Chapter 384 He Says He Doesn't Love You
The reason in my mind was telling me that Li Wenting wouldn't treat me as a friend anymore, but Li Wenting just quietly wiped away her tears and said to me," Sister, I remember the past, but I still thank you for taking care of me as a friend. I know that you are the only person in Qi Mu heart. During those days, I didn't remember anything, so I thought Qi Mu loved me because everyone of you told me that Qi Mu was my boyfriend. He was worried about me and he always wanted to take good care of me. 0
But in my opinion, every time Qi Mu stayed by my side, it was so quiet. It was as if he was no longer here. He was an existence that did not matter whether he died or not. I was really puzzled. Did you know that Qi Mu hadn't even kissed me apart from holding my hand? I didn't understand what was going on and what his silence meant.
All of my doubts and incomprehension had completely disintegrated that day when Qi Mu suddenly pulled me to travel. I saw you and Lin Haoran there. And you know, Qi Mu only then did he act like a man of flesh and blood. I saw his unhappiness, his heartache, his discomfort, and his jealousy. He clearly wanted to get close to you, but he was forced to leave.
I was surprised. It was the first time I had seen such a Qi Mu. After that day, I began to suspect. Until Qi Yu told me about the past and brought me to the place where Qi Mu and I were tortured. I remembered my child, my dead child, and Qi Mu child. However, I didn't regret it. Even though my heart ached so much that I wanted to die, the child did n' t have it because of Qi Mu. I didn't regret it at all. In my heart, nothing was more important than what I said. "As long as it's for his good, I can give up everything. So, at that moment, I can place me and my child in front of Qi Mu without any hesitation."
I looked at Li Wenting silently. Yes, she could do it, but I couldn't. This was something I could never do. I couldn't put the child's safety aside for Qi Mu and for my love.
"That's because you have n' t given birth to the child yet, so you can't fully understand the pain and worry of the flesh and blood. When that child came out of your body, the worry and burden had already begun. "No matter how sad or painful it is, it's your responsibility to avoid it, and you' ll never be able to avoid it." I sighed.
Li Wenting looked at me with tears in her eyes." What about Qi Mu? He wasn't your child, so could he be abandoned? I was there when Qi Yu called you last night. Do you know what he did last night Qi Yu?"
As Li Wenting said that, I pulled open my skirt. Purple wounds were left on my thighs one after another, glaring and eye-catching. I was shocked." What is this?"
Li Wenting smiled as if he couldn't feel the pain. He said self-mockingly," What is this? Why do n' t you look at Qi Mu? Qi Yu him, he's simply a demon. But when all this happened, where were you? Qin Ke, tell me, how did you sleep last night? Haven't you ever thought about what Qi Mu would encounter? Because the alliance between you Lechuang and the Lin family had destroyed Qi Yu plan, and he almost killed us. But when Qi Mu encountered all this, you were participating in the cocktail party. You should stay in An Qingze's arms as usual. You were very happy and comfortable, right? Qi Mu As he spoke again and again, when the pain was added to his body, he said again and again," He doesn't love you, he does n' t love you."
He said that he didn't love you.
These words crushed my heart. I was stunned and couldn't move at all. I could n' t even say a word. I didn't know when my tears began to fall, and then I cried uncontrollably. Qi Mu said that he didn't love me. Actually, he would rather die than love me than push me far away and protect me. What he said just now echoed in my ears. If I had known that I couldn't push you out of the abyss no matter what, I would n' t let go of your hand.
He let go of my hand to protect my safety, and I let go of his hand to protect me, An Qingze, and our children. Qi Mu, what I owe you is not the hatred in my youth, but all the despicable love I said in the years that followed was selfishly binding you with a cage.
I was on the verge of collapse, accepting the criticism from Li Wenting eyes. My warm arms helped me up. I saw the mocking smile on Li Wenting lips.
An Qingze gently hugged me and said," Ke'er, it's fine. I'm still here."
An Qingze, Qi Mu, everyone treated me so well. One was like the warm sun in winter, the other was like the starlight in the night. I didn't want to disappoint either of them, but I did. My selfishness, my self-protection, protected the well-being of my children and me, and even protected the peaceful life I couldn't bear to give up. However, the huge price I paid was Qi Mu and An Qingze.
Li Wenting said with a faint smile," Qin Ke, do you know how much I envy you? You have Qi Mu all your love and An Qingze love. Hehe, maybe there's still Lin Haoran. But what right did you have? "From the beginning to the end, what you're protecting is only what you think you want and important things. Have you ever been fair to Qi Mu?"
An Qingze stood in front of me and interrupted Li Wenting complaint with a cold face," Miss Li, everyone has the right to choose their own attitude towards life. You can give up everything for Qi Mu, but this doesn't mean that everyone has to do the same thing and attitude as you do. For Ke'er and I, living in the world was not just love, but family and responsibility. "If you don't understand things and feelings, please do n' t use unnecessary moral kidnapping to condemn others. You don't have the right, and Qi Mu do n' t."
I grabbed An Qingze hand. I didn't want him to say this now. Li Wenting was already in enough pain. I still had him and children, but Li Wenting had nothing left. All she had and cared about was Qi Mu. Qi Mu his life was in danger now, so Li Wenting couldn't say anything too much.
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