400: Chapter 400 can not be redeemed

Chapter 400 can not be redeemed

I touched Qin Mi hair and soft hair, which made her look as beautiful and pure as that little girl back then. Originally, she should have had a more peaceful and beautiful life, but when she graduated from college and met Qi Yu, her life had been completely overturned. 0

"Little Mi, do you know why Mom and Dad named you Qin Mi?" I said.

Qin Mi's eyes turned red and he was stunned for a long time before he said," Yes, I know. Qin Mi Qin Mi means being intimate and sweet. When my parents gave birth to me, they were already old, but their relationship was still as good and long as when they first met each other, so they named me Qin Mi. "It's a pity that I have let down my parents' expectations and wishes. My life is already like this and has been completely destroyed. How can there be any Qin Mi and sweetness?"

My heart froze and I couldn't help but blurt out," I know. It's all Qi Yu fault."

After saying this name, I immediately regretted it. I didn't want to mention it at all, but I could n' t hold back for a moment. I nervously looked at Qin Mi. As expected, the moment I mentioned Qi Yu, her face instantly turned pale. I said guiltily," Sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned that person's name. Let's not mention him, okay?"

Qin Mi nodded and endured it for a while. However, tears still fell. I felt even more regretful and uneasy. It was all my nonsense that caused Qin Mi to cry. I reached out to comfort her, but for a moment, I didn't know what to say. All I could think of was cursing at Qi Yu. If it hadn't been for the Qi Yu, our Qin Clan would n' t have been schemed against. It wouldn't have happened to our parents and Qin Mi would n' t have encountered so many painful things. I knew Qin Mi. She was such a simple little girl. Back then, if she was able to reach that level for Qi Yu, she would definitely lose her mind if she loved her.

Qin Mi looked into my eyes, filled with liquid, but he gritted his teeth and said with a bit of stubbornness," Sister, I'm sorry. I know that I should n' t have said that person right now. I also know that our family was destroyed by that person's scheme, but I still want to talk to you. Some words have been held in my heart for so many years. I know I' m wrong, but I can't help it. Even though my reason and my conscience are telling me what to do, what I ca n' t control is how I think. Sister, can you talk to me? "Otherwise, I'm afraid I' ll be driven crazy."

I sighed. I probably knew what Qin Mi wanted to say. What else could I say in the face of my pitiful and helpless sister? What else should I say? Apart from being a listener, I didn't know what else I could do for her.

"Yes, I'm your sister. I can say anything." I pulled Qin Mi and sat down on the sofa.

Qin Mi hesitated for a moment and said with a bitter face," If I said that I still loved him, wouldn't you want to forgive me?"

I smiled bitterly." I know you still love him. I knew from the first time I saw you." She was also in love with a person's feelings. Of course, I could understand the torture my sister had suffered in her heart. Sometimes, our reason could only determine what we should do. However, the desire in our heart was always to follow the soul and the heart, to follow the feeling, to follow all the things that people called irresistible. We were hopeless, but we could not be redeemed.

Qin Mi said painfully," Sis, I've missed him so much over the years. Even if I only saw him, I' m looking forward to it. You know, sometimes, I even thought that if he came to see me, I could do nothing and forget everything. As long as he said that he was willing to love me, I might forgive everything that happened in the past. Hur hur, although logically speaking, I knew that no matter what that person said right now, I could not forgive him. As the young miss of the Qin Clan, it was because I trusted him that I listened to his words and was deceived by him that I had reached this stage.

I know. As such a sinner of my entire family, I am not worthy of being forgiven. What right would I have to forgive him? But no matter how much I tried to convince him, no matter how much I tried to explain these principles to him, what use was there? In the end, I would still think that way. I still couldn't control myself thinking about him. I still thought about him in front of me without any backbone, and then I forgave him that day.

"Sis, isn't I laughable? I' m pathetic and lowly?"

Other than sighing, I don't know what else I can say. It's despicable, pitiful, pathetic, and laughable. As long as someone is infected with love, they will most likely be helpless. It's not just Qin Mi, Lin Anru, Lin Jia, and me. Which one of them is n' t like this?

Qin Mi tears were like uncontrollable springs of water," But even if I told myself like this, even if I accepted my fate and admitted defeat, he still didn't come. I wo n' t forgive him, but he didn't want to ask for my forgiveness. He had never come to see me, not even a single glance. "I realized that I'm really the most pathetic person in the world. I' m just like an idiot waiting for my own words."

I stayed with Qin Mi all the time. From afternoon to night, I didn't say a word. After the Qin Mi box was opened, she told all the thoughts and thoughts that had been buried in her heart for so many years. Of course, Qi Yu always occupied the center of the topic. Although Qin Mi was always crying, I could still feel her happiness and comfort. I could find an open mouth for my thoughts and let them go like a stream, which would make her feel much more comfortable. Qin Mi wasn't mature enough, she could n' t hold back these thoughts for the rest of her life. Therefore, she needed me and relied on me.

Actually, I didn't know what else I could do for Qin Mi. I could n' t find Qi Yu, nor would I support her and Qi Yu together. But I could listen, and I could let my sister throw all of her most painful and deepest memories onto me. This was the only thing I could do for her.

For some reason, I suddenly remembered that many years ago, when we were still in high school, we were used to sharing all our secrets.

At that time, Qin Mi liked a boy. When she told me about that boy, her eyes were shining.

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