342: Chapter 342 An Qingze crying

Chapter 342 An Qingze crying

An Qingze sighed. Then, he drove out of the car and walked towards a small alley. I saw where he went and didn't get out of the car. I was crying in the car. The memories of the past had all surfaced in his mind. He didn't expect that in the blink of an eye, all these years had already passed. The crescent moon was already a ten year old girl, but what about me? I brought her back, but I owe her so much love. 0

I thought back to when I was still in England. When An Qingze and I had the crescent moon, I thought of the reason why I called her the crescent moon. I wanted her to smile as holy and beautiful as the crescent moon.

At that time, An Qingze and I saw her as the most beautiful child in the world, the most miraculous life. We could give everything for her, as long as we could keep her beautiful smile. But then, what did we all do? What did I do? My heart was so painful that I couldn't breathe. I did n' t know how much pain I had caused to my daughter. I thought of the day when she was so sad that she prepared tears in her eyes and asked me if she was the one I adopted. The expression on her face when she was adopted was pitiful, sad, looking forward to despair. All the complicated emotions were interwoven on that beautiful young yet faintly youthful face. It was an extreme beauty and also an extreme cruelty.

I got out of the car and walked into the alley. I saw An Qingze face facing the wall and a hand hitting the wall. A few meters away, I could already smell the smell of blood. I rushed over and grabbed An Qingze arm that was about to continue hammering." Enough, don't hurt yourself like this. It wo n' t help!" I cried.

His blood also flowed into my hand. It felt sticky and painful.

An Qingze suddenly turned to look at me. Her eyes were moist, and her face was covered in tears and sweat. Despair and death-like pain filled her originally perfect and beautiful face.

"Then what should we do? Tell me what should we do?" I had nothing left. I only had the crescent moon. Originally, I thought the crescent moon would always be my daughter. Only this matter would never change. But now, even this matter was about to change. What do you want me to do? Without the crescent moon, how do you want me to live? You still have Qi Mu, you can still have Lin Haoran, you still have Qi Mo, but what do I have? "After you leave, I won't have anything anymore!"

After An Qingze said that, he pulled back his arm and squatted down. A soft sniffling sound gradually came from the face between his legs. I stood there, staring blankly at the An Qingze crying like a child in front of me. His helplessness, his weakness, and his fear were all dissected in front of me in the short darkness of this small alley that was filled with exhaustion and confusion. I realized that what I was facing was even more painful and torturous than the moment I lost the crescent moon.

I realized that all of An Qingze disguise had probably disappeared and could no longer continue pretending. He threw the pain in front of me because he was already desperate for it. He was defeated by pain and fear.

I was standing there blankly, not knowing what to do. I couldn't pull off An Qingze arm, I could n' t pull off his last veil of dignity, I couldn't tear apart his pride and survival. I could only watch from here, watching An Qingze helplessly. I licked my sorrow and sank into the web of despair.

Until the phone rang, it belonged to the crescent moon. I didn't know how many times I had called it before. It was the number that had been turned off. I answered with trembling hands. The sound of the crescent moon had spread over a few centuries." I'm sorry, I wo n' t run around anymore. I'm already home. Mommy, I want to go back to England."

My heart was hammered by something gentle. I suddenly didn't know what to say. My tears fell down and fell down. I looked at the An Qingze who was still sitting on the ground, looking like a person who had lost his life. I slowly took a breath and said," I know. I' ll wait for us at home."

Then I put my phone into my pocket, squatted down, and hugged An Qingze back. I sat on his back and smelled sweat, but I could only smell the sadness. I gently touched his hair and said," Crescent Moon is waiting for us at home."

An Qingze raised my head and my eyes sparkled. My heart skipped a beat. Then, I hugged An Qingze and said again," Crescent Moon is waiting for us at home. Don't cry. Do n' t be afraid. It's not that there's nothing left."

When I helped An Qingze stand up, his legs almost went limp. I touched his hand and An Qingze frowned slightly. I said," Why don't you go to the hospital to deal with it? If it gets inflamed, it wo n' t work."

An Qingze immediately shook his head." Let's go home. Crescent Moon is home."

I sighed helplessly. An Qingze heart was like an entire night, and the crescent moon was the light hanging in the night sky. It was An Qingze only hope. I knew that I had already disappointed him so much that he had accepted that I would leave. Then, he casually threw himself into the darkness and allowed me to leave.

When he got home, An Qingze stood there stubbornly and watched as the crescent moon did not go up. I knew his persistence, his father's persistence and his sternness. I went up and pulled the crescent moon." Do you know that Mom and Dad have been looking for you all day? Do you know that our hearts are about to break!" As I spoke, I couldn't hold back my tears. An Qingze didn't want to shed tears in front of her daughter, but I did.

The crescent moon looked at me. She was already in tears. Her face was dark and dirty, and she looked extremely miserable. I thought of Teacher Class teacher saying that the crescent moon had gone out through the wall.

"You're really capable. Now that you' ve learned to climb the wall, why don't you tell Mom and Dad if you do n' t want to go to school?" I said.

"I'm sorry, Mom, I should n' t have worried you," said the crescent moon after crying for a long time. However, I just wanted to know where I came from. When I went to the orphanage, they said that I wasn't a child here, so I suddenly did n' t know where I should go. "I'm obviously a Chinese child, but I' m not in the orphanage here. Did Mom and Dad bring me back from other places?"

I looked at the child's innocent face and tearful eyes. I was speechless for a moment.

An Qingze said indifferently," England."

I looked at Yueyue at the same time.

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