251: Chapter 251 was Mom's fault

Chapter 251 was Mom's fault

Idiot, he's an idiot! I could n' t help but think this in my heart. As he walked, he felt warm and happy. I didn't know what had happened to me. My complicated and contradictory thoughts had wrapped around my heart. He didn't know what was going on, but he felt that now, An Qingze could speak, his emotions, and the gaze in his eyes were much more important than before. 1

In the past, An Qingze had always mentioned it to me over and over again, but I only felt guilty and missed it. But now, there was no need for him to say anything or mention it. I always remembered the past, and during those years, the disturbance with Qi Mu had been much less.

Although I had a similar sour feeling in my heart when I was engaged to Li Wenting this time, it was after all a man who had been in my heart for so many years. However, other than that, I found myself exceptionally calm. It was much calmer when it came to accepting or forgetting things.

An Qingze changed. Qi Mu changed. I did.

When I opened the door, I looked at the Qi Mo of the moonlight and sat by the window. The curtains were half drawn, but the windows were open. Just like that, the wind blew past the half-open curtain. Because I opened the door, it blew away.

I narrowed my eyes and shouted," Xiao Mo, why are you sitting by the window? Why are you opening the window?"

Qi Mo raised his head that had been buried in his legs and looked into my eyes. It was so bright. I walked over and found that his gaze was equally cold.

"What's wrong?" I put my hand on Qi Mo forehead and felt cold.

Qi Mo hugged my leg like that young child. I was a little surprised, but then my heart ached. Ever since we all thought that Qi Mu had died in the air crash, Qi Mo hadn't done anything like before.

He finally found out that Qi Mu wasn't dead. Qi Mo this child had been hidden by Lin Anru, we all thought he was no longer here. On the other hand, the crescent moon had always been by An Qingze and me. She had been spoiled since she was young.

I owe too much to my own son. It wasn't just that he did n' t give him any warmth when he was young, which made him look for his mother on the streets. He actually lost him. Sometimes, I couldn't help but think that if Qi Mu had n' t told me back then, Qi Mo was my son. Could it be that he had been living with Qi Mu all along, or that he had become Lin Anru son, and would be happier?

On the other hand, ever since he recognized me as his mother, there had never been less trouble. He had also suffered a lot and hurt a lot of his heart. I might be the one who Family Qi them. It wasn't possible that the word "eight" did n' t match. If anyone else didn't say anything, it would be better if Qi Mu did n' t meet me anyway. After all, I had planned to approach him on purpose.

"Mommy, I'm scared." Qi Mo said to me.

I lowered my head in surprise. My Xiao Mo had always been brave and sensible, and was even precocious. Now, it was really too surprising that she was like a few years old child.

Suddenly, I thought of Lin Anru. What had Lin Anru done to him all these years? I was still hesitating how to ask, Qi Mo already said it first.

"She always keeps me in a dark house. It's like this all day and night. During the day, there was no window open and no light could be seen. The window was a big iron plate. Once it closed, I couldn't see anything. At night, if she was around, she would occasionally open the window.

Every time I opened the window, I would see the moonlight. That way, I felt like I was alive. Otherwise, I wouldn't have felt the passage of time. I couldn't wait to die right away, but every day, she had someone throw her food in. If I ate it, I would n' t die.

Mom, I was really scared, but later on, I thought I couldn't even be scared. "I don't know whether I' m still alive or not. I just thought, as long as I keep going, I'll eat everything bit by bit. Then one day, I' ll see Mommy and Daddy."

Qi Mo raised his head. His eyes were dark and shiny, as if there was a sparkling Milky Way. My heart was so painful that it was indescribable. I hugged Qi Mo tightly. When I heard my voice, it smelled damp and said," I'm sorry, Xiao Mo, I' m sorry. It's all my fault. It was Mommy who didn't protect you. It was Mommy who was irresponsible. It was Mommy's fault. If she hadn't let you go out of the house and had n' t used her emotions to vent her emotions, this wouldn't have happened.

If she had been in the hospital that day, her mother would have been able to be more careful and more convinced. Perhaps she would have discovered that the person lying there wasn't you at all. If that was the case, Mom and Dad would have gone and found out where you were.

All in all, it was Mommy's fault that she did n' t protect you. Mother swore that from now on, she would never let anyone hurt you and take you away!"

My tears fell uncontrollably on Qi Mo clothes. I could feel his body trembling and gradually calming down. There had never been such a moment when I hated Lin Anru so much. She might not care about Qi Ming Ye life. She only had Qi Mu in her heart. She could abandon everything for Qi Mu, including the life of her own son.

But I couldn't! Qi Mo was my son, my closest relative in this world, the flesh that fell off my body! However, she had been deliberately hiding it. It was such a waste and torture. I saw the confusion in Qi Mo eyes and the hidden numbness and pain. When I heard those unbelievable words that he said in such a calm voice, my heart felt like it was being nailed to a nail.

Those nails seemed to have hit my soul mark, and it would never be erased. Just like how Qi Mo had been hurt, after so many years of torture, such a child's personality had completely changed. Apart from being silent, he was even more silent and precocious. He had also completely lost his youthful vigor and purity that he should have been at this age.

I truly felt a heartache and regret. I hugged Qi Mo tightly and heard him say," Mommy, can I stay with you and Daddy forever and never be separated again?"

My body stiffened. After a long time, I let go of Qi Mo body. It was a little awkward and unnatural. I thought about how I could explain it to him. Not to mention that I'm already married to An Qingze, Qi Mu are also going to be with Li Wenting. There are even Qi Mu children there.

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