284: So it hurts to propose

So it hurts to propose

I knew there was a problem between us and where the problem was, but I didn't know how to solve it. My hand slowly touched Qi Mu invitation card for the engagement banquet. Perhaps this was the best medicine. As long as the Qi Mu was settled, the last flame between us would be completely extinguished. That was the best outcome. 2

"Go alone. I don't want to go." I said.

An Qingze finger that was buttoning the last button paused slightly before putting it down. The white shirt had one button missing, making it seem obscure and sexy. My eyes trembled. Before I could say anything, An Qingze grabbed my finger. His palm was very warm. Like his people, he had always been warm. At least in front of the crescent moon and me, this was always the case.

"Don't you want to see him marry someone else?" "This is just an engagement, not a marriage. There's no need to be so sad." An Qingze looked at me and said, the tip of my finger was slightly closed. A trace of coldness came from it. Through the tip of our finger that we wanted to touch, it pierced into my heart without warning, causing a wave of pain and helplessness.

I shook my head with a bitter smile," That's not what I meant. Last time, I was threatened by Lin Anru for the sake of Xiao Mo. Did n' t I screw up their engagement scene? If I go again now, I'm going to provoke criticism again. It's not easy for others to comment. I don't want to go."

An Qingze's expression seemed to have softened a little. Then, he said indifferently," The more you hide, the more you look unreal. If you go, you' ll knock down those rumors."

I pouted and thought to myself. It wasn't a rumor. It was something that had really happened. I had ruined the engagement banquet between him and Li Wenting.

In the end, I couldn't An Qingze it, so I went with him. However, I did n' t dare to wear any custom-made clothes. I only dared to wear ordinary clothes and hide in the crowd to act as a reporter. On the other hand, even if An Qingze casually wore a suit, it naturally became the focus of the crowd. From the moment I entered the main door, I automatically kept a distance from An Qingze. I didn't want to be surrounded by a bunch of reporters. If I came to ask about my intention of attending the wedding banquet today, then I would really have a big head.

Qi Mu was very handsome. All these years seemed to have left no trace on his face. Other than the faint look in his eyes, it was almost impossible to tell that we had missed all these years.

I was bored and bored as I ate the dishes. I thought about it and quickly ended it so that I could leave in the crowd. Suddenly, the stage started to boil. I looked up curiously.

Qi Mu knelt on the stage in front of everyone's attention. My heart suddenly sank. I thought I would n' t mind it at all, but it would still make people's heart ache.

Qi Mu he was proposing, was he planning to turn the engagement banquet into a wedding ceremony?

I suddenly thought of what he said when he was walking with me in the garden of the hospital. Did you ever think that after you left, the people beside me would no longer be you?

Wouldn't I care? No, I care, and I really care!

I closed my eyes and didn't want to see their dazzling light. Li Wenting told me that Qi Mu once hoped that I would be able to stand in a dazzling place because I wanted to be seen and that I would never be overlooked. And now, I really hate Qi Mu. I would rather never see him, and I would rather ignore him easily.

I didn't know that An Qingze was sitting there, and I purposely stayed far away from him. However, hiding in the crowd like this made me feel at ease. At the very least, I could be sad to myself without pretending to be indifferent.

"Marry me, okay?" Qi Mu voice pierced through the sea of people and shot straight into my heart. All of a sudden, my entire body began to tremble. I felt pain, and I did not care about everything.

In the past, we were also married. In the past, we had agreed to be together forever. In the past, we were also under the attention of everyone, and we were dazzling. But from now on, none of this would belong to me. Those were all Li Wenting. Including this person, including the pair of eyes that I could never forget in my midnight dream, twinkling like stars, from now on, it was hers.

I grabbed my clothes tightly. I couldn't be selfish anymore. From now on, Qi Mu was someone else's. Mrs. Qi was someone else too. I had nothing to do with him.

I clearly knew all of these principles. Such a scene was clearly what I had expected. But why was my tears falling down, why was my lips so dry that I couldn't speak, and why did I wish that everyone in the world would die just like that, leaving only me and Qi Mu?

As for why, I had to use all of my strength to stop myself from standing here. I walked over step by step and snatched the man standing on the stage. Why did I wish to tell the world that the person in his heart was me, and the person in my heart was him?

It turned out that love for someone was something that couldn't be put down. I covered my chest and was about to die from the pain amidst the noise and laughter.

All of a sudden, the surroundings quieted down, and the faint sounds of sighs kept coming and going, making a terrifying and creepy exchange.

I opened my eyes again and saw Lin Anru come in through the door. I looked at her in shock. Lin Anru shouldn't someone be holding me in the sanatorium right now? Why would he appear here?

Following that, what answered my question was that behind Lin Anru, a Qi Yu that had not been seen for a long time slowly appeared. His lips curled into a strange smile, causing my back to turn cold. I turned my head to look at Qi Mu again. He had already slowly stood up, and his expression was frighteningly icy.

"So romantic, my good brother?" However, how could you remember your old love when you proposed so romanticly and loved your new love? Look at this young miss of the Family Lin by my side. In order to love you, she had almost paid the price of destroying her family. I wonder why you didn't have moved at all? Or was it that there was someone else in your heart? "Otherwise, wouldn't it be tempting for you to be an unknown 18th-line celebrity?" Qi Yu smiled faintly and looked up at the Qi Mu on the stage.

I looked at Lin Anru. Her face was filled with reckless madness and desperate passion. From the moment she entered, there was only Qi Mu person in her eyes. It was as if the entire world was still. Her arrival was just to take a look at the man in the depths of her soul.

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