406: Chapter 406 What else can I lose

Chapter 406 What else can I lose

His forehead was in pain as he crawled down from his forehead. I wanted to go down. If I went down, I thought it would reach my heart. If it wasn't in the bottom of his heart, it would be good. Those things that were originally sour seemed to have been covered by this kind of pain. This was also good. This kind of dull pain would always be much better than the pain in my heart. I like the pain related to my body, and compared to it, I hate the pain in my soul even more. 0

I buried my head in my knees. Even if it was only for a moment, in my home, this place that should be warm, I hope everything will be buried at this moment. Even if it was just a matter of a moment, I wouldn't think about it. Even if it was just a matter of a moment, I would n' t think about it. Could it be that none of this had happened? Could it be that everything would quiet down and everything would be forgotten? Everything would proceed according to the way and path she wanted.

It was as if I had been back many years ago, lying in the hospital, my head feeling dizzy. At that time, I was having nightmares, and the person I called was my mother. But that day, when his mother was gone, the doctor told me that his mother would leave forever. When my mother was still there, my feelings would be different. But when my mother wasn't around, there was an inexplicable feeling that I could n' t even see where I came from and felt hopeless.

My mother was gone. At that time, I was still pregnant with Qi Mo. At that time, no matter how much pain and helplessness I felt, I still believed it. At least, I still had my child. The reason why I was able to stay strong was that I was also a mother. I could also become stronger, and I had to become stronger. This was the only way I could protect my child.

But now, my child, he had said that he didn't need me to care about him. My heart had already turned cold. After all these years, I lost my mother and my way back. Now, I couldn't figure out what I had left. I, what else could I lose?

"What's wrong?" A very gentle voice interrupted my thoughts and the desperate web in Haiti.

I raised my head and didn't even have time to wipe away the tears on my face. In the light, I stared hopelessly at the An Qingze that appeared in front of me.

"An Qingze." I called his name. Was that the only thing I had left? Tears began to accumulate in their eyes again. It seemed like this was the case for people. They would shed tears in the midst of great sorrow, and they would still shed tears in the midst of great warmth.

An Qingze looked at me for a while, then sighed and walked towards me step by step. Before I could react, he bent over and hugged me. I cried out in alarm. When my body rose from the sky, a burst of panic flashed through my heart.

"What are you doing?"

Just as I asked, An Qingze kiss landed on my lips, blocking all my words. The damp feeling, with a fiery feeling, dyed the entire feeling. I looked at the man in front of me in a daze. His gaze was very gentle and tolerant. The huge whirlpool of emotions seemed to be colliding with my body. I didn't have any intention of pushing him away. That was all the warmth I had left. If there was no An Qingze, if there was no warmth from him, I would still be alone. I didn't know how I could do it, as if all my hope and reliance were just that. There was a saying that I tried to be free and easy, but all I got was pain.

Who didn't want to live more freely? So did I. Of course I've worked hard. However, in reality, it was just like this, mercilessly slapping your mouth. No matter how thick his skin was, there would still be a day when he was beaten red and blood was drawn out. What I had to admit was that I needed An Qingze. I relied on An Qingze, or rather, the current me was already inseparable from An Qingze.

The reason why hard work became stronger was because he didn't want to spend his life like this. I used to think so confidently. Qi Mo said that if I didn't want to become a person like me, how could I have thought about it? In the past, even a few years ago, I had thought that I didn't want to live like that. I wanted to be even more exciting. If he wanted revenge, he wanted to take everything that those people had taken from me. He wanted me back one by one.

But when the reality hit me in the face, I realized my helplessness and helplessness. I leaned against An Qingze chest, feeling like I didn't even need to spend half a minute walking, giving me a great sense of comfort. I felt the warmth An Qingze gave me and thought that it would be nice to live just like that.

"I'm very sad. Qi Mo said, he does n' t need my attention. "I feel like I have failed. Am I a mother who has failed? Am I especially useless?" I sobbed and spoke in An Qingze arms.

I like his kiss, his moisture tolerance, and the kind of thing that doesn't require a person to face in the dark.

"Ke'er, do n' t be afraid. You still have me. "No matter what happens, I will still be here today, tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow."

An Qingze kiss landed on my forehead like a breeze. The kiss that didn't carry any lust gave me an inexplicable encouragement. I closed my eyes as if it was good to believe it like this. As long as there was An Qingze, everything in the past and the future would have a more peaceful ending.

That day, we slept together. I knew An Qingze might want to do something, but he didn't do it in the end. Just as he was lying there, his hand grabbed my hand. All night long. That night, there was no nightmare. He didn't know what would happen in the future, but at least for now, I still had An Qingze. I knew he wouldn't give up on me, so I could be even braver.

In the morning, when I An Qingze up, I immediately woke up. He narrowed his eyes and looked at this handsome man in the sunlight. He was clearly in his thirties, but his neck was fair and fair, but he was still like a young man with a strong temptation.

"An Qingze, I'm sorry." I couldn't help but speak.

An Qingze turned around to look at me and was stunned for two seconds before smiling in understanding.

I said," I know you're worried about me. You' re worried about the crescent moon and Qi Mo. I know you quarreled with me because of our safety problems. I'm sorry, I really do n' t want to argue with you. I didn't mean to. I just ca n' t give up on my sister. "I don't believe in Qi Yu, nor do I want to bet on the safety of my children. I just ca n' t give up on my sister."

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