308: Chapter 308 The Best Landscape in the World

Chapter 308 The Best Landscape in the World

In fact, I felt like I had waited. I clearly saw the hesitation in Su Mei eyes. I couldn't bear to see it, and I could n' t believe what I was doing. Just then, I felt like I still had a chance. 1

I grabbed Su Mei hand. Her hand was full of blood. It was An Qingze blood. I held back my trembling and fear as I raised my head and smiled at her." Su Mei, you shouldn't be like this. I know you love him. I understand how much you love An Qingze, so you do n' t have the heart to treat him like this, right? You were just in a moment of emotion and couldn't figure it out, could you?

When we were still in England back then, we were still chatting together, right? I know what you're thinking. I know that you do n' t have the heart to do it. I know that you always do everything for An Qingze good. "Don't do something that I regret. Do n' t do it."

Su Mei was stunned. A long period of emptiness and numbness appeared in his eyes. I didn't say anything. We remained silent until Su Mei tears fell down, gradually wetting the ground in front of us.

At first, she was only crying, but then she started to cry. She was so sad that she looked like a child who had lost her favorite toy. I looked at her crying uncontrollably, as if I had seen her old soul through this young body.

I sighed. I didn't know what had happened and hugged her. Perhaps it was at this moment that I saw the pain and torture of love. It had almost exhausted this woman's entire life.

"Actually, I love him. I really love him. But why did I gamble my entire life on our children and on my original perseverance and bottom line? In the end, this was the result?" Su Mei cried out in pain.

I couldn't say anything. I knew that more explanations and consolations were all hypocritical. The current Su Mei might require an understanding, a hug that represented understanding. So, I hugged her and this woman who was planning to hurt us a second ago. I felt sorry for her and was glad that she wouldn't become a Lin Anru.

After sending An Qingze and Qi Mu to the hospital, Su Mei told me that she had only given Qi Mu some sleeping pills. She said that she was not used to hurting others.

I looked at her for a long time and asked," Don't you wait for An Qingze to wake up?" "Stay with him. I want to stay with Qi Mu."

Su Mei smiled bitterly and shook his head." I've already done something to hurt him. I ca n' t turn my head back. I have no face to see him anymore."

I pursed my lips, my mouth ached. I didn't know what to say to her. In fact, I also felt that no matter what I said now, it was unnecessary. No matter what, I was always an outsider in the matter between Su Mei and An Qingze. What's more, I' m the one who wants to leave the An Qingze, and I'm not qualified to say anything else to Su Mei.

The current situation was different from the past. Even if I wanted to leave, I shouldn't have said anything about hope An Qingze being with Su Mei. If these words were spoken, it might be a hopeless insult to Su Mei An Qingze.

On the other hand, Su Mei walked two steps and looked back at me." I don't know if you and Qi Mu are really determined to be together, nor do you know if you and An Qingze are still possible, but this has nothing to do with me.

In the future, I would completely withdraw from his world. After all these years, I've already dedicated the best years of my life to him. Although he does n' t care, I don't regret it. "Now that I think about it, although I have regrets, everything is worth it. At least, I can say with a clear conscience that in my entire life, I only love him."

I pursed my lips and said dryly," Then what do you plan to do in the future?"

The corner of Su Mei's mouth curled up as he smiled in an unprecedented manner." I already have a plan. I' m going to travel around the world." Back when he was a reporter, he actually had a lot of savings in his hands. Moreover, the costs of the treatment were all contracted by An Qingze. I really didn't spend much money. I plan to walk around and see the scenery.

In the past, the only beautiful scenery in my eyes was An Qingze alone. Now that things had come to an end, I just felt that my life was still very long. I was tired and didn't care about everything for so long. In the future, I only wanted to spend the rest of my life alone.

"This time, I want to live a good life for myself. I want to take a good look at a beautiful world that I have never experienced before."

I looked at the Su Mei in front of me with a little surprise. Suddenly, from her seemingly light smile, I saw a thrilling light. In the past, I thought that the best time I had ever seen Su Mei must have been when she deeply and simply loved An Qingze. But it was only in an instant that I suddenly realized that the Su Mei to make this decision was her best moment.

I finally felt relieved. I smiled and said," I hope you will be happy."

Su Mei nodded at me and said," I've left the best scenery in the world here. I just hope that even if you do n' t love me, even if you don't accompany me, you will be more compassionate. "To him, you are the most beautiful scenery in the world."

I stared blankly at Su Mei back as I turned around and left. To An Qingze, I was the most beautiful scenery. Naturally, I knew this very well. But to me, the most beautiful scenery in the world had changed the moment I met Qi Mu.

I watched Su Mei leave and looked back at the An Qingze lying on the bed. The doctor had already treated his wound. Although it looked thrilling, the knife wasn't too deep. As expected, Su Mei showed mercy.

Even at that time, she subconsciously weakened her strength. However, due to the fact that the anesthesia hadn't completely receded, An Qingze had n' t woken up yet. I reached out and stroked An Qingze hair. It was very soft, just like his sleeping face at this moment, as if it felt like a breeze and rain.

But I couldn't turn back anymore. What should I do? An Qingze, you've suffered this crime for me again. How do you want me to go?

I chose to leave his side before An Qingze woke up. I didn't dare to stay there. I did n' t know how he would feel when he woke up. I didn't know if he would be very disappointed. However, I felt that this was the best and most suitable method for me. I had already made up my mind and had already made a choice. If I were to hesitate at this moment, it would be cruel to An Qingze and Qi Mu.

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