The River in March
I watched as the doctor left and An Qingze was pushed out. Then, I grabbed the mobile bed tightly and followed him to the ward. 2
The nurse finished preparing the water to be hung up and gave me some precautions before leaving. I stood there by myself and looked at An Qingze, unable to say a word.
An Qingze just lay there calmly. The oxygen mask had already been removed, revealing his pale face. It was a perfect face. Even if it didn't have blood, it still looked amazing. It felt like a sickly beauty. However, it was really sick now. It seemed that it had been a long time. I had never seen An Qingze so weak. It seemed that since we got married, especially after we had the crescent moon, An Qingze had gradually become more and more painful.
Although there were no births between us, An Qingze really treated the crescent moon as his daughter. This time, we had a knot in our hearts with Yue Yue'er. Yue Yue' er went to boarding school herself and refused to come back to live even if she said she was dead. I knew that An Qingze was actually more upset than I was. However, he wouldn't feel sad in front of his daughter. He just sent more people to secretly protect the crescent moon.
Because of the crescent moon, An Qingze, that senior who was in school had become a truly mature man, a man who could be called Daddy. He did many things more silently than before, and at the same time, he seemed to be able to accept more things. In fact, he wouldn't continue to cling to Qi Mu like he was Qi Mu. He just quietly told me that he loved me and used his greatest tolerance to accommodate me. He said that he would wait for me. Even so, he still said that. In fact, when he saw that I wasn't happy, he would take the initiative to propose to wait for this matter before he could go through the formalities.
I couldn't find anything wrong with such a good An Qingze. It seemed like I really did n' t have to worry about anything about him. He could handle everything properly, and he could bear all the consequences. He was reliable and calm, and he was steady and steady. He was so good that I had really gotten used to his good. He was safe, and he was omnipotent.
Compared to Qi Mu, it was an unstable factor. An Qingze was really peaceful and peaceful. It was so peaceful that people could feel at ease. My tears fell so unconsciously. Right now, that omnipotent man was lying here. Just now, the doctor, that damned doctor, actually made me do something stupid!
How could I plan? What could I plan? I didn't accept it at all! The person who was clearly in the blink of an eye was suddenly lying here. He was dead. How could I accept it? And that person was the one I cared about the most, An Qingze. I had once thought that if I were to trade for the happiness that I was with Qi Mu and only protect An Qingze's eternal well-being, I would not hesitate to say that I was willing.
An Qingze was such an existence for me. He couldn't fall in love so deeply, but he could never treat it as irrelevant.
I thought of that medicine. An Qingze said that he had drunk a lot of wine that day at the venue and that wine had been poisoned. That medicine was definitely not just an aphrodisiac. There must be a problem. Otherwise, how could An Qingze possibly fall ill?
After thinking for a long time, only Qi Mu could help me. An Qingze wasn't here, Lechuang was just an empty shell. I could n' t do anything. But Qi Mu, I couldn't find Qi Mu, and I did n' t have the face to find Qi Mu.
Then, the only way was for me to go and confront Qi Yu.
I felt like I was dead. Looking at the unconscious An Qingze on the bed, I had to do something. No matter what, as long as I could help An Qingze. Therefore, even if it was a confrontation with Qi Yu, even if I had to pay a huge price, even if I had to risk my life, I had no choice but to regret and hesitate.
I approached An Qingze and reached out to caress his hair. Before, it had been soaked with cold sweat, but after more than two hours of rescue, it had dried up. I touched his hair and black hair. An Qingze never liked to dye his hair. He cherished his hair and had always been proud to think that any other material wrapped around his body was an insult.
I remember when I was laughing at him, it was just a hair dye. I've done it before, so what's wrong with him? However, looking at An Qingze hidden and high-mindedness, I really couldn't say anything else. After all, he was indeed a talented person. He was really a proud and high-minded person who had the capital.
His hair was now dry, and he looked exceptionally cute along with his lethargic face. My heart suddenly became soft and warm. I enjoyed the wonderful feeling and peaceful feeling at this moment.
I couldn't help but lean closer to his ear and say," An Qingze, I wo n' t ignore you. You've already done enough. You' ve protected me many times. From now on, I'll protect you. I wo n' t let anything happen to you. I definitely won't!
An Qingze, you've done so much for me. I' m very grateful to you. Really. Now, you should have a good rest. With me here, it doesn't matter. I should have grown stronger. I was the one who dragged you down, and I was always dragging you down. Do you know how ugly you look?
"I, I can't say it clearly. I just feel bad. I really feel bad."
A second before my tears fell, I kissed An Qingze on the forehead. Then, I raised my body and saw Qi Mu standing at the door. He stood there expressionlessly, his eyes cold like the river in March.
I stood there, staring blankly at Qi Mu. It was as if I was dreaming. After an unknown amount of time, I almost fell into his eyes. From that day on, we had never met and had no connection. It seemed that we had never met two people who had never met before.
However, even if it wasn't that day, we had n' t seen each other for a long time and hadn't contacted each other. We were probably strangers long ago. It was strange to say that the person who had decided to spend his entire life had unknowingly become a stranger.
My heart was slowly aching as I walked around my heart. I was about to be brutally strangled to death.
Then, when I saw Qi Mu walking over, the corner of my mouth hooked up to me. It was cold as if it had smashed down frost." Does your heart ache?"
I nodded and didn't want to deny it. Anyway, he had just seen it. No matter how much I said, it was useless.
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