287: Chapter 287 is truly complete

Chapter 287 is truly complete

I thought he couldn't hear it. He probably could n' t hear it, but he actually heard it. On the other side of the crowd, he heard my voice and my shout. 2

He turned his head to look at me. Across the sea of people, across the tide of people, it was as if it was through the whole world and all the unhappy times of the past. My heart felt like it was about to jump out of my chest. I looked at him. He was hugging a Li Wenting that had lost consciousness. I knew it wasn't the right time and knew it was n' t the right place, but I didn't want to lie to myself anymore.

I can't live like this. I ca n' t live like this forever. I can't be as numb as before. I ca n' t live like this in the future. Otherwise, what was the difference between me and death? Otherwise, I would have already grown old.

"I'll go with you." I walked up to him and only said that.

There was a thrilling light in Qi Mu eyes. I knew that a man who had loved me for so many years and had been loved by me for so many years would not be ignorant of my thoughts. He didn't hold on to me, but he could still keep me by his side.

We got into the car together, followed by a group of reporters. After a while, before we reached the hospital door, the crowd disappeared.

"Looks like An Qingze still helped." Qi Mu looked at me with an expressionless smile.

I didn't say anything. I looked at the back window of the ambulance. I know Qi Mu's right. An Qingze must have done something. Otherwise, these people would n' t have let us off so easily. But I wasn't happy at all. I would rather be more ruthless, even if there were more trials. This time, I wanted to solve these problems with Qi Mu.

As for An Qingze, he had settled it silently once again. This made me have no choice but to think of him. When I got out of the car, An Qingze looked at me with a cold and warm expression. I wanted to kill me right away. But he couldn't keep me, and neither could I. Everything couldn't be turned back. He could n' t care about it anymore. There was no way to resolve it.

How did it feel to love someone? Did I do everything wrong? Did I not do that from the start? I felt that I had missed too much and made too many mistakes. The people I loved, the people I loved, everything was in my head. I didn't even know what to do.

Qi Mu hand gently covered my hand. I turned to look at him. The warmth only took a second to completely calm the uneasiness in my heart.

He still didn't say anything, but we all knew that our actions were like a decision we were making. We could n' t forget that we couldn't let go, so we could n' t hide our true feelings.

Li Wenting arrived at the hospital and was sent to the emergency room. Qi Mu and I sat in the corridor outside in silence. The lights in the corridor weren't very bright, but I felt like my heart was bright.

I leaned against Qi Mu shoulder and whispered," Do you still want me?"

Qi Mu hand gripped my hand tightly and trembled slightly. Then, I looked up at him. The star-like light in his eyes was the same as many years ago.

"You know I love you, so you really decided, right? If you change, do you know what I will suffer? "I, I don't want to suffer the pain of getting lost again." Qi Mu looked at me and said.

"No, as long as you trust me, I won't change," I said. I don't want to deceive myself, nor do I want to continue to deceive the world. Actually, I couldn't forget you, and I could n' t forget to go over. I used my best efforts to put on a mask to act and pretend to live a good life. "But I can't. I really ca n' t."

Qi Mu hugged me. His voice, which had not been peaceful for a long time, was right beside my ears." I know. That's very hard. Since that's the case, why don't you just live frankly?"

Well, I lived frankly. I closed my eyes and imagined the beach we used to be together. I imagined the white light when the moonlight shone on the beach. It wasn't very warm, but it was very warm. It was so warm that one could n' t let go of it.

Love, such a thing, could never escape. I've thought about using my rationality to control it. Qi Mu must have thought about it, An Qingze also thought about it. But in the end, none of us could do it. In the end, love proved one thing with its most powerful control.

When you fell in love with a person, even if there was no ending, in the end, you could only become its slave face to face, or secretly become its slave in a remote corner.

I let out a slow breath and smiled quietly. It turned out that falling in love with someone and releasing my true feelings was so easy and comfortable. It was as if my body and soul had truly been separated from each other for a long time. Then, at this moment, they had gathered together again. It was a type of true perfection.

"What if something happens to Li Wenting?" I suddenly thought of a flaw in reality and brought it up to him.

Qi Mu frowned slightly, as if it had only been a moment. Then, she said softly," I hope she's fine. No matter what, she's innocent. The doctor had just said that the child would definitely not be able to be saved. It was I who had let her down. However, protection, repayment, and gratitude had nothing to do with love. I had already told her clearly when I said I was going to marry her. I didn't do it for love. Li Wenting knew this very well.

Just like I told Lin Anru, the reason why I married Li Wenting was because she allowed me to keep someone else in my heart. It was because of this that I married her. "If she Li Wenting wanted something else, I really couldn't give it to her."

I sighed." You really look like a scum when you speak like this."

Qi Mu smiled gently." Yes, to others, I'm a scum."

I didn't say anything. After a while, I added," But to me, it's not."

This was really selfish, but in this lifetime, we would only be selfish. I love him, and he loves me too. He doesn't have to worry about other people or other things.

"Qi Mu, if I had another life, I would never see you again. "Maybe I'm in love with you, but if you' re in love with someone else, I'll admit it." I said.

Qi Mu smiled and said," Why do you say that? You've eaten me so hard in this life. Are you still afraid of things in your next life?"

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