328: Chapter 328 Love

Chapter 328 Love

0Su Mei tightly grabbed my hand, her sharp fingernails embedded into my skin, causing a sharp pain. "This is retribution, isn't it? This is the foundation of my retribution?" she said painfully. What I said back then was that the person I loved was still An Qingze. What I said (Paul) gave me was warmth. I was even bragging about giving me time to forget, to get used to it, and to love him like he loved me. In the end, he let go. What am I? I am not alone?

It was all my fault, it was my lowly life, it was my own sin. This was the retribution God had given me. Do you think that if I discovered it earlier and (Paul) it was so important to me, I wouldn't have become like this? "It's all my fault, right? It's because I don't know what's good for me. It's because I do n' t know how to cherish it. It's because I did n' t have a good attitude."

I've changed now. I' ve already discovered that I've already regretted it. The moment he saw me come over in my wedding dress, his expression and his red eyes made me feel regret. I felt extremely guilty for thinking that the person I loved the most should be An Qingze.

You know, even when I was testing the wedding veil, I still felt that my most important person must be An Qingze. I could do everything I could to keep An Qingze safe. But now, I regretted it. I knew that the best person for me and the most important person for me was (Paul). Unfortunately, everything could not be returned.

When I saw (Paul) on top of it, my heart broke. No, it wasn't broken. If my heart was broken when I realized that An Qingze would never be with me, then when I knew that I had lost my (Paul) forever, I felt that my heart was dead.

When I left this place, I thought I was going to choose a future and future that would be forever quiet. But when I met (Paul), I found hope, and I even lit up my hope for a better future. Then, when (Paul) left, I knew that my future was dead! "He's already dead!"

Su Mei stared at me intently. My eyes were filled with defeat. My heart also began to ache. I knew that feeling. Back then, when I thought Qi Mu was already dead, it was the same feeling. I had died in the future, so I had been numb for a long time. I even thought that I would never smile sincerely again.

I didn't kill Bo Ren, but Bo Ren died because of me. I said guiltily to Su Mei," I' m sorry, it's not your fault, it's my fault."

I knew that it was actually my An Qingze. If it wasn't for my relationship with Qi Mu, Qi Yu would n' t have wanted to use me as a threat to counterbalance Qi Mu revenge. If I didn't even come to this wedding, perhaps (Paul) would n' t have become a scapegoat.

Because Qi Mu had come, I had escaped a calamity, but Qi Yu must have chosen (Paul) on purpose. He had calculated carefully. Only by letting the bridegroom die on the spot would it attract everyone's attention and truly turn this wedding into a torment of hell. He was ruthless and crazy enough to disregard everything for his own purpose. What he wanted wasn't the Qi family at all. If it was just money and power, he would have already obtained it. He could even obtain it for a long time. What he wanted was to change the lack and pain in his soul that had lasted from his childhood.

And Qi Yu must have discovered that no matter how hard he tried, he would never be satisfied. The perfection in his heart had always been lost during the passage of time, and he would never turn around again. Even though he was in pain, he struggled, and he kept running away. What he wanted to change was impossible to change.

Even so, Qi Yu still couldn't stop acting on his own. Sometimes, I felt that he was very pitiful. If he did n' t do this, Qi Yu would die. He would rot and he wouldn't be able to find any meaning in his life.

However, even if he was cold, he could not warm himself with the blood of an innocent person! I looked at Su Mei pained expression, thought of Lin Anru, thought of Lin Jia, thought of Li Wenting, thought of MoSi and other Misisi, Misijie, and so on.

After all these years, the pain and injury had never stopped. I once thought that escaping could solve the problem. I thought that as long as we avoided it, we wouldn't be able to avoid it. But in reality, nothing had changed and nothing could be avoided.

I clenched my fists. It was already enough. Now, it seemed that the only way to change reality was to be strong and completely strong. Only with his own strength could he protect the people he wanted to protect. He would not involve those who wanted to protect him.

I grabbed Su Mei hand and said," Su Mei, I will avenge you. I will get an explanation for (Paul). Qi Yu had to pay the price for what he did. After all these years, he had been exhausted from the blood debt. Even for these long-lasting grievances, Qi Yu had to pay the price. He had to take responsibility. He had to go to prison. He had to be punished by the law. "Did he really think that he was the one in the world, so he could do whatever he wanted?"

Moreover, Qi Yu had gone completely crazy, causing him to continue to go crazy. Unless it was the day when he died and died, the blood in his body would be dominated by emptiness, and it would never end. Someone had to stop him and cut him off completely. Otherwise, more people would be injured.

I didn't feel at ease Su Mei I wanted to say that I would accompany her out to relax, but Su Mei rejected me. She did n' t need anyone to accompany her. I tried to ask, or could I call An Qingze over? Although I didn't know if I could call An Qingze, I thought Su Mei might need An Qingze company. At this moment, she had lost everything.

What surprised me was that Su Mei directly rejected me. She said that she didn't need An Qingze or anyone. On the way back, I had been recalling the last Su Mei's expression. It was determined and pure. This time, I was sure that the man called (Paul) was really powerful. He actually dug a deep hole in Su Mei's heart. When he took root in the tree, he even uprooted An Qingze tree.

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