242: Chapter 242 can't bear it anymore

Chapter 242 can't bear it anymore

I was stunned and looked up at him in surprise. An Qingze now, my emotions were getting out of control more and more often. In the past, he wasn't like this. 2

"What's wrong with you?" "You wouldn't have been so excited before." I whispered.

An Qingze's movements stopped. The parts of my body that were tightly attached to him instantly felt cold. I raised my head in surprise. The An Qingze look in my eyes was filled with unimaginable pain and unwillingness.

"I..." Before I could say anything, he interrupted me in disappointment," Then what should I do? Shouldn't it be as if nothing had happened and then gently tell you that even if you chose Qi Mu I would still be waiting for you? Or, do you want me to treat Su Mei better and then find an excuse to get rid of me? "Is that so?"

What was this? I frowned." I didn't intend to force you to wait for me. What you' re saying is like I'm so shameless and greedy." Actually, I felt guilty, but I didn't know why. When An Qingze suddenly said that, I felt uncomfortable and subconsciously questioned him.

"Hehe, shameless?" Greedy? Ke'er, what am I going to do? In fact, I wish you were more shameless and greedy. "Unfortunately, I don't seem to deserve it even if it's all this." An Qingze let go of my body, adjusted my collar, and buttoned back one button at a time.

When he looked up at me, his eyes were filled with nostalgia. But he still turned around and planned to leave. My heart felt a heavy pain. Before my brain could react, my body could not deceive myself and pulled him back.

"An Qingze, I'm sorry. Do n' t leave, okay?" I said in pain.

"I know I'm selfish, but I still want you to wait for me. "What I said earlier was wrong. Actually, I don't want to admit that I' m greedy and shameless." I said bitterly.

An Qingze looked back in disbelief, but I still lowered my head. I didn't even dare to meet his gaze or look at his expression.

However, those hands still wrapped around my body with incomparable warmth. When the warmth came, I realized that I was too used to him and could not bear to let go.

"Ke'er, do n' t tell me you're sorry. I' m greedy. "It's great now." An Qingze sighed.

I looked up and saw a faint water mark in his eyes. In the silver gray of the moonlight, there was a kind of flowing emotion. My heart was pounding, and in a daze, it was as if I had returned to the years when we were still in college. That initial impulse, along with the face of his youth, pierced through the boundaries of time and would never perish.

"An Qingze, I've decided that I wo n' t ask you to wait." I said.

Then, I took the initiative to give my kiss to his confused gaze. Our bodies could still be familiar with each other, and at this moment, my heart became more peaceful.

An Qingze looked up in my sorry enthusiasm and asked with difficulty," Ke'er, do you regret it? "I can't afford to lose it anymore."

My tears fell uncontrollably. I kissed him on the lips and said," No, I can't. I ca n' t either."

The next morning, I woke up very early and was much calmer than I expected. I turned my head and An Qingze was sleeping beside me. The first ray of light in the morning was wandering between his brows, vaguely carrying a bright and clean smell.

My heart calmed down. He stretched out his hand and looked around in the air until a voice came from beside him. He laughed and said," What's wrong? Can you still be woken up by my hand?"

I smiled and said," Yes, it's not. It's white and tender. It's the best hand. I ca n' t tell how old it is."

An Qingze smiled as well." It's not a hand. It's like a little girl."

I slapped her and said unhappily," Is that so? Are they all like little girls?" Then, I deliberately straightened my chest.

An Qingze smiled and said," Yes, other than this."

I glanced at him triumphantly. I was very satisfied with this obedient person.

While I was enjoying myself, An Qingze suddenly came over and hugged me. I pushed him in panic and said," I was tired last night. I'm not coming anymore."

An Qingze smiled and didn't move. He just kept hugging me.

After a while, he said," Ke'er, I know that I can never replace Qi Mu, nor can I have the feeling that Qi Mu can give you. "But, I'm very happy. At least you chose me."

My heart ached as I sniffed," Idiot, you're not Qi Mu to begin with. What do you want instead of?" The person I want right now is you, An Qingze. "You are the person I want to spend my life with, my husband."

In this world, everyone was a completely different individual. No one could replace another person. I knew that An Qingze was telling the truth. Every time I saw Qi Mu, I would never be able to bring something to me.

However, I was tired and unstable. It wasn't suitable for me. Now that I had really figured it out, I felt that it was the hardest thing to have someone who would support me unconditionally, love me, and wait for me.

In this world, I'm afraid I' ll never find such a good An Qingze again. Perhaps I didn't love him as much as An Qingze loved me, but I was willing to spend my entire life with this man. Sometimes happiness was really hard to come by, just like finding someone who could spend peace with you. It was too hard and too hard.

I'm an ordinary woman. I ca n' t suffer any other grievances or wait any longer. I can only agree with this fate at ease. Actually, I knew subconsciously that I just wanted to make my life easier. Life was too complicated. It shouldn't be any more complicated and painful.

"However, Su Mei what do you plan to do? After all, she had just lost her child and was still your child. Moreover, her legs..." I sympathized with Su Mei from the bottom of my heart. To be honest, this woman was too miserable! After following An Qingze for a year and a half, it wasn't like she had ended up like this. I felt that if An Qingze continued to ignore it like this, sooner or later, this girl would have to give her life away before she could finish it.

As expected, An Qingze said coldly," She's in charge of her own affairs. I've already said that I can take care of all the expenses of the nursing home. I can still afford to raise someone. However, she didn't need to think about anything else. "I can't afford it. I really ca n' t afford it."

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