336: Chapter 336 harbored selfish motives

Chapter 336 harbored selfish motives

I didn't want to continue, but An Qingze held my hand and continued," No, Ke' er." "Actually, what I really want to tell you is that although it's Qi Yu's intention and his condition, I'm still selfish." 1

I was stunned for a moment. An Qingze voice was a little cold." I want to do the same. I thought I could let you free peacefully. After all, it's been so many years. I really thought that if you' re so unhappy with me, I'll give you freedom. But when things got to this point, I realized that I still had a selfish motive. So when I did that, I thought to myself," If you and Qi Mu can't be together, do n' t we need to separate?"

An Qingze looked at me calmly, as if he could accept the worst outcome. I was a little worried. A man who had so outstandingly paid all the men for you and was scarred to confess to you. He had selfish intentions and wanted to leave you behind. Who else could he blame?

I smiled bitterly." Forget it, it's over. What selfishness does it mean? We' re just mortals and not immortals. How can I ask you to be a Great Sage?" Besides, where do you want me to be? It was you who had been protecting me behind my back and had been holding all my worries and pains. How could I have the right to accuse you of selfishness?

An Qingze, please don't be so nice to me. Why do n' t you be so loyal? Otherwise, I really don't know what I should use to compensate for your sacrifice. "Did you know that on my way back, I even thought that if I can't get the antidote, I' ll die with you. I'm really feeling terrible."

I covered my chest and bent over An Qingze legs. I really felt the pain in my heart.

An Qingze hand gently caressed my hair. I felt very warm, but all the tenderness in my heart was gone. At this moment, it seemed like there was no limit to it. I was so dizzy from the pain that I could not find a way out.

"An Qingze, I feel terrible. I really feel terrible. Sometimes, I would rather that I had never met Qi Mu before. If I hadn't fallen in love with her, I would n' t have felt so uncomfortable now. I regret it. I really regret it. If I wasn't so stubborn at that time and I had discussed with you before coming back, I would n' t want to get revenge alone. Would it be different between us?

It was all my fault, An Qingze. I know you're sad, and Qi Mu are sad. It's all my fault. It was my sin. It was my karma long ago. If I were ……"

I couldn't continue. Tears were pouring out of my eyes like a flood without a source. I closed my eyes and was so tired that I panicked. I didn't know when I was sleeping like this, as if I heard An Qingze sigh." What if? Fool."

When I opened my eyes the next morning, I found myself lying on the white sheet. The sunlight was very good and An Qingze wasn't there. I didn't get up in a hurry. I was lazy. Because of An Qingze illness and the incident at Su Mei wedding, I had n' t had a good rest for a week. I was really tired.

I couldn't figure out what time it was, but I did n' t care much. Today, even at this moment, I just wanted to sleep well. I was really tired. Whether it was physical or emotional, it was hard.

It was so drowsy, half asleep and half awake. It was about noon. I heard a nurse shouting for dinner and dinner outside, so I barely opened my eyes. An Qingze wasn't back yet. I took my phone and called," Where are you?" "A patient is still running around?"

An Qingze laughed softly. Although his voice was weak, it was much better than before." My fever has already subsided. I'm at the company now and I did n' t wake you up because I saw you sleeping well."

The corners of my mouth twitched." What the hell? You almost lost your life earlier, okay? Big Brother, just in time, you're already feeling cocky? "Do you want to go all out?"

An Qingze said gently," Alright, I'm fine. Anyway, I' m not doing physical work in the company. I'm still the boss. If I' m tired, I'll figure it out myself. Do n' t worry about me anymore." "If you're tired, you might as well sleep a little longer before you go back. You do n' t need to come to the company anymore. You haven't worked recently."

Putting down my phone, I sighed. An Qingze this workaholic really can't stay idle for a whole day. Thinking of what I said to him in tears last night, his old face couldn't help feeling a little hot. My words made it clear that it was Shinian Qi Mu, but she still couldn' t help crying out in front of An Qingze, saying that it wasn' t uncomfortable. Now that she thought about it, the most uncomfortable thing should be An Qingze. I didn't know what kind of mood An Qingze used to put me into bed after I finished crying yesterday.

In such an uncomfortable situation, he was still going to work as if nothing had happened today. I felt a little sour in my heart. An Qingze was just like that. He didn't say anything in his heart. It was so quiet that it made one's heart ache.

Actually, An Qingze had already told me before that I could go through the formalities in a few minutes. Although it was probably impossible for Qi Mu and me, the rift between me and An Qingze had already appeared. If I continued to be together, I wouldn't be able to do it no matter how shameless I was.

I thought of Su Mei. I Su Mei once said that I would love An Qingze person for the rest of my life. Now that Su Mei's heart had been given to the dead (Paul), would there still be someone in the future who would love An Qingze like this? I thought bitterly.

After lying down for a while, I got up and packed some things. I was about to leave the hospital. An Qingze told me that the hospital's procedures had been completed. All I needed to do was bring the things I wanted to use. There were people in the VIP ward to take care of the rest.

Just as I left the hospital, I was in a hurry to take an ambulance that day, so I was about to take a taxi and leave. Before I could wave, a cold black Audi stopped steadily in front of me. The window rolled down and Lin Haoran reached out to take off his sunglasses. He smiled and said," Senior, get in the car. I'll take you back."

I sighed. Just as I was about to refuse, Lin Haoran had already blocked my mouth." There's a lot of traffic at the entrance of the hospital. Hurry up and come up. Look, the car behind you wo n' t be able to leave."

I turned around and saw that the car was really crowded. Many of the cars behind me were already starting to give us an impatient horn. I had no choice but to drag something and put it in the back of the car. Then, I opened the door to the back seat and found a pile of things on the back seat. I could only hang my head dejectedly and close the back seat door before sitting in the passenger seat.

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