327: Chapter 327, the last thing I want is this life

Chapter 327, the last thing I want is this life

1I quickly turned around and couldn't hold back my tears. It turned out that being granted by one person made one's heart ache. I gave a gentle nod, then carried the basin and decided to walk out. After some thought, I still couldn't bear it. I did n' t turn around and added," Well, let's talk about it when your body is really well. There's no rush."

I don't know what kind of reaction An Qingze would have in the future. Would n' t I feel like I'm a fickle girl? It's also possible that my personality has changed. It would be better if I didn't say that. But I felt that An Qingze's heart was already bitter. Every time, he was the one who covered the wind and blocked the rain for me to settle the end of the matter. I could n' t just enjoy his good without any guilt. I just kicked him away without saying a word and couldn't do it.

All afternoon, I stayed in my room alone. After An Qingze got sick, I ordered him to sleep at noon. The company's affairs were left to the people below to handle one by one. I did n' t allow An Qingze to continue throwing their lives at him. Sitting alone in his room on the bed, he felt very tired.

There were many things that I couldn't figure out. I didn't know how to deal with Qi Mu, but I also felt that even if we had to cut it off and let go of the so-called promised future, we had to at least explain it in person. As for An Qingze side, it seemed like it was inevitable to leave. After so many things had happened, even if Qi Mu and I weren't together, I could n' t continue with An Qingze. Otherwise, what was An Qingze? Was it a spare tire? I can't insult An Qingze like that.

There was also Su Mei. I wanted to see Su Mei, but I felt very panicked and uneasy about what to say when I saw Su Mei. She had really lost everything. Although it wasn't me, it was related to me. I felt guilty, but she had no reason to forgive me.

No matter what, I couldn't run away. Looking at the time, I decided to go see Su Mei. I knew where she was staying at the hotel after she returned home. It had already been three days since that day. Su Mei must have returned to the hotel to stay. I told the nanny I had invited back and went out. When I arrived at the hotel, the receptionist told me that Su Mei hadn't returned yet. I was thinking about where she could go while sitting in the hall waiting for her to appear.

About an hour later, when Su Mei came in, I stood up. She didn't look at me. She walked very slowly and looked straight in the direction of the elevator. She looked so haggard and haggard. When the receptionist saw her, she pointed at me and said something.

Su Mei eyes shot straight at me and then fixed on me.

When I entered the room, I looked at the side of the bed uneasily. The last time I came, Su Mei still tidied up the place very cleanly and comfortably. Moreover, this hotel was considered to be a high-level hotel in the city. The facilities were pretty good and the rooms were spacious. But at this moment, it seemed that Su Mei had casually thrown all the clothes, things, and trash onto the ground. It looked like the room had inexplicably shrunk a few times.

I frowned and asked," Can't the hotel clean up?"

Su Mei casually lay down on the bed. Her movements were very smooth, as if she hadn't returned. It was all like this. Then, she casually took a bag of chips from the top of the bed and removed the half eaten chips before stuffing them into her mouth. She ate without mercy and moved quickly. Her mouth was full of chips. She swallowed it and said expressionlessly," I didn't let them in. I do n' t want to see anyone right now."

I sighed and went forward to grab her hand." I know you're sad, but you ca n' t do this. Everyone has to look forward. Life will continue." "Did you forget that when you decided to go out, you ran into happiness."

Su Mei stopped and turned to look at me." Are you saying that you want me to go out again?" Hehe, Qin Ke, do you think I can fall in love with one person just like you? I'm telling you, I ca n' t do it! I fell in love with An Qingze, and then An Qingze loved you. I fell in love with (Paul), and then (Paul) died because of you. Qin Ke, you're my robbery, right? Why? Why? I just can't figure it out. I' ve already put it down. I'm even willing to be friends with you. I can also bless you and An Qingze happiness.

Or, even if you weren't with An Qingze, I would wish you happiness and happiness. I' ve already done this. Why? But why? I still have nothing left. Why did he want to take everything from me? "Don't tell me I' m not pitiful enough, not pathetic enough?"

I couldn't say anything and could n' t explain anything. I could only hold her hand and sigh. Su Mei continued to say, her eyes were very big because her originally thin body was now as weak as a bone. Her eyes were even bigger, and they all popped out. It was a bit scary, and it was as scary as a nervous person.

I pushed my hand away, continued to grab the chips and stuffed them into my mouth. When I finished stuffing them, I picked up the ham sausage and ate it with my mouth. She kept chewing. She was like a ghost, as if nothing else could prove that she was still alive.

After she finished eating, she suddenly sat up and reached her hand into her throat.

"What are you doing?" I watched this scene anxiously.

Then, half a minute later, Su Mei started to vomit. Everything that had just been eaten flowed out. Yes, it could be used. It flowed out like a torrent. I was stunned. I stood there and watched her vomit. I immediately picked up the snacks and stuffed them into my mouth again.

I finally came to my senses. I pulled the bag in her hand and growled," Do you know what you're doing?" Why did he induce vomiting? If you feel better about eating, then just eat. Just let go of eating. You're so thin. No matter how you eat, you wo n' t get fat anywhere.

"Do you know how much harm will be done to your body by vomiting? Do you want your teeth, stomach, or throat?"

After I finished speaking, Su Mei only smiled faintly and said softly," Yes, no. Actually, the last thing I want is this life. Could you help me take it? Why would I still be alive? It would be better if I died in pain. "If (Paul) and I die together, then can we be together?"

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