Chapter 244 Hero Aura
I didn't say anything. Li Wenting did n' t mess around with me. I didn't even say anything to blame me. This only caused the guilt-ridden river in my heart to flow uncontrollably. 1
Li Wenting stared at me with a ghastly pale face." But Sis, I'm begging you to never give Qi Mu hope, okay? I didn't mean it for myself. I had already made up my mind. He would n' t love me for the rest of my life, so it didn't matter to me. I'm doing it for him. You probably do n' t know that every time you give him hope and then destroy it with your own hands, you'll kill him!
But Sister, perhaps he wasn't as important as a grass on the side of the road to you, but to me, he was already the world. He was far more important than my life and the life of the child in my stomach.
So, I beg you, for his sake, to not teach him how to feel so bad, you will never treat him a little better. You will never give him even a trace of hope, okay? "I'm really afraid. His heart is already riddled with holes. I' m so afraid that if he were to endure the pain again, he would really lose his life. The child in my stomach and I will definitely not be able to live."
I don't know what kind of expression I should have. I just stared at Li Wenting in a daze. I looked at her in tears, as if she had pulled out her most desperate and fragile heart. What I begged for was the most humble request in the world.
In that instant, a burst of anger surged into my heart. Who am I, what kind of damn person am I, what kind of damn thing have I done? Li Wenting, wasn't she here to remind me of this fact?
Remind me how selfishly I gave Qi Mu hope and then ruthlessly abandoned him and destroyed his hopes. I caused Qi Mu despair, I caused Qi Mu to feel sad, I caused him to feel pain, and I wanted to hold on to him.
But this anger was quickly suppressed by my reason. After pressing into the deepest part of my soul, I shouldn't have mentioned it. I would n' t be allowed to think of a place. It was sinking there, waiting for my last attack, completely throwing away its suppression.
"I got it." I said.
Actually, I felt like my mouth was dry. In the end, I realized that other than that, there was nothing else I could say. Did I say that I was moved by her love for Qi Mu? A love that could give up on herself or even the life of her child? Alright, I can't do this kind of love.
Or am I going to scold her? Just because she reminded me of what I had done, did she remind me of the despicable nature of my humanity? But I couldn't say it. I felt that I was sorry Qi Mu I hurt Qi Mu. I was cruel to Qi Mu.
So, I could only say, I know. Because it seemed that I would feel conflicted and uncomfortable about what I promised to do and what I swore to do. I was even unwilling to accept it. But, how could I have the right to be unwilling and uncomfortable?
Li Wenting didn't continue to say anything. He just smiled faintly." Yes, but Sis, that's enough." "Actually, look, you've already taken everything."
When Li Wenting entered and joined in with everyone's greetings, my heart was still shaking. That's right? I've done everything I can. If I had the so-called starring aura, I would have firmly occupied the original position.
I don't have the right to complain. I have no reason to be unwilling. I should n' t even have the heart to grieve. I had a place in Qi Mu heart. Even if I didn't want to admit it, I had to admit it. Like him, I left a place in each other's hearts.
The difference was that I could enjoy peace with An Qingze, and Li Wenting following Qi Mu was destined to be turbulent. I knew what Li Wenting meant. From what she said, I knew Qi Mu wouldn't just let it go. Since he had done such a high-profile thing, he must have officially started a war with Qi Yu.
This time, the person standing beside him was still not me. I looked at a figure in the crowd in confusion. Like ever before, I seemed to be able to move smoothly and without a ripple. Then, in the middle of the night behind the crowd, he seemed to be a lowly child who would cry.
Qi Mu was so different from An Qingze. An Qingze was definitely the kind of person with a gentle appearance and a firm and cold heart. Of course, I was An Qingze exception. Qi Mu, the outside was cold and the inside was hot. The weakness in his heart sometimes caught me off guard.
However, even if he was a child, I couldn't be his mother or sister. I saw Li Wenting, no matter where I was, my eyes would always be on Qi Mu. Perhaps Li Wenting was the most suitable woman for him, or perhaps Qi Mu would be happy.
I closed my eyes and drank the wine in my hand. There was a bitter taste in his heart, and there was a faint sadness. Li Wenting was right. It was best for him to stay away from him. I repeated these words over and over again. I wanted to give myself all the psychological hints in the world.
"What, regret?" His cold voice was filled with ridicule.
I felt a chill on my back and opened my eyes. Qi Yu didn't know when I was standing beside me with a glass of wine.
"What do I regret?" I casually said that, and then my face turned cold, intending to enter. Every cell in his body resisted staying with Qi Yu, even for a second. This man's madness was beyond cure.
Qi Yu shrugged nonchalantly." Actually, you don't need to be so noisy, do you?" I guess I'm not that scary, am I? "Although I'm not a Family Qi person, I' m quite similar to Qi Mu. Am I funny?"
I stopped in my tracks and said with disgust," You don't look like Qi Mu at all."
The corner of Qi Yu's mouth curled up into a sinister smile." Really?" This was after you all knew that I was a bastard. "Hehe, the funny thing is, since we were young, everyone said that our brothers are very similar."
I frowned and raised my foot to leave, but Qi Yu reached out and grabbed my arm. I immediately stood on my head and shook off his hand. I took two steps back to stabilize my body.
"What are you doing? "With so many people here, do you really think that you can cover the sky with only your hands?" I shouted impatiently, my eyes already looking for An Qingze figure.
Qi Yu stared at me, his eyes filled with bloodthirst." Qi Mu actually dared to do it. I'll let him know sooner or later what the price is."
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