Chapter 402 Testing
I lowered my head and said to the crescent moon with tears in my eyes," Auntie will return to our old mansion first. Auntie will stay there for now. When you don't have class on the weekend, I' ll take you to see her." 1
Yue Yue'er naturally did n' t suspect her. She flipped through her bag and went to do her homework. However, she was Qi Mo. She looked so clear that she was shocked. He was indeed his own son. However, as he grew older, I realized that I couldn't see through his thoughts. I couldn't help but wonder what kind of medicine Qi Mu had given him. He looked too good. He clearly did n' t live together, but his personality became more and more like him.
Back then, Qin Mi had happened quite a long time before Qi Mo was born. I didn't intend to recall the terrible and painful past. Therefore, after Qi Mo was born, I thought I had never mentioned it before. I rarely even mentioned it to An Qingze, let alone being known by them. However, I wasn't sure. I did n' t know why Qi Mo looked like that. On my face, there was a hint of sarcasm and emotion. It was as if he had really seen through something. I was very uneasy.
I didn't want to Qin Mi such a woman in the eyes of my child. The incident back then, no matter how terrible it was, it was still the past. Moreover, Qin Mi was always my only biological sister. In addition, this time, Qin Mi was already very sad. I was really afraid. If the next time I brought the children to see her, Qin Mi could tell that Qi Mo reaction would definitely hurt her heart.
Thinking of this possibility, I grabbed Qi Mo who was about to go upstairs in fear." Xiao Mo, wait a moment." I stared into his eyes. I had to make sure.
"Do you know Auntie?" "Mommy remembers that this is the first time I've told you about an auntie." I smiled as naturally as I could. He looked at Qi Mo tentatively, trying to find out the truth through the slightest reaction that might have been discovered by me.
Qi Mo looked at me for a while before saying indifferently," I don't know."
I had already figured out what to say, but when Qi Mo directly rejected my guess, I was stunned and didn't know what to say.
"Well, actually..." I tried to say something, but Qi Mo frowned and said straightforwardly," I still have a match to play. I still have a lot of homework to do. I'm about to take the mid-term exam. I' m quite busy. I'm going back to my room first."
I stopped there and swallowed my words. I could only helplessly watch Qi Mo go upstairs. Sometimes I really felt like I couldn't understand Qi Mo. It was clearly the life he had born in October. He was very busy and had his own thoughts. He was like a very free soul, not in my control at all. I could vaguely remember that when I was separated from Qi Mu, I had no idea that it was the first time I saw a son when he was alive. The cute little boy stared at the little crescent moon beside me with jealousy. He opened his mouth and hugged my legs tightly. He said that I was his mother. At that time, the Qi Mo was really cute. His big eyes were full of pure and stubbornness.
Over the years, Qi Mo had clearly been by my side. Could it be that he had become like this because he lacked his father's company? Or Lin Anru the few years he had been trapped, more things that I didn't know had completely changed him? I didn't know, but I could only accept the Qi Mo in front of me and by my side. He was my son and the only person in this world who had the same bloodline as me and Qi Mu. When Qi Mu and I could never be together, I realized that he was the only remaining connection between us. My heart ached violently.
I don't know what I gave Qi Mo, or rather, I do n' t know if I didn't give him anything. However, I really didn't know what to do. I covered my mouth and watched Qi Mo disappear at the end of the corridor. I felt like I owed my son too much. I'm not sure how much I can make up for.
I couldn't give Qi Mu anything, nor could I give Qi Mo anything. Family Qi, was it really a demonic barrier? He couldn't escape, he could n' t forget. The carrier of pain was something that he was destined to never forget.
I closed my eyes and took several deep breaths to calm my emotions. He lowered his head again and looked at the note Qin Mi left for me. After all these years, I thought that the wound that had disappeared had become clear again because of the reappearance of Qin Mi.
I used my fingers, line by line, word by word, to caress the handwriting, as if I could see Qin Mi tear-stained face. She was still the same as before, but she was just like a girl who had been wronged and liked to cry quietly and feel uncomfortable. She was clearly not strong enough, but she still chose to leave and leave on her own. I couldn't even imagine what kind of mood she was Qin Mi to write these words and leave them behind.
My heart suddenly felt very sad because Qi Mo, because of Qin Mi, everything that had happened in the past seemed to be moving in front of my eyes like a shadow. I held onto the paper tightly, and the paper was folded up. It was like the heart that was tightly folded up. The pain mixed with the past, and it was lingering bit by bit.
I knew that Qin Mi was already regretting what had happened in the past. Even though I had told her over and over again, it had already passed. I didn't care anymore. However, I knew that Qin Mi didn't feel like it was over. It was impossible for him to do so. The people she loved, the people she cheated, the people she suffered, might never be forgotten. Some of the wounds would not be easily wiped out, and they would not even reduce the level of apathy. Instead, they would be refined by time, causing more and more pain.
My heart ached. I didn't know what I could do for Qin Mi. I really felt sorry for her. After all these years, I only knew that it wasn't easy for me to live. However, after thinking about it, the Qin Mi of being alone in the sanatorium was probably the most painful one.
Anyway, I didn't feel at ease with her. I thought I' d go see her when I was free, and I still wanted to convince her to come back and live together. After all, Qi Yu that person still existed, I could easily feel it. Qin Mi was still obsessed with Qi Yu. If Qin Mi saw Qi Yu again, I would never have imagined what would happen.
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