Chapter 248 Interpretation
But was that important? I pinched off An Qingze phone. I wanted to find Qi Mo. I was his mother. It was this thought that lingered in his mind. What else could I do? I had no choice. If I had already decided to sacrifice anyone for An Qingze and for my peaceful life. However, it could not be my child. No matter what he sacrificed, no one could sacrifice my child. 1
With that thought, I went to the factory. The place was very remote, but I wasn't afraid in my heart. I was just very nervous, and I could n' t help but feel scared. I'm going to see Qi Mo. After so long, would he blame me? Would he think that I did n' t want him?
However, when I saw Qi Mo, all the complicated feelings disappeared. He was my son. Even if he grew taller, he didn't turn black. He was still white and clean like a Qi Mu.
"Mommy?" When Qi Mo called me, there was a hint of doubt in her tone. My heart trembled violently, and it suddenly ached.
"Xiao Mo, why didn't you come to find Mommy?" I pulled him into my arms.
When he finally reached my arms, my heart calmed down. It felt like a part of my body had been lost for a long time. It was not easy for me to enter my body again. The feeling of completeness that I had not seen for a long time really made my heart feel more at ease.
"Do you know how much Mommy misses you? Mommy thought she would never see you again in her life. Mommy thought she'd lost you. "How can you make Mommy worry so much?" I said it over and over again.
Qi Mo, it was my son. It was the flesh that fell off my body. Losing him was too painful. It was so painful that I didn't dare to recall it many times.
"Mommy, I'm sorry. It's my fault. "I'm not obedient. I should n' t have gone to find Daddy." Qi Mo was in my arms. When I was in tears for half a day, he finally started to cry.
I sighed. Actually, I didn't blame him any longer. Qi Mo just missed Daddy very much. I just wanted to find him. It was n' t wrong. No matter how wrong, it was all my fault. It was me who didn't take care of him. It was me who did n' t take care of his feelings. It was me who didn't put him in my sight.
"Mommy, Daddy?" Qi Mo opened his mouth and couldn't continue.
I looked at him helplessly and wiped away the tears on his face. I knew that if I wanted to completely stop Qi Mu from getting engaged to Li Wenting, Xiao Mo would be the key. Since I've agreed to Lin Anru, I' m afraid I won't be able to escape this step. But now that I finally saw Qi Mo, I couldn't help but think of the scene at the engagement scene.
She couldn't help but feel uncomfortable. It seemed like Li Wenting was destined to hate me to death. It wasn't just Li Wenting question. I Qi Mu n' t even dare to look at each other with the look in my eyes. I naturally knew what I had done. It was definitely the third child that everyone called out to fight!
"Xiao Mo, I'll take you to see your father later." I said to Qi Mo tiredly. After all, this time, he had finally fulfilled the child's wish. It could be considered the only benefit.
Qi Mo eyes shone, and the youth's unique vitality appeared on his face. This was probably the only thing that made me feel comforted during this muddled day.
Bring Qi Mu home. As soon as I entered the room, An Qingze sat on the sofa. The curtains were all pulled up and the living room was dark. My heart sank.
"You, why are you back so early?" I hesitated as I spoke to An Qingze.
She was silent and did not respond. She did not even look up at me. I unconsciously tightened Qi Mo hand. The young man's voice carried a unique and elegant tone," Uncle An, I' m sorry. Mommy is going to pick me up."
I was stunned for a moment and turned to look at him. Qi Mo was different from before. In the past, he was just a little boy. He didn't bother to explain and rarely spoke to An Qingze. Perhaps, he was as smart as Qi Mo. He was indeed much more mature than his peers, but he also rarely cared about the feelings of others. In this regard, he was too Qi Mu.
Right now, Qi Mo had already taken the initiative to explain to An Qingze before I could say anything. He had really changed a lot.
I turned to look at An Qingze. His eyes were filled with doubt and shock as he looked at the Qi Mo beside me. I quickly walked over and said," Actually, Lin Anru lied to all of us back then. The dead child wasn't Qi Mo at all, but Qi Ming Ye."
When I said Qi Ming Ye, I subconsciously looked back at Qi Mo and said to him," Xiao Mo, go upstairs first. Mommy's room is in the first room on the left. Mommy told Uncle An about it."
Qi Mo didn't have any objections and went upstairs. After watching Qi Mo figure disappear upstairs, the door was closed. I walked to the sofa and sat next to An Qingze.
"Well, I know you're angry." I said bitterly.
An Qingze remained silent. I waited patiently for him. After a while, I heard An Qingze hoarsely say," If you don't want him to be engaged, why did n' t you say it before? Why did you have to wait until this time?" "If you haven't made up your mind, I said I wo n' t force you. Why are you so anxious to give me hope and destroy it yourself?"
I took a deep breath as everything that had happened throughout the day went crazy in my mind. I realized that I couldn't even find a starting point to start stating my reasons and motives. I knew that An Qingze didn't believe me at all. I also knew how disappointed, shocked, and sad he was when he saw what I had done on TV.
I wanted to explain, but at this moment, I was speechless. I pinched my hand on my thigh. The pain made my eyes sour. I knew I had to explain. No matter what, I couldn't let An Qingze misunderstand me anymore.
Even if the entire world didn't believe me in this matter, I would at least make my husband feel at ease and let him stand behind me.
I twisted my body and grabbed An Qingze hand. His hand was cold and colder than ever. An Qingze immediately wanted to break free. He frowned. I insisted that he didn't use too much strength. I saw hope and light from his gentleness. My heart finally felt a little warm.
"An Qingze, believe me. I really can't do that." I said.
An Qingze smiled bitterly." There's no way?" Did you want to tell me that after you returned, you thought about it and realized that you still couldn't let go of Qi Mu. Did you find that the person you loved was still Qi Mu? "Ke'er, I really do n' t understand. Why do you have to torture me like this?"
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