Chapter 254 was still a young man
If that was the case, would he live a better life? These annual meetings wouldn't be more peaceful. Actually, I' m not sure about this. But I knew that perhaps Qi Mu would have a better life, right? 2
He was originally Family Qi youth who had grown up in love. That year, although he was proud, he was still young and simple. Later on, I had never seen such a pure gaze again.
I moved the back of my head to make my pillow more comfortable. Next to An Qingze, I chuckled and didn't move my warm hand away. The corner of my lips curled up. Perhaps the best thing I should be thankful for was that Qian Fan had passed by and when I turned around, there were still people waiting behind me.
After experiencing the storm, we were still young. As long as I had An Qingze by my side, every time I looked back, there would be a source. Every despair had an end. If Qi Mu was a star, he attracted all my insufferably beautiful wishes.
In that case, An Qingze must be a spring water. No matter what time it was, it would be able to wash away the smoke from the mortal world. He opened his arms and waited for me, waiting for me to turn around. Then, without any conditions, he accepted all of my pain and blood.
And when had I ever asked him if it hurt? When had he ever cared if he was bored?
When I found out that he was kissing Su Mei, I almost immediately felt desperate for divorce. I even said honestly that this was for the sake of our happiness. But how could I not be selfish? My so-called righteous words and letting go so easily must have hurt his heart.
"Thank you, An Qingze." I said.
I said it lightly, and An Qingze didn't answer me, but I felt his arm tremble slightly. I knew he heard it.
After an unknown amount of time, I began to feel tired and sleepy. I think if An Qingze didn't do that, I' m afraid I'll sleep over the next second. This day, too many things really happened. After all.
Whether it was to attend the engagement banquet between Qi Mu and Li Wenting or Lin Anru phone calls, it was a shocking truth that no one had died. It was still Lin Anru terms of the deal. The one I said to Qi Mu that could barely be called a request or question.
Everything made me feel very tired and tired. My eyelids were heavy. Her consciousness was also groggily indulging her demise and loss of control. Qi Mu's face, Xiao Mo's face, Lin Anru's face, and even the face that I Bai an back then, were all swaying in the dark world with my eyes closed.
So, when An Qingze kiss landed on my lips, I felt a burst of light. I suddenly thought of a sentence that I had read and understood when I was still in college. No matter how I tried, I didn't understand it.
When you close your eyes, you will see the real world.
Yes, I closed my eyes. There was someone beside me. He quietly left a mark on my lips. He didn't say anything, but I smelled the taste of love. Time ah, why not just stay quiet? I suddenly thought with great anticipation," Time, it would be great if I stopped at this moment."
An Qingze didn't continue. A gentle kiss seemed like we liked you when we were young.
I once said I love you to Qi Mu, Qi Mu also said I love you. But it turned out that those words of love in their youth were even more soul-stirring than no matter how much they loved you in the future. It was pure and shocking.
That night, we didn't do anything else. I think we were tired, but we were satisfied. In front of all the tribulations, it was a matter and experience that made one feel closer to each other.
So, the next day, after An Qingze went to the Lechuang, I had a premonition that when I saw Qi Mu, my heart could finally relieve a bit of pain.
In the past, I had blamed fate, complained about time, and hated all the mistakes and coincidences. What lay between us was a long time and a heavy life. However, those were the paths that should have been anticipated.
No one could guarantee who they would be with forever. Even if they confirmed each other, what could they do? Can they compete for time and life?
Qi Mu looked at me as if she was complaining, with faint hope and anticipation. I knew that I couldn't give anything, and I could n' t promise anything. It was even a hug, a touch of a limb. To us now, it was a luxury, something that was called inappropriate.
"Do you have anything to say to me?" Qi Mu finally spoke after an hour of silence. When his voice came through the air, my entire body trembled.
I tried my best to pinch my fingers. As usual, this was my usual method to calm myself down. But at such a time, it was indeed very difficult, or rather, almost impossible, to do without a trace of trembling.
"Yesterday, after the engagement ended, oh, no, I sat there alone for a long time after being interrupted and forced to end. I thought you would at least come back, make a phone call, or send a message. I thought that at least you would want to say something to me.
Even if it wasn't an explanation, at least tell me once more not to get engaged. Or, even if you're going back on your word, you' re saying that it's just a spur of the moment. What nonsense are you spouting? You continue to speak to me with a clear and indifferent expression. Go get engaged. We' ll never meet again. We'll be happy in the future.
Really, when I realized that I had already fallen to such a state, I felt a little unwilling. But what should I do? I realized that even if that was the case, if you had told me, I would have listened.
But do you think I'm dead and just did n' t come again? Qin Ke Tell me, what do you want me to do, or how do you want me to die?"
As expected, I couldn't help but stare into Qi Mu eyes. I knew that there was a star in those eyes. But at this moment, those rays of light actually confused me.
"Why do you have to say that?" I smiled bitterly. The corner of my mouth was a little dry and painful, until it reached the bottom of my heart.
When I said these words, I wanted to stab myself fiercely. Actually, I would rather Qi Mu give me a fierce slap and tell me not to disturb his life again. But I knew Qi Mu wouldn't, and I would n' t.
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