Chapter 390 Our Sadness. No one was sad
Qi Mu was silent for a moment before his voice was hoarse." You guys?" "Hehe, I'm from both of you, right?" 1
I said unhappily," Qi Mu, don't be like this, okay?" "You know how difficult I am. I'm really worried about you. I came to see you because I' m worried about you. Can I get rid of you? Don't try to hurt me like that." I looked at Qi Mu tiredly. Qi Mu indifference towards me was the most hurtful. I know that we're all very sad, but we' re not children anymore. This is the responsibility we should bear. It's because I' m Qi Mu Qi Mu that I have to bear this.
Qi Mu's eyes moved slightly before looking at me again. The cold light from before was indeed missing." I' m sorry, I admit that I'm childish. Perhaps, I' m just jealous."
I didn't know what to respond to. When someone like Qi Mu told me that he was jealous, I had nothing to say. I felt itchy in my heart, but it was mixed with bitterness and confusion.
Qi Mu no longer looked at me. She turned to look at the window. The morning sun wasn't very hot. The way it spread across his stunning face looked just as good. His voice was very soft and gentle, just like what we first met. I felt like I had returned to the past in a daze. His face was green, and I was filled with confidence. All the stories seemed to have started in that year. That year, we were still young. I had just come out of school, and I was stubborn and stubborn as if I could give up anything. It was just that in order to be able to do what I wanted to do, I seemed to have a stubborn opinion that I could really pay everything for it.
I covered my forehead. Perhaps everything had been a mistake since that year. The beginning of everything was not correct, so no matter how correct the process was, the result would not be too correct.
Qi Mu sighed. A very depressed mood filled the air between us. Pain and other things had long become the norm. Only the reality that was constantly going on and the future that could not be escaped would make people more fearful and fearful.
"Actually, I don't know what to do either. What I' m saying is the truth. Qi Yu won't let me die. I do n' t dare to die either." If I died, all of you would be his target. And Dad, I didn't know what would happen. Other than this, I really didn't know what I was living for.
Ke'er, why did my life become like this? I never thought that one day, I would live for someone else. I thought I would never become like this in my entire life. When I was young, I always saw my mother cry. Although she was unreasonable, she really loved my father. But I also knew that the woman in my father's heart was never her. No matter what my mother did, it was useless. After a man's heart was placed in the hands of a woman, it was very difficult to get it back.
Although my mother wasn't a gentle woman, she had been tragically circling my father all her life. I thought I wouldn't be like this. I knew from my childhood that my family had never been happy. Since I was able to go out to school, I had tried my best to forget that I was a member of this family. The company gave it to my brother and gave it to Qi Yu. I never wanted anything. "But in reality, it was only today that I realized that I had finally become the kind of person I hated the most when I was young."
I walked over and finally couldn't hold back. I did what I wanted to do from the beginning. I still reached out and placed my hand on Qi Mu hair. His hair was as smooth as I expected. His black hair had the scent of the wind, and he looked familiar to me thousands of times.
"Xiao Mo hair feels the same as yours." I said.
Qi Mu raised his head to look at me. His lips were still pale, and there was a clear light in his eyes.
Then, he suddenly hugged me and placed his head on my lower abdomen. There was once a child of the two of us, and it became the reason why we met again.
"Can we just leave this place and don't want anything?" Ke'er, can I return to the past? I do n' t care about anything anymore. I only want you and you. "Is it possible?" Qi Mu voice was so damp. I didn't know if he was crying, but the part of his body that was tightly attached to me was painful, sour, and unable to escape. It made me want to agree to him immediately.
I also wanted to. I didn't want anything. I did n' t want anything, but I couldn't! I thought of why Xiao Mo didn't love someone well and why I could n' t tell the difference between love and family.
I closed my eyes and a light of water fell." Don't do this, okay?" I'm so sad. My heart hurts. Qi Mu, I really hurt. I don't know why we' re like this. But I was so sad. I was really sad. I knew I couldn't do anything, so I could n' t do anything. I should have gone on calmly like this. I had no other right or reason to think about it, but Qi Mu, I was very sad. I was still very sad. My sadness was no less than yours. But, but ……"
I couldn't say anything. Everything I said was superfluous. Pain or pain, pain or pain, entanglement or entanglement. The person I loved, the person I loved, something I could n' t forget. Time was useless, and even death couldn't be forgotten. I had already given up on my plan to forget these things. I didn't plan to forget them, and I could n' t bear to forget them, but I wouldn't be together anymore.
Qi Mu didn't say anything and just kept hugging me. Time passed between us until I could no longer cry. I touched Qi Mu and said," Alright, Li Wenting're coming back. I' m leaving. It wasn't good to be seen by Li Wenting. "She'll be sad. She's really good to you. Don't make her feel bad."
Li Wenting was the one who stayed by Qi Mu's side. I was sincere and did n' t want her to be sad. Li Wenting was sincere. A woman who could be Qi Mu to give up everything and sacrifice everything for the rest of her life was worth Qi Mu treating her better.
Qi Mu looked up again. Other than his eyes that were a little red, I couldn't tell if he was crying or not. Qi Mu people like him would n' t easily see his weakness. It hurt to the point of death. It was the same. It was stubborn to death.
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