantage of the fact that An Qingze and Su Mei weren't back, I quickly washed up and hid in my room. He felt that the past few days had been a complete mess. As long as he thought of the cold and unmoved back of my Qi Mu when I left that morning, my heart would ache and hurt.

Actually, he had been impulsive this morning. Now that he had calmed down, I thought about it carefully. If Qi Mu were to say that she didn't really care about me at all, and how much she hated me, it would be all a show. I really would n' t believe it. After all, who would make a scene and let him experience such a terrifying thing?

I grabbed my phone and thought about it. I felt that we were not clean. Outside An Qingze should have brought Su Mei back. I heard footsteps passing through my door. After a long time, I turned around and stopped for a while.

I nervously put my phone to the side and subconsciously covered the blanket. No matter how big my heart was, I couldn't stand what An Qingze wanted to do.

Fortunately, An Qingze footsteps finally got further away. My heart was empty. I couldn't tell whether I was relaxed or disappointed.

I grabbed my phone and flipped it around, feeling even more restless. He didn't know when he would fall asleep. Perhaps he was really tired. After all, he had been watching over An Qingze for Su Mei whole night and hadn't slept back.

When I woke up from my shock, my chest ached. I covered my chest and suspected that I was going to have a heart attack.

He narrowed his eyes and looked at the screen. I sighed, not knowing what I was looking forward to.

But he continued," Which one?"

In fact, she was filled with impatience. It was such a big night, and I had finally fallen asleep and came to disturb me again!

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