378: Chapter 378 went far

Chapter 378 went far

"Why are you crying?" An Qingze voice was very gentle and gentle, but when I heard it, I wanted to cry even more. I was like a child. I let my temper go and cried like an orphan. 2

"An Qingze, An Qingze, I feel terrible." I covered my chest and tried my best to explain my feelings. The sadness and depression that had been in my heart for too long, I was anxious to release them completely at this moment. After a long time of pain, my heart would lose its original courage and strength. I knew that we would continue to walk, and I also knew that after waking up, we would still face reality. But now, at least for this second, I would like all the gods in the sky to forgive me. I. I want to escape, in the An Qingze's infinite tolerance, wantonly escape.

"An Qingze, why are we so far away? We couldn't go back, could we? Did you know? If I could go back to the beginning, I would have hoped that we would still be in school. I would have hoped that we would never lose. I would have hoped that no one would leave, no one would die, no one would be injured, no one would be pulled away.

It wasn't something I did n' t want to do. Su Mei lost (Paul), Misisi lost dreams and dreams, Lin Anru and Lin Jia, they were once living lives. And Qi Yu, why did he have to use the tears and blood of others to warm his heart? I don't know why he would be in pain to the extreme, so there would definitely be others following him. "All I know is that I can't say it clearly. In short, my place is also very painful."

I covered my chest. I was very careful. I was afraid that if I used too much force, it would completely shatter.

An Qingze sighed. His eyes were gentle enough to melt the air in the room." Are you thinking about Qi Mu?"

With just a word, my huge tears would fall. I couldn' t say my missing, I couldn' t say my entanglement and the past, I could never pretend that everything had never happened and live properly. However, I had exhausted all my courage to be together. There was no longer a chance. I would never mention this kind of courage to start again in this lifetime. It was over, but it just so happened that it couldn't end. Lin Haoran's words and Su Mei's words were all pressed against my ears, reminding me that because I loved him, I couldn't escape.

I looked at An Qingze. I didn't know what to say, and I should n' t have said that to An Qingze.

An Qingze really understood me. He rubbed my hair and smiled." It's fine. If you want him, it's fine to tell me."

I shook my head in fear. I couldn't believe that I was despicable and selfish. I had to pay for the pain caused by others An Qingze. The more An Qingze it was like this, the more uncomfortable I felt. The pain that was suppressed and tangled in the root of the heart was like a curse that could never be happy. This curse was constantly tormenting me, Qi Mu and An Qingze. Pain never disappeared, but happiness and happiness disappeared too quickly.

"Ke'er, it's okay. I'm really okay. I only want you to feel better. Even if it was just a little bit, it would be worth it. In fact, don't feel bad. At least, my greatest wish was your pain. Do n' t let it be because of me.

From before until now, my favorite thing was your smile. Ke'er, in fact, after all these years, we were no longer young men back then. What I was looking forward to, I really lacked more enthusiasm. As long as you feel happy, I don't care. "If you have to force yourself, you'll be living for nothing, wo n' t you?"

I said to An Qingze in pain," I don't intend to be with Qi Mu."

An Qingze nodded." I know. To be honest, it's not appropriate for you to follow him."

He laid on my leg again. He breathed exhaustedly. Every time he breathed, it seemed as if his life was overdrawn. My heart ached as I touched An Qingze back. A warm heat came from his body. Escape was just an excuse. What could not be separated was the truth.

Just like that, as if we were the only ones left in the world, we warmed each other and hugged each other in this cool world. We could only embrace each other. We could not escape. We could only pretend to be asleep for a short time. I closed my eyes. The warmth at this moment was at this moment. Even at this moment, I wanted to grasp it tightly, unwilling to let go.

After an unknown amount of time, Yueyue went downstairs to the kitchen to pick up things. When she saw us sitting on the sofa, her eyes widened and she came over curiously. Only then did An Qingze and I get up and get ready to go upstairs to my room. Before he left, he heard the crescent moon grunt," My two lords, you're still tired of the night. What kind of example do you want us to set?"

My face turned red and I hurriedly dragged An Qingze away. When I arrived at the room, I hadn't recovered yet. When I turned around to look at the An Qingze, he was quite calm. He just smiled faintly and said," The children nowadays are really shameless. I do n' t know where they learned it."

I pouted and said," It's still something to learn. I' m tired of being caught." As I spoke, I felt as if I had been caught in bed.

An Qingze walked to the bed and laid down tiredly. Then, he sighed and said," Really? Are we tired of this?" "If that's true, that would be great."

I was stunned. I looked at him and An Qingze closed my eyes. My eyelashes were so hazy from the light. My heart froze. When I was sad, I always forgot that An Qingze would also be disappointed and sad. I always made the same mistake and ignored An Qingze feelings.

I was afraid that he would just lie down and be sad. I wanted to interrupt him, but after opening my mouth a few times, I couldn't bear to. After all, he just lay down beside him, turned off the lights, and closed his eyes. An Qingze's breathing was very light and he never said anything in his sleep at night. That night, his hand suddenly hugged me in the middle of the night, and I instantly woke up. She turned her head to look at him with great effort. It was wet and fell down her cheeks. My heart immediately began to ache uncontrollably.

I bit my lips tightly until the faint stench of blood lingered between my lips. Only then did I let out a lost breath. Who could tell me who could save me? Save me and save An Qingze. What should we do to be happy? Could it be that there would never be a way to make everyone happy? This was destined to be the regret and sorrow of the world?

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