281: How long can chapter 281 last?

How long can chapter 281 last?

I suddenly wanted to cry, but I stared at the field of vision in front of me. I couldn't say a word even though my tears had drowned me. 2

My life had already gone so far. It had been so long since I left the person I had identified. Really, could I still turn around? It was clear that he already knew the answer in his heart. It was clear that reality was so cruel and clear before his eyes, but I just didn't believe it. I just did n' t want to accept it.

I was so unsatisfied. Wasn't I the one who was favored in the lyrics and had no fear? Even though I told Qi Mu personally that we must know how to cherish it, every time I arrived in front of him, I was like a girl who had completely forgotten about my future, unable to control my emotions.

I opened my mouth and wanted to tell An Qingze that I loved him. I knew that he had been waiting for my words. After all these years, I thought I could fool myself and continue to live. But why was it that I was still so weak?

"If you raise it in pain, if you can't bear it, we can split up." I held back my tears and tried to keep my voice steady.

I felt that the biggest thing I could give An Qingze was freedom. If he regretted it, and if he didn't want to wait any longer, accompany him, and pick on these so-called responsibilities, then what I could give him would be to let go anytime and anywhere.

However, things were different from what I thought. After I said this, An Qingze aura became more and more unstable. The car drove so fast that I tightly grabbed the safety belt on my chest. My hand was trembling, but I bit my lips tightly and did not say a word.

I don't know how long a moment like this will last, but I believe that An Qingze would n' t be a fool in the end. He wasn't Qi Mu. He would always be An Qingze. Naturally, An Qingze lived up to my trust, we still stopped at the door safely.

When the car stopped, I released my seat belt and opened the door. Before I got off the car, I heard An Qingze ask," Aren't you afraid?" "If you say that, aren't you afraid that I will directly kill the two of us?"

I sighed and said," You won't. You' re An Qingze."

An Qingze turned to look at me. His eyes seemed to have tens of thousands of fire seeds beating wildly, but in the end, they only disappeared, revealing a faint sadness.

"Hehe, because I'm a An Qingze, right? In your eyes, what should I An Qingze? He was someone who would calm down and deal with everything, right? "Could it be that I can't be emotional, jealous, or angry because I care about you?"

I was stunned by An Qingze roar. He was a rare person who lost control of his emotions. After a long while, I slowly shook my head and said," No, you can."

The corner of An Qingze's mouth curled into a mocking smile. This smile made my heart feel cold and bitter.

"If that's possible, then why is it that I' m just angry? I'm just questioning you, so you can easily tell me what to say whenever you want." "Is it because you can't split up?"

I looked at him in surprise, but I was deeply shaken by the pain in An Qingze eyes. I shook my head and stopped. I didn't know how to explain it, but this was n' t my intention. As I looked at An Qingze face, it became even colder. I knew I had hurt his heart again.

"That's not what I meant. An Qingze, I just feel that I do n' t want to make you sad or difficult. If you feel pain, I can let you go. You don't have to feel any guilt or responsibility. "Yes, that's what I meant. Do you understand?" I said.

This didn't mean that I did n' t care. I just didn't know how to change the current situation. The most important disadvantage of the current situation was that I thought I was actually dragging An Qingze down. Moreover, it had been so many years.

An Qingze eyes turned even more sorrowful." Hur hur, guilt, responsibility? Ke'er, it turns out that in your heart, we' ve been together for so many years, but just these two things can be covered? You're really cruel. You clearly know what I want and what I' m counting on, but you still use these words to block it. But what could I do? "If leaving can solve the problem, it will only solve the last bit of uneasiness and unwillingness in your heart, right?"

After An Qingze said that, his face turned cold and said," Go back first. Qi Mo asked about you. I told him that you were hospitalized, but the specific reason wasn't explained. You can do it yourself. Anyway, it's you and Qi Mu son. What I said is bullshit."

I said in a daze," What about you?"

An Qingze stopped looking at me and said indifferently," I'll go back to Lechuang. There are still many things in the company."

I hesitated for a moment and opened my mouth, but I didn't know what to say. I looked at An Qingze face. He probably didn't want to stay with me for a second. I sighed and opened the door.

Then, the car left. I stood there for a long time before slowly opening the door. There was a problem between us. The root of the problem was Qi Mu. Although I really wanted to deceive myself, how long would it last?

I don't know, nor do An Qingze know. My only hope was that Qi Mu would be engaged to Li Wenting soon. As Qi Mu said, the person next to him would never be me again. I imagined that when something like that happened, I would give up no matter how unwilling I was. Since fate had already made us this far, it would be better to reach out and push our hesitant souls.

As long as Qi Mu settled down there, I would definitely settle down and An Qingze would settle down. This was the best result. I could do nothing but wait.

After putting away the things, I went upstairs. When I saw Qi Mo, my heart sank again. I walked over. He was still in the game. I gently touched his shoulder and Qi Mo suddenly turned around to look at me.

"Mom." His voice that called out to me carried the young man's beauty, but it gradually became masculine.

"Mommy has been sick for a while. Have you taken care of yourself at home?" I asked.

Qi Mo rarely put down the item in his hand and asked me seriously," Is that right? Are you with Daddy?"

I suddenly realized that Qi Mo could leave the game as long as it was related to my father. Could it be that as An Qingze said, we would never become a family?

I asked Qi Mo in frustration and exhaustion," Would you be happier if I let you live with Daddy?"

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