256: Chapter 256 Isn't Love

Chapter 256 Isn't Love

I looked at Qi Mu and covered my chest. I didn't hide my pain or conflict, but we had to make it clear. Qi Mu it's a man I' ve loved for so many years, he's worthy of all the words I' ve said in my heart, not just running away. 0

"I need to consider the good and bad of my children, my relatives, and even my friends. I also need to consider the eyes of everyone else in society. I admit that my eyes are short-sighted. I'm very ordinary. After walking around for so many years, I really feel tired.

The things An Qingze gave me weren't booming, but flowing water. As I grew older, I gradually felt that gentle things that flowed with fine water would last longer. I don't know if you understand, but that's what I mean.

Qi Mu, sometimes, I felt that it wasn't that I did n' t love, but that I knew that I had made a choice for love. I don't want to deny it, and I do n' t want to deliberately say cold words to perfunctorily. Qi Mu, I love you. Even if you say I'm ruthless, I still love you. Moreover, I' ve loved you for so many years.

However, I decided that I would leave you. I want to be with An Qingze. I don't know how the word love is different, but I know that at least I can and should make a clear choice. I'm not a child anymore, and I do n' t think I can continue to be a child.

Qi Mu Do you understand what I'm saying?"

I looked at Qi Mu, as if I was looking at the old times that we couldn't go back. My heart slowly flowed with sorrow, but sorrow could not be eaten as food.

Qi Mu smiled helplessly and turned pale." You've changed. Over the years, you' ve become more than I am. After being in love, I felt like I had nothing left. The change in time was almost meaningless. But the more you changed, the better. "If I can talk about love like you, but let it go in my heart, it wouldn't be bad."

I opened my mouth and didn't say anything else. I knew what Qi Mu meant. He felt that the love I was talking about was just words. He might even think that I was just comforting him and finding a good excuse for my betrayal.

But what could I do? What could I say? Even if I knew Qi Mu thought so, I couldn't explain.

"Then, will you still be engaged to Li Wenting?" I asked him.

Qi Mu looked at me with a mocking smile." What do you mean? Since you're putting aside your grandiose words, why do you care if I marry Li Wenting?"

I said bitterly," If you want to marry Li Wenting, I hope you can handle the matter over there Lin Anru. The only reason I broke your engagement this time was because I didn't want to Xiao Mo hurt. Lin Anru had Qi Yu support behind them. I was afraid that they would harm Xiao Mo. "I'm really not sure I can protect him. After all, you know how powerful your Qi family is."

I was really worried. Even though An Qingze said that even if he exhausted his entire Lechuang, he would still protect me and Xiao Mo. But I can't allow An Qingze to exhaust his entire Lechuang. What's more, even if he made a bet Lechuang so what? There was still a glimmer of hope in dealing with Family Lin. To deal with the Qi family, it was nothing more than a mantis against a cart.

Qi Mu's face turned even darker." I' ll deal with Lin Anru over there. You don't have to sacrifice your happiness and reputation to do anything against your will!"

When Qi Mu left, my expression was as cold as ice. I was helpless. I knew that I had hurt him again.

Before Qi Mu left, he didn't even visit Xiao Mo. Qi Mo knew that he had left, he felt very disappointed. I rubbed his head and said," Daddy is very busy, and Daddy loves you very much. What he wants to do now is also for you."

After that, I didn't dare to go out. I did n' t want to leave the Xiao Mo for a second before the matter was completely resolved. The treasure that I had finally recovered, I would never allow anyone to trample on it.

I felt guilty about him and wouldn't let him suffer any more. Besides, I felt that the Qi Mo that came back this time had already reached a limit of weakness. It was as if as long as it was another person, even a small blow could completely destroy him.

I really felt sorry for him, better than Qi Mu. How did it feel to love someone? I've experienced a lot over the years. However, as a mother, I wasn't skilled enough. Facing the harm that my child had suffered, I really would rather it be all my own.

In Qi Mu matter, I even forgave Lin Anru in the end. However, when it came to Qi Mo, I realized that I couldn't forgive Lin Anru. I could n' t understand her. There wasn't anything I could forgive.

She moved her child. Although I couldn't see it, I could n' t care. But when she touched my child, even I wanted to kill her.

"Daddy, will you marry that auntie?" Qi Mo asked me. He was very tall. Although he had been imprisoned by Lin Anru for so many years, he had not affected this. Although he was thin, he was handsome and straight. He was only about ten years old and was already as tall as me. Now, he didn't need to raise his head towards me.

I looked at him with a complicated expression. Perhaps it was because Qi Mo was taller and looked more and more similar to Qi Mu. I realized that sometimes I really couldn't think of him as a child.

So, I subconsciously put away the tone of coaxing the child and said seriously," Actually, Mom doesn't know, but Xiao Mo should also hope that Daddy will be happy, right? Therefore, Xiao Mo, if Daddy really wants to marry that auntie, don't object. Just show Daddy a smile, okay?"

When Qi Mo nodded at me, there seemed to be sparkling tears in her eyes. I knew that he couldn't completely understand it for the time being, but one day, Qi Mu and I would walk on two paths that would never be focused. Everything that An Qingze and I were doing and waiting for seemed to be for the coming of this day.

In the past, I had never thought that one day, I would try my best to advance towards a time point without Qi Mu. But now, reality told me that this was what I had to do. In this way, everyone would be able to obtain stability and happiness.

I touched Qi Mo hair. His hair was very dark and soft, and my heart slowly flowed with some kind of delicate feeling. It wasn't in vain that Qi Mu and I had been in a relationship for so many years. At least, fate had left us a son. This was already the greatest gift.

But even if we wanted to be safe, there was someone who didn't want to let it go so easily. Even if I didn't go to the Lechuang, even if I stayed at home and did n' t go out, An Qingze wouldn't want to report happiness or worry. I also saw a bunch of negative comments on my phone Lechuang TV.

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