262: Chapter 262 We'll only grow old together

Chapter 262 We'll only grow old together

I paused for a moment. Indeed, I hadn't asked him for a long time. Or perhaps, I' ve never really talked to Xiao Mo about this. I didn't know what Xiao Mo wanted to do or what he planned for the future. Even if he always said that he didn't want to go to school and did n' t want to go to school, I just thought that he was a child. 0

I think the reason Xiao Mo didn't want to go to school was because he had been locked up by Lin Anru for so many years. He did n' t dare to adapt to the outside world. That was all. I've never thought about anything else. As An Qingze said, I did n' t even think about whether Qi Mo planned to use the game as my future direction.

I rubbed my nose and said," Perhaps a boy is really different from a girl. Little Yue Ya'er will take the initiative to tell me anything, but Xiao Mo wo n' t say anything. I sometimes feel that I really can't know what he's thinking. Do you think Xiao Mo still need Daddy's care and love?"

I felt a little sad and depressed. I always felt that as a mother, I had no use at all. Perhaps, at a time like this, Xiao Mo might need Daddy instead of Mommy. Even if it was An Qingze, it was far more profound and thorough than me. I felt more and more disappointed in myself.

"I can be his father if Qi Mo want." An Qingze said the last sentence lightly.

I didn't say anything. I knew Qi Mo would n' t accept it, at least not now. He spoke to the An Qingze. It was Uncle An. It was a form of alienation. I knew that Qi Mo only Qi Mu was his father. But An Qingze would be a good father. I believe that. And if he loved me, he would love my child well to love me.

"Xiao Mo will understand in the future." I said.

An Qingze expression didn't seem to be full of surprises or regrets." It's alright. Qi Mo's just maturing. To me, it's just a child. I won't bicker with the child."

I don't have anything to say. I know An Qingze still mind, but I ca n' t force him to call Qi Mo Daddy, right? It was unknown when we had lost the ten years we had lost. We had lost the courage to ignore everything.

Whether it was me or An Qingze, we had too much to worry about. On the contrary, it seemed that Qi Mu and Lin Anru had lived as we had imagined. It was just a pity that we had too many beautiful dreams in our youth. For example, I once swore that I would try my best at all times.

But now, caring about children often became an important part of her life. Sometimes, I felt that this was the trace of time that would pass in the world after adulthood. But when I saw the dim light in An Qingze eyes, I heard a trace of unwillingness in my heart.

Wasn't that true? As long as we continued forward enough, we would be able to live a better life? But when I reached out my hands, I felt like my hands were empty. I didn't know how to "enough ".

"An Qingze, do you think I'm old? That's why I don't know what the child is thinking." I looked at An Qingze and sighed.

An Qingze hand caressed my cheek. I knew that there were still no wrinkles on my face. This was probably the gift of time. However, the wrinkles on my heart were not easily removed. Or, even if it was not seen by others, I could not ignore their existence.

The corner of An Qingze's mouth slowly curled up into a quiet smile. The smile was like the years between us, with a peaceful and beautiful appearance.

"Fool, even if we are going to grow old, we will only grow old together. What are you afraid of? Time was like this. We didn't return once. Fortunately, at this moment, we were still together and tightly held each other's hands. "Ke'er, you know that after so many years, I' ve always felt that being able to protect you is the greatest happiness."

I smiled." The one who can be protected by you is the happiest." "In the past, I didn't know that I was lucky, did I?"

An Qingze also smiled." As long as you know."

My heart slowly calmed down. An Qingze had this ability. No matter how many melancholy moments, as long as he An Qingze a few words and a smile, he could easily erase the traces of his heart.

As time passed, we gradually lost the basic meaning of what was used to measure love and not love. It was also at this time that I could more clearly understand that the so-called love and non-love, in front of the essence of life, under the constant pressure of years, seemed too shallow and crude.

The boundaries between love and non-love were too simple and clear. How could they summarize all our experiences? How could it cover the split and split between us? How could it cover the whole situation? There were many things that couldn't be considered when we were young. We had too little experience, and we cared about too little.

For example, at the end of the day, An Qingze and I rarely talked about love or not. We trusted each other more and more, and this made me understand more. When I was together with Qi Mu, what was the fatal factor between us? All of our mistakes would point to an inevitable end.

We were too stubborn, too strong-minded, and we also lacked trust in each other. It seemed that we had forgotten to get along with each other, which was the only proof that we could keep the foundation of love. We only cared about love and loved without care. We thought that love was booming. As long as there was no gap in love, there would be no separation. There would be no more sorrow.

Unfortunately, life itself was cruel.

"Don't worry about it. Wait until we' re done." I'll talk to Qi Mo about it. Even if it's not a father, he's at least an elder. I' ll find out what he thinks. "As long as it's what he wants to do, it's fine to support him." An Qingze said to me.

I nodded. I quietly swallowed the tears in my eyes. I was so happy and already so happy. An Qingze was always waiting and protecting behind my back, which was why we were old together. I turned around and hugged An Qingze tightly. There was a faint fragrance from the bath on his body, and it was thick and dense around me.

My heart was slowly filled with satisfaction. Without An Qingze, I couldn't imagine how Yusheng would look.

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