354: Chapter 354 was the last time

Chapter 354 was the last time

I took a deep breath and stood up. The center of the grass was the most beautiful place in the world and the saddest place for me. 0

I smiled and said to Qi Mu," Qi Mu, let's say goodbye this time, okay?"

Qi Mu was stunned for a second before he suddenly lowered his head. His voice was so soft that I could hear him." Then let me draw another painting for you."

I was surprised and nodded.

When we returned to the villa, it was already night. My mind was constantly replaying the scene when I stood in front of him in the same villa. He was drawing and even took me to the exhibition. At that time, let alone trust, I didn't even know that Qi Mu loved me. But now, even if I knew that he loved me, so what? He couldn't be together. Compared to the kind of barrenness that I didn' t know to be loved, I would rather be barren.

Now that I loved him, I couldn't love him. But once my emotions were released, how could I easily recover them? However, we had to say goodbye. When we knew that they were in love with each other, we had to say goodbye. As long as I thought that I would never see Qi Mu and want to say goodbye to Qi Mu, I felt as if I had been trapped by someone with a thin but sturdy rope. He could not break free, and he could not endure the pain. But he still knew that he had to go on and on.

"Don't you draw yet?" I asked Qi Mu, he had been staring at me, but his hands did not move.

Qi Mu seemed to be in a daze. I called him back to his senses. His eyes flickered and he said," Yes, there's no rush. It's the last time."

My heart froze. Well, the last time I heard this word coming out of Qi Mu mouth, my heart felt terrible. As expected, I was much less courageous and strong than I expected. I also wanted to Qi Mu more than I expected.

"Do you love me?" Qi Mu raised my head from the drawing paper and my heart skipped a beat.

"Yes, I love you." I didn't lie to him or avoid his gaze. I told him frankly that I loved him.

The corner of Qi Mu's mouth curved up slightly. The room was very quiet. Only the two of us had turned on the air conditioner to warm up. Therefore, even if I only wore a sling skirt, revealing the entire shoulder and back, I did n' t feel the slightest chill. Qi Mu fingers were slender, fair and beautiful. His movements on the drawing paper and his voice were extremely pleasant to hear. My eyes rested on Qi Mu, just like he was looking at me intently.

We looked at each other, unable to feel the passage of time. I couldn't help but ask," Do you love me?"

Qi Mu did not hesitate." I love you."

All right, I feel like my tears are spinning in my eyes. With these two words, the final regret between us was completely cleared up.

"From now on, if there's nothing left, I' m fine. "We've already put everything in our hearts." I said.

Qi Mu lowered his head to draw and did not answer me, but I still saw that his eyes were red.

I smiled. My heart was warm and sour. Qi Mu didn't need to be sad. The best thing was what we had before. In the future, I would never forget everything.

After drawing, we hugged each other. We kissed, and there was no desire to kiss. None of us wanted to continue. We just wanted to touch each other's bodies. This moment was the joy of bliss. It was to make the final preparations for love before sorrow arrived.

Qi Mu couldn't stop Qi Yu, nor could I abandon the safety of the crescent moon and Xiao Mo. The truth was, I had to stay away from the Family Qi and all the dangerous factors that I couldn't handle. This reality was just the beginning of a painful experience for us. If he started to despair now and felt like there was no future, how would the real future begin?

After people lived to a certain age, they would not live for themselves. When our pride faded and our stubbornness transformed, we began to care more, not just love. And these concerns forced us to live in this world more completely. That was why we could not, nor could we abandon these things.

When they returned home, the stars were already in the air. They were not the dazzling beauty, but the warmth of the distance. My heart trembled and I thought of Qi Mu eyes. That pair of eyes I loved the most. Many years ago, when I first saw him, I was thinking, how could anyone in this world have such beautiful eyes? It was as if he had fallen into a star. It was incomparably beautiful. No matter what happened in the future, the moment we admitted the feelings of love, we had already gained eternity.

In the future, we would meet again. Even for Li Wenting and Qi Mo, we would still meet again. However, by the time we met again, they had already agreed that they would no longer love each other or hate each other. We were only Qin Ke and Qi Mu. From now on, this was the case.

When I got home, I saw An Qingze car at the door. I was a little surprised. After tidying up my mood and mood, I adjusted my expression and walked in.

An Qingze leaned against the sofa and the crescent moon sat beside him. He didn't know what she was talking about. A faint smile hung on the corner of An Qingze's mouth. The light in the living room shone on his face. It was as if something was bright and clean, as if it had been spread out. The crescent moon was also very happy. Looking at the smile on the corners of their lips, my heart slowly calmed down.

This was my home, and in front of me was my family. I know that after so many years, it was really not easy for us to walk over. And these were things that I swore to protect properly. It was something that I could not lose no matter what. I knew that Yueyue's heart had already been hurt. I did n' t even know how much further damage would be caused if I divorced An Qingze. I knew that children from single-parent families would be very vulnerable. I didn't want my crescent moon to be hurt like this.

I couldn't help but laugh bitterly. I wanted to see how many problems existed between me and Qi Mu. In this world, the question of love and not love was no longer fundamental. In fact, it could be considered the slightest and insignificant problem.

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