Chapter 355, are you really that good?
When they saw me come back, the eyes of both the big and the small turned to look at me at the same time. For a moment, I didn't know what kind of words to describe my mood. Humans were creatures like this. Once they lived for a certain period of time, they would pay more attention to their families. The concept of family was probably not an adjective that could be found in the books in the past. It was enough for you to objectively evaluate and comment on it. Instead, when you felt that it was calm and thought that you could give up and discard it, you turned around and found that it was there. It made you unable to choose and could not escape. 2
I looked at An Qingze and the crescent moon. I admit that these two people had already wrapped around me. I don't know how to escape. There were some restrictions that could not be changed once they existed.
"You're back?" An Qingze looked at me and said.
Yue Yue'er ran over excitedly. She hugged my waist and shouted to me," Mommy, I just told Daddy that I got 100 points in this exam. I' m number one in the class."
I looked at Yueyue's excited little face and rubbed her head with a smile." Yes, Yueyue is really good. She's really good."
The crescent moon pulled me. Suddenly, her face turned a little red and she whispered," Mommy, why don't you come? I have something to tell you."
As soon as I saw her shy look, I knew it must have something to do with that Wu Junyu. I found it funny. This girl even knew that she was going to avoid her father from telling her about her first love. She was really young and interesting.
I patted her small hand and said," Got it. Go back to your room and do your homework first. Mommy will tell Daddy something."
Little Yue Ya'er nodded and obediently returned to her room. This child was not the same as Qi Mo. He was still at a fancy age, so he was only interested in the matter of fancy age. He did n' t care about the matter of adults.
I sat down next to the An Qingze. When I turned my head to look at him, I found that his eyes were tired. My heart ached as I said," Why do you have to fight so hard? We're not that short of money. Look how many days you have n' t been home and you've been working so hard on yourself. Why?"
An Qingze hand accurately grabbed my hand. A gentle smile hung on the corner of his mouth as he gently closed his eyes." That's great. After you' re tired like this, as long as you come back and see our home, you and the crescent moon, I feel that it's really good. Life."
My eyes went sour and I turned around in a sorry state. I didn't dare to continue looking at the shadows that the white woven lamp had cast on his face. Those shadows made me feel warm. The warmth hid the pain that could be seen everywhere. As long as I looked at him, I wouldn't be able to control myself. I hated myself for not being able to give An Qingze happiness or peace. I did n' t just hide far away. I just talked to myself and gave him some care and comfort. An Qingze didn't need it. In fact, it was me who needed to do it. It was as if this was the way to pacify my guilt. I knew that I was just trying to escape from a very humble self. However, no matter how hard I tried, I knew that the humble self would never disappear. No matter what I did, the mistakes I had already made and the things I had already done were just like the years I had already experienced. They could not be repeated or rewritten.
"Don't feel uncomfortable and do n' t feel guilty. Actually, I have nothing to do with it. I'm willing to do this for you." An Qingze said.
I turned to look at him in surprise. An Qingze still closed my eyes. I always knew that his eyelashes were very long, but I suddenly realized that after many years, I had not carefully looked at his eyelashes. All I knew was that An Qingze was always good-looking. It was the kind of existence that would be found in a million people. He could still recall that a long time ago, when we were still in school, An Qingze and I were reading in the self-study classroom of the school. One day, the sun shone on him, giving him a gentle feeling of warmth.
I still remember when I was sitting next to him. At that time, we weren't together. We used to study together, read together, sing together, and count the stars on the grass. The youth of that time made it extremely long.
I couldn't help but reach out and caress An Qingze eyelashes. His eyelashes and eyelids seemed to tremble slightly
"Something like this has happened before." I said vaguely.
Yes, my memories began to overlap. At that time, I reached out my hand. I touched An Qingze eyelashes. They were so long, so soft, and had a cotton-like feel.
"Yes, I remember when I was still at school. "Now that I think about it, it's been many years, and I' ve missed it for too long." An Qingze sighed.
My eyes were a little wet as I said," You don't have to worry about Wu Guifang. I already said that we do n' t have a good relationship."
An Qingze gently curled his lips and said," It's fine. Is n' t it your relative? It's just a small matter."
"Not my relative." I said.
An Qingze tiredly opened his eyes and looked at me." It's fine. It's not a big deal. Besides, it's yours." .. .. ."
I interrupted him," No, it's not my relative. I told you!"
An Qingze looked at me in surprise. I knew that I was impulsive and excited. I knew I shouldn't talk to An Qingze like this. I knew that he was doing it for my good and all for me, but now I was f*cking mad at him for me and all for me!
"What's wrong with you?" An Qingze looked at me.
My tears fell as I said," Don't treat me so well, will you?" An Qingze, I can't stand it. I really ca n' t stand it. Do you know how much pressure I'm under? That Wu Guihua, she's not a good thing at all. Why do you care about her? Her daughter, the one called Wu Qian, wasn't my sister at all. They wanted to stick to us, and they were strangers. An Qingze you tell me why, why did you help them? Are you just like that? Must he be a good person?
Are you An Qingze so free? Didn't he say that the company was already busy? Why did he have to care about these matters? Was it just because they said that they were my relatives that you helped them? An Qingze, are you stupid? Just because of me, could you do anything? So much? Are you really that good? .. .. ."
I couldn't continue. I covered my mouth and could only cry. I felt awkward. I turned my head back. I didn't just see An Qingze. I should n' t have complained about An Qingze! Yes, I know! But I don't know what happened to me?
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