Chapter 304 Willing to Be a Spare Tire
Lin Haoran's expression was still very gentle, but when he looked over, his eyes were still filled with sadness. 0
I paused for a moment and continued," So, when my family's regrets have been caused, I saw Lin Jia and did n' t want her to go the same way as Qin Mi. Especially when I found out through many investigations that the person your sister Lin Jia liked was actually a MoSi appointed by the Qi Qi Yu.
MoSi looked just like the Qi Yu back then. It wasn't that I was n' t worried that he would hurt Lin Jia. But at that time, your sister Lin Anru and you knew that she had threatened me with my son's life. I'm just an ordinary woman, an ordinary mother. I ca n' t ignore the safety of my son. That was why I chose my son's safety first.
Although I didn't do it from my heart, I really felt sorry. I had a part of my responsibility. I felt guilty and sorry for Lin Jia. "But I really didn' t expect her to be so decisive."
Lin Haoran sighed and turned to look at me with a faint smile." I know that you didn't come from your heart. No one expected this. After all, even I did n' t expect that Lin Jia would do that directly. "It's just for a man, why could he give up his life so easily?"
Lin Haoran looked at me with a faint light of water. I knew that he must be very sad. We were all people who had lost our sister in a certain sense. Although it was in a different form, I knew it was all lost.
So, when I saw the fragile expression of a Lin Haoran younger than me, I couldn't help but feel it.
"I understand the feeling of losing a loved one, the feeling of being lonely in despair, as if I' m going to be alone from now on." I said.
Lin Haoran eyes lit up, as if he had finally gotten some comfort from my words, but then it quietly dimmed.
"Actually, she called me that day when Lin Jia and MoSi had an accident. However, I worked overtime that day. I was busy so late that I was a little impatient. Although I could clearly tell that Lin Jia was speaking in a very unstable tone, and I could clearly predict that Lin Jia day, there was a chance that he would do something reckless, but I didn't stop him.
"That day, it was me who wasn't good. It was me who did n' t notice it. It was me who didn't give a warning earlier."
Lin Haoran's guilt and regret were so obvious that it was obvious that my heart ached when I was watching. I reached out my other hand and tried to pat him on the back to comfort him. But when he reached out, he stopped in the air.
It was unknown whether the wind was wrong or the shadow was wrong, or something was wrong. This was the first time I could clearly sense that the Lin Haoran standing in front of me was a man. The real man was a different sex. Even though he was several years younger than me, there was no denying that he was standing tall and big, bringing with him the stimulation and threat of hormones.
I moved my finger awkwardly and pulled out my hand. I smiled politely and aloofly," Well, I'm going back. I feel very happy to have a chat with you today." "But it's very late. My son is still waiting for me at home."
I specifically emphasized my son. I didn't know if it was my illusion, but as a woman, I vaguely sensed that the man in front of me had a different mind. The news I wanted to tell him was that I had a son. I was a woman who had a family before. My marriage was more than just a marriage.
I already had An Qingze and Qi Mu, and there were many things I had to deal with. It was so chaotic that it was impossible for me to tolerate any other man in my world.
A slight embarrassment flashed across Lin Haoran face, but then she calmed down." It seems that Senior Sister understands my thoughts very well. Since Senior Sister knows that I like you, it's enough." There was no need to specifically mention your son. I knew that Senior Sister was not interested in me, but who knew about the future?
What if I was Lin Haoran willing to be the spare tire of my beloved woman? "Is that so?"
I couldn't react for a moment and stood there staring at Lin Haoran in shock. I could n' t believe what I had just heard. Was it because the night wind was too cold, so cold that my hearing had a problem? This Family Lin's manager just now actually told me to be my spare tire?
Before my own reason worked, I stretched out my finger and flicked Lin Haoran head. When I saw his somewhat annoyed face, I said unhappily," What spare tire?" Do you know that a spare tire is so easy to handle? "Think about what happened to your sister's Lin Anru. Do you still want to be a spare tire?"
Lin Haoran to me, you're just a younger brother. I sighed and made myself more serious." You' re still young. You're so young and good-for-nothing, and your conditions are good. You should find a girl who likes you and have a good relationship. Maybe you can get married and live your life well.
As a stranger, I can tell you that there are some feelings that shouldn't have happened. From the beginning, before they were trapped, they had to strangle it in the cradle. If they were trapped, they would only bring more pain in the future. "This pain wasn't necessary at all. It could n' t exist, could it?"
After saying that, I looked around. I had just walked quite a distance from Lin Haoran. This place was not far from my home with An Qingze.
I rubbed my hands, intending to give a word to leave, but Lin Haoran looked at me with a sincere expression and said," Senior, what if I say that I'm already trapped?"
I was stunned. I didn't know what to say. On Lin Haoran young face was the kind of heat that belonged to a young age. I used to be very familiar with this unique light, but it was inevitable that I would learn to fade in time.
For a moment, I was stunned. I was really stunned by his light. He hurriedly said goodbye and left as if he had escaped.
When I got home, I opened the door and sat down in the living room. I still felt a little unsettled. What kind of man was Lin Haoran? What he said was true and false? I'm already a woman who has experienced many years. I' m no longer the little girl who would have been so excited and happy all night for a love confession.
I thought my heart was calm enough, but it still stirred up waves.
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