Chapter 319 Third Choice
I grabbed An Qingze arm helplessly and tightly, but I didn't know what I should have heard, but I really could n' t hear anything now. I was afraid. This was the first time I was so afraid. I was afraid that I would never hear any sound in this world again. 2
"Am I deaf?" I asked An Qingze.
However, I couldn't hear the answer. When I opened my eyes, the Zhuang Feifei, Liang Xiuzhi, and others around me disappeared at some unknown time. As for me, I was held in An Qingze arms and ran away.
"Where are you going?" I asked.
An Qingze stopped and lowered his head." Go to the hospital. Are you feeling better?"
I covered my ears and felt like I could hear it again. I had probably just been slapped in the face, but after that, I was scalded by boiling water and lost my hearing. Now that I had calmed down, I felt better.
An Qingze looked at me for a long time before the expression of anxiety and pain eased. However, she still carried me towards the car.
"Although it's alright now, I still have to go to a hospital to rest assured. "Even though your ears are fine, the wounds on your face and ears are still obvious. I'm going to take a look." An Qingze sat in the driver's seat and put me in the passenger seat. I tilted my head in a daze and saw An Qingze face covered in sweat. He knew that he was really worried about me just now.
My eyes turned red in silence. I was already moved, especially when I was in such a dangerous situation. I felt even more moved by the contrast.
I lowered my head silently. I didn't dare to look at An Qingze anymore. There was no doubt that he was good. I remembered what Su Mei had said, but unfortunately, even if Su Mei left, there was no future between An Qingze and me. I've already made up my mind. Qi Mu is someone I' ve loved for many years. This time, I don't want to lie to myself. I do n' t want to just give up and ignore love for a peaceful life.
He stayed in the hospital for a week. Although it wasn't a big deal, An Qingze refused to let me leave the hospital. This week, I could be considered dead. However, Qi Mu had never come to see me for a long time or a short time. When I didn't say anything, I was somewhat disappointed.
An Qingze often looked at me in a daze and even told me to call Qi Mu to tell him about his injuries. I didn't do that. Those who wanted to find me would naturally find me. For example, An Qingze was the first to know that I was injured.
After resting in bed for a week, it was already my limit. Because I was about to be discharged tomorrow, An Qingze finally allowed me to go out for a walk.
"Do you want me to accompany you?" An Qingze asked me.
I looked at the laptop in his hand. Even though he was speaking, his hand didn't stop. I shook my head." I can do it myself." He didn't want to bother An Qingze and disturb his work. I already owe him too much and couldn't afford more.
Just as he went downstairs, he didn't take a few steps when he saw Lin Haoran sitting in the pavilion in a daze. I stopped in my tracks and wondered if I should turn around and leave to avoid this disaster. However, Lin Haoran already looked up and saw me. His handsome face immediately wore a harmless smile.
"What are you doing?" I walked over helplessly. "I told you to stay away from me. I was killed by you."
Lin Haoran face stiffened. Then, she said with a displeased expression," I'm sorry, I' ve already dealt with this matter. I really didn't expect that they would be able to do so much."
I shrugged my shoulders. It was simple and natural. These girls liked Lin Haoran very much. For their idols, it was perfectly normal for them to stop all the same-sex people who were close to their idols. However, these girls had indeed done a little too much this time, but most importantly, as long as Lin Haoran could not provoke me and stay away from me, there would be no such thing.
Moreover, later on, I had detailed memories. According to the situation on that day, at least if it was Liang Xiuzhi, I felt that the greater part of her anger was because she felt that I had deceived her.
When I thought of this, I glared at Lin Haoran angrily." It's okay this time. You should stay away from me." "You've also seen how destructive you are. To be honest, I ca n' t stand it anymore."
Lin Haoran's face turned pale. After thinking for a while, he still shook his head and walked up to me." Actually, I can protect you. I promise that this is really an accident. It wo n' t happen in the future."
I took a step back angrily and said to him," Lin Haoran, can you figure it out? The problem is not whether you can protect me or not. I don't need you to promise me anything. The problem is, I do n' t like you at all and I don't like you being so close to me. "We don't have any so-called different and unusual relationships at all. As long as we can explain this clearly, these so-called dangers do n' t exist. Do you understand?"
The corner of Lin Haoran's mouth curled into a cold smile." There is. I like you, Senior Sister. I know this, and they know it too."
I was so angry that I was speechless. Standing there, my chest heaved violently, but I didn't know what to say. Everything was blocked by his words.
The hot wind blew between us. When my hair floated up, I was slightly touched by his gaze. It was a gaze I had seen many years ago, but now, I was no longer young.
I put away my confusion and looked at Lin Haoran again." Lin Haoran, it's impossible between us. I' ve told you about this since the first time I met you. You simply don't understand my current situation. I' m no longer a little girl who can freely pursue love, and it's even more impossible for me to fall in love with others.
In short, I've already determined the situation. Do you understand? And you were different. Sometimes, when I saw your life, I felt very envious. Your freedom, your freedom, including those girls who liked you, were fearless. I can understand, but I can't feel it again. Do you understand?
So, Lin Haoran, stay away from me and cherish your life."
I smiled bitterly and made a joke at the end, but I heard Lin Haoran stubbornly say," Since you're envious, why ca n' t you live like this?" "I know your situation. I know you and An Qingze, and I know you and Qi Mu. But have you ever thought about it? Perhaps you have a third choice in your life?"
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