393: How did it feel to lose 393

How did it feel to lose 393

"Qin Ke, you drank too much." The person across from me called out to me and interrupted me. I looked up at her face and it became even more blurry. I wanted her to stop in front of me. That must be a very beautiful woman's face, but I could n' t do it. I couldn't see it clearly. I could n' t see it clearly. That person's face was so blurry, it was as blurry as a dream, and it was also as blurry as my heart at this moment. 0

"I know I drank too much." I smiled and said, I suddenly realized that I could laugh. I was a little happy. The power of alcohol made me laugh even if I could cry.

"Li Wenting, do you know how jealous I am? You can do so many things for him, but I can't do anything for him! Why was it a mistake for me to love him? I don't even know how I forced my life to this extent. "I saw you pulling him on the cliff, but I still have to pull An Qingze, pull Xiao Mo, pull my crescent moon. Why are there so many people I want to pull?"

I shook her off and held my hand. I don't know who she is, but why would she hold me? I smashed the bottle onto the ground. I was already used to following the rules. What did I owe fate? Why did that person appear when I wanted to love to force me to take revenge? I couldn't figure out if I loved him or not. He appeared in front of me with all his might, and then we began to hurt and torture each other. It wasn't easy. Time had finally proved everything. We had clearly discovered it so hard. It turned out that love had always existed. When hatred was bullshit, fate had come to joke again. As Qi Mu said, the person by our side was no longer the same.

If love was so painful, why would people love? Why didn't he just find the right person to marry and have children from the beginning? Why did he have to fall in love even though he had to cross everything?

"Don't cry anymore. Everything is destined and inevitable." Su Mei slapped me in the face.

I looked at her in confusion. The burning pain on my face forced me to see her clearly. Su Mei, it was Su Mei.

Then, I didn't touch my cheek. It hurt better. No matter how painful my face was, could it still hurt more than my heart?

I laughed. I didn't expect that I would just laugh.

"Su Mei, tell me. Tell me. Teach me how you forgot about An Qingze back then? Didn't you say that you would love An Qingze for the rest of your life? Wasn't it because of him that you could even use your child as a threat? Why did you fall in love with (Paul)? You should teach me the laws I forgot. I can't forget them no matter what.

Clearly, An Qingze treated me so well, but I still couldn't forget that person's appearance. I couldn't forget it! I felt uncomfortable in my chest. I would rather forget him. I wanted to live a peaceful life with An Qingze and the children. I knew in my heart that it was the right choice to live a peaceful life like this. It might be the only choice now. But why was it that I was so lowly and unwilling? "I know I'm greedy, but I do n' t know how to keep me from being greedy."

I wanted to cry, but I also wanted to laugh. I covered my chest, and I wanted to see if there was anything left in the wine cup that could numb all the liquids. I didn't know what I said until the Su Mei on the other side started to cry.

She stared at me in pain." Qin Ke, are you insulting me?"

I was stunned for a moment. I had a splitting headache. Then I remembered what I was talking about. How could I casually mention the An Qingze of the past and the (Paul)? I only cared about my own sorrow and my own venting, yet I forcefully tore open Su Mei wound without restraint.

I was at a loss. I felt like my entire body was getting hot and hot. Compared to the swelling and pain on my cheeks, I felt like my entire body was in pain.

"Su Mei, I'm sorry. I' m sorry for you. I don't know what I' m talking about. I'm sorry, I was really too sad just now, so I lost control of my emotions and said those things I should n' t have said. Sorry, I'm really sorry. "I know you came out with great difficulty. Whether it's An Qingze or (Paul), it's not easy. I'm sorry."

I kept apologizing and almost had no face to look up at her.

Su Mei's voice also calmed down. Then, she picked up my glass and took a mouthful of wine. I was stunned for a moment but did n' t stop her.

Then Su Mei raised his eyes to look at me, his eyes still moist." Qin Ke, don't feel like you' re at a loss. Just like you taught me back then, since it's fate's destiny, then accept it safely. You know, there are many times when fate's wrong. It's above everything else. Although it's unreasonable, it's just so decided. We couldn't change it, because once we forcefully demanded something, we would end up disappointed. Since that was the case, it would be better to be a little braver. Since he had to accept it, he shouldn't give up and not resist.

Didn't you tell me that only by walking down would you know what would happen in the future and what would happen in the future? You also know that all these decisions Qi Mu made were correct, and you also know that An Qingze treat you well. Your current family can not be destroyed. Losing is something we have to face in our lives. You can't never face losing. If he had to face it, he might as well be brave. Look at me. I lost everything, but I learned to live bravely.

Qin Ke, you can do it too. I know that you can be brave, but you can also be brave. It was too early to say anything about the rest of his life. We're just not young anymore, but that does n' t mean we're old. Old Go-Go was still not old, but it was all a matter of state of mind.

Apart from Qi Mu, there were many important things in your life. For example, An Qingze, Qi Mo and the crescent moon. "If you have to make a choice, can you just lose them?"

I wanted to close my eyes, but they felt uncomfortable. When I closed my eyes, my tears made me shiver. In the future, Yusheng's conclusion would be too early. I know I can't be brave now, but after a few days or tonight, I think I' ll still stand up and open my eyes to see the brilliance of this world.

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