Chapter 397 is just a habit
I sighed." Yes, I know. I'm too selfish and greedy. I wanted too much, and I already had enough. An Qingze treated me too well, but I did too little for An Qingze. Last night, I must have said a lot of things that I shouldn't have said, but in the morning, he did n' t say a single word to me. He definitely thought that I didn't remember at all. 1
Oh, and Su Mei, thank you for staying with me for so long last night. I didn't know what had happened yesterday, but I could n' t control my emotions. Actually, I should have known about it a long time ago. Qi Mu and Li Wenting should have had a result. Li Wenting for the sake of Qi Mu, she didn't even have a child. She did n' t say anything. With such a good girl by her side, it could be considered Qi Mu greatest happiness. "No matter how much we have, it's time to pass."
Su Mei laughed. That kind of laughter was quite natural, and it felt like it had transcended the past.
"I thought I'd have to explain it to you for a long time. Aiya, after all, we used to be real lovers. I thought that you' d have to suspect me this time. I told An Qingze everything I had before An Qingze had to misunderstand you. "But it seems like you have a conscience and a brain."
I also laughed." How did you know that I didn't think about this and did n' t doubt you?" "What if I used my brain to eliminate the possibility and let you go?"
The sun was shining brightly. I really liked to tease each other with Su Mei. This meant that our relationship was good. If it were two people who were not in line with each other, they would not have said such jokes. It was a good feeling to have a good friend. Sometimes, I really missed my childhood. Especially these years, when I had to carry everything on my own, I couldn't help but think back to the days when nothing had happened at home. At that time, my relationship with Qin Mi was really good. Let's not talk about it. We were the best companions to each other, even though we were sisters.
At that time, because our family was a wealthy family, we were always bullied by the people of the school. Qin Mi and I weren't very powerful girls back then. The coldness on the campus made our hearts stick together. But at that time, I wasn't nervous or afraid. I thought that I could have no friends. It would n' t matter for the rest of my life because I had Qin Mi and Qin Mi had me. That was enough.
Perhaps it was also because I had gotten used to such a relationship between thinking and determination since I was young. That was why when I went to England to study, I was still used to such a state. Su Mei and An Qingze always thought that the way I acted at that time was a kind of pride and nobility that everyone's young misses were born with. Perhaps I was really like this as well. My achievements were outstanding and my appearance was outstanding, so I looked down on all the heroes, so I could naturally walk with my chin raised all day.
But in reality, they didn't know that I was in such a state back then. In fact, it was just because of cowardice. It was because of the unfamiliarity that formed when I was young. I was already used to it. Qin Mi was my only friend, so I could have no friends or not. I would feel at ease if I continued living alone. In the end, when Qin Mi and I were no longer good sisters, my entire life lost the words of friends.
And now, I was really glad to find such a harmonious relationship and feeling with Su Mei.
I sincerely sighed." Actually, I think it's really good to have a friend like you."
Su Mei stopped laughing. After a moment of silence, he said," Qin Ke, I suddenly feel a little regretful. Why did I resent you for so many years for An Qingze?" However, when I was in school, you said that I was so proud. Even if it wasn't for An Qingze, I do n' t think we would be friends. "So, it's quite interesting now."
After talking to Su Mei for a while, I put down my phone and started thinking Qin Mi. Speaking of which, Qin Mi had always been in the sanatorium, and I hadn't been to see her for years. If he wasn't used to Qin Mi being away, it might have been a great pain in the past. However, when he was used to being away from Qin Mi, time began to exert its power. As a result, I began to forget the past. Whether it was active or passive, it had been a long time since I had tried my best to recall the story of my youth.
When I arrived at the sanatorium, the head nurse who was in charge of the nursing home told me a lot of things. Most likely, Qin Mi's mental state had improved a lot over the years. Most of the time, she could remember who she was and then became much quieter. There were fewer times when she went crazy.
I didn't ask her to bring me in. Instead, I chose to go in myself. For some reason, even though I was nervous, I still wanted to go in. It was a vague and complicated feeling.
I stood at the glass door and saw Qin Mi sitting at the table. It was obvious that she had already seen me. Although I had reserved a VIP room for her, because of the special nature of their patients' care and the fact that Qin Mi had the possibility of committing suicide, it was still necessary for the large glass to be transparent. But when I thought of my sister being watched over like an animal, I couldn't help but feel bitter and uncomfortable.
After Qin Mi saw me, my eyes did not leave. I opened the door and went in. The closer I got to her, the more I could clearly feel Qin Mi emotions.
I didn't know what was going to happen. I felt a little uneasy when I thought about the memory of her losing control and going crazy the last time I saw her. As a result, I subconsciously stopped and Qin Mi looked at me. Then, I spoke with a hint of sadness and excitement," Sister."
With that, my tears began to fall. I don't even know how long I have n' t heard her call me sister. In this world, there are many people who have called me Miss Ke and called me Sister Ke. Qin Ke Sister, ever since she had Lechuang, these things seem unavoidable. However, other than Qin Mi, my biological sister would never be called my sister like this again.
"Little Mi." After I said that, I didn't know what to say.
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