You've delayed me for so many years
"Who is it?" I shouted impatiently. 0
There was no sound. I frowned and asked patiently," Who are you?" "If you don't tell me, I' ll hang up."
The sound of breathing was clear and indistinct. My heart suddenly shook. I glanced out of the window. He hadn't said anything, but I already understood. It was funny to say that after so many years, I could easily recognize his breathing.
I sighed deeply and didn't say anything. I did n' t hang up the phone. I just listened to his breathing. Sometimes, it was quick and sometimes gentle.
"Are you asleep?"
It took a long time to hear this. I held back my eyes. Wasn't that nonsense? I had already fallen asleep, but I was woken up by you.
However, I naturally didn't say anything. Qi Mu should have drunk some wine, but my mind was n' t clear. I spoke with a thick and mixed voice. I deliberately said," Who are you?"
The anger in his heart hadn't been vented. He had only said so many sinister and cruel words to me this morning as if nothing had happened. Now that he had drunk too much wine and hit me again, what was the meaning of that?
After I said this, Qi Mu seemed to coldly snort. After a while, he said," You won't forget me, right? "I, um, I miss you very much."
My fingers couldn't help but tighten. It took me a lot of effort to stop the smile on my face. Qi Mu's silly tone made my heart feel soft and crisp.
Having made up my mind to anger him, I continued," I really don't know who you are. If you do n' t say it, I'll just die."
Qi Mu didn't say anything else. I heard him sigh deeply, and then a damp breath sounded from his phone. I suddenly panicked and hung up the phone.
After I finished all this, I looked at the phone in my hand and the silver-white fingers when the moonlight shone in.
After a long time, I finally found my expression and smiled bitterly. I actually hung up Qi Mu phone just now. I don't know why I suddenly reacted like this. I just felt a lot of pain in my heart.
Especially when I felt his pain, I felt like I couldn't even breathe. I chose to escape and escaped again.
I can't stand Qi Mu this. I ca n' t feel Qi Mu uncomfortable, but I feel even more helpless. I don't know how to handle our relationship. I closed my eyes and slipped away with Yue Hui. It was painful, faint, and long-lasting.
I opened my mouth and wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry. It was unknown whether it was because of the dryness of the lacrimal glands or because of some inexplicable feeling in his chest. Everything was blocking me. I shook my hand in vain. Anyway, everything was wrong and everything was wrong.
I lay down with my eyes closed and tried my best to get back to sleep, but this time I couldn't do it anymore. My mind became more and more chaotic. Qi Mu eyes, Qi Mu eyebrows, Qi Mu lips, earlobes, or Qi Mu neck that looked like a teenager were hard to forget.
I sighed again in frustration. This time, my mind was full of him again. The split and split was really tiring. I said I didn't want him, and I said I would soon forget him. Even I didn't believe it and could n' t even lie to myself. It would be a self-deception.
But what could I do? Qi Mu, what do you want me to do with you?
The next day, I walked out of the room with two big black eyes. An Qingze looked like I was waiting for me at the door, leaning against the wall and looking at me. I was so shocked that I almost fell back. An Qingze grabbed me and said," Be careful."
I stuck out my tongue. It wasn't because he was blocking the door early in the morning that I was shocked. But he was afraid that before he could say anything, he met Su Mei dark gaze.
My entire body trembled and I quickly got up from An Qingze embrace. Then, I politely said to Su Mei," Reporter Su, you're up too?" "Did you rest well last night?"
Su Mei sneered and looked at his legs." What else can I do? I just can't move, but I' m sleeping anyway. It doesn't matter if I do n' t move."
An Qingze's eyes flickered as he pulled me over and said," Come over. I' ll talk to you about the work."
I looked at Su Mei gloomy gaze and subconsciously wanted to say no, but the feeling of dizziness and pain also made me feel vicious. Why? Why should I give Qi Mu to Lin Anru and give An Qingze to Su Mei?
Perhaps as Qi Mu said, I'm just a green teahouse, a white lotus flower, a fake Virgin Mary. That's great. I' ll be the Holy Mother in the future. It's better to say what I' m going to do, or just show my selfishness.
I was so annoyed that I hooked An Qingze arm and said," Alright, let's go now."
When An Qingze was held by me, it was obvious that her body had stiffened for a moment. However, she still obediently hooked the corner of her mouth and led me away.
But with his back facing Su Mei, I started to regret it when I entered the study. Reluctantly releasing An Qingze arm, I sat in a tall chair and tried to bury myself.
An Qingze helplessly spread out his hands and said to me," What's wrong? Did n' t you feel quite happy just now?"
I looked up at him. Even though I tried my best to hide it, I could still see that there was a trace of disappointment in An Qingze eyes.
I felt more and more guilty and said bitterly," I know I shouldn't have said anything to you about my apologies, but I seem to be getting a little nervous."
An Qingze was stunned for a second before he said with a smile," It's okay. I like your nerves."
I sighed in annoyance," Get rid of you. Don't be so good, okay?" "You're always so good. I do n' t even know how to treat you."
An Qingze was slightly startled." Really? I thought you had already considered it?"
I was slightly stunned, and then I realized what An Qingze meant. Yesterday, I said that I would give me some time to think about our relationship, between me and him, and between Qi Mu. I couldn't help but twitch the corners of my mouth. However, An Qingze was really waiting so seriously.
"You're forcing me like this, I' m getting more and more confused. "I'm afraid I' ll delay you. This is too selfish."
An Qingze snorted and patted me on the head." Alright, there's no need to say that." "You've been delaying me for so many years. It's not that bad."
I was speechless.
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