369: Nothing is more important than you

Nothing is more important than you

My actions stopped and I didn't dare to look at him. I was silently adjusting my emotions. He finally asked. I didn't know how long I had thought about it, but I could n' t think about it clearly, so I didn't take the initiative to speak. 2

I didn't answer and An Qingze did n' t ask any more, but I stayed by my side and quietly waited for me. I took a deep breath and continued with my actions. I took out one of each flavor of the ice cream mooncake and placed it on a plate. I packed the rest and put it in the bag. The whole bag was packed in a clean fresh-keeping bag before putting it into the refrigerator.

After I finished all this, I returned to the table in the dining room. I let out a sigh of relief and met An Qingze gaze. Time was the medicine for healing. This theorem had never been lied to before. Those memories that had been painful for half a year ago had actually started to blur. I knew it didn't disappear, but they were still helplessly covered by the flowing years.

"You want a divorce?" I asked An Qingze.

An Qingze stared into my eyes, and for a long time, the corner of his mouth curled up as if he was breathing." You know I love you."

I lowered my head, raised my head again, and said," I don't know what to say. Anyway, I think it's very complicated, but I also know that I should have told you a long time ago. "I don't have any contact with Qi Mu anymore. I deleted him too." I was a little nervous. I subconsciously picked up my phone and gestured in the air. After that, I felt like I was stupid, so I put down my phone again.

"I don't know what to say. It's just that I don't feel like I' m in contact with Qi Mu anymore. If I say I'm not divorced, it's like I'm insulting you. I didn't want to be so shameless, nor could I say such shameless words. But I can't lie to anyone either. I ca n' t tell you that I've never loved Qi Mu, nor have I ever thought of going all out just to be with him. However, I felt that I was sorry for you, but I just felt... "Sigh..." I could only sigh.

I covered my forehead and realized that the more I said it, the more confused I became. The more I said it, the more complicated I became. The more I said it, the more I didn't know what to say.

I thought about it for a long time, but just as I was about to speak again, my body suddenly became lighter. I lowered my head at a loss for what to do and An Qingze hugged me. His head was buried in my waist and a warm feeling came from his body. My body froze and I didn't know what to do.

An Qingze just hugged me like that, his face didn't lift up. I did n' t know what his expression was. I lowered my head to look for him, but I didn't see anything. I reached out my hand and wanted to hug his head, but when my finger was inserted into his hair, it suddenly stopped. It felt wet, and on his face, my hand stopped there, unable to move at all.

After a long while, when my body began to soften, An Qingze looked up. I could clearly see the tears on his face and the wet light in his eyes. It was like a poor deer and a cute and pure child. I suddenly remembered that from before until now, I had only seen An Qingze cry twice. The two times I deserved to die were all because of me. My heart began to ache.

"An Qingze..." I called him, my voice hoarse.

An Qingze interrupted," Don't talk. Let me hug you for a while."

I pursed my lips and didn't say anything else. I just let him hug me. I raised my head and did n' t dare to look down at the tears in his eyes anymore.

After a long while, I felt that I might just have to indulge in his gentleness. When the children were going home, An Qingze voice rang out.

"Thank you, thank you."

I lowered my head in surprise. An Qingze looked at me. My eyes were still wet, but I didn't dodge." You know that I love you, so I do n' t care if's anyone else in your heart. As long as you' re with me, I only want you to stay in the end. Even if you stay for a moment and a half, I feel very happy. I thought I could be free and easy. I thought after all these years, I could accept the parting, but I'm sorry, I still could n' t do it.

So, I was really scared. I wanted to see you more, but in the end, I chose to stay in the company and work overtime. Every time I stayed at the company for the night, I would still miss you. I would think that when I worked overtime, were you thinking about Qi Mu? Was it really easy? Every time I thought about it, I wanted to work overtime again.

I knew I was running away, and I knew I couldn't run away forever. But sometimes, I really would rather not see you and not stay at home. Maybe this way, I don't have to let my imagination run wild and I can avoid some uncontrollable pain.

Look, Ke'er, I' m not as strong as you think, right? But I don't even want you to know that I' m so useless.

So, you don't need to feel complicated, you do n' t need to feel insulted or insulted. Being able to be with you was already the best gift in the world. Nothing was more important than this. Nothing was more important than staying with you.

"Ke'er, nothing is more important than you, no!"

I stared blankly at An Qingze. I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't smile. I wanted to cry, but I did n' t have any tears. I wanted to explain, I wanted to apologize, but I suddenly realized that no matter what I did, it wasn't appropriate.

I suddenly didn't know what kind of reaction I needed. I could only passively be hugged by An Qingze. An Qingze stood up along my body, so our condition changed into that of me on his neck. I smelled the scent of man's perfume on An Qingze body. He had gone to the company meeting today. I closed my eyes and a strange peace slowly appeared in my heart.

"It feels like I've returned to my days when I was still at school." An Qingze said softly.

The corner of my mouth curled up. I wanted to nod, but I knew An Qingze wouldn't see it. Actually, during this period of time, I always dreamed that we had returned to school. "It's like we still have classes tomorrow. It's like we can still listen to you playing guitar at the edge of the playground after class."

I opened my eyes and lowered my head." By the way, are you still playing guitar?" "What about our guitar, the expensive one, the one we brought back from England?"

An Qingze smiled." Yes, of course. It's just that I have n' t played the guitar in a long time."

I said excitedly," Why don't we find it and play a song for me?"

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