419: Chapter 419 Death is the simplest thing

Chapter 419 Death is the simplest thing

I turned around and took a look at An Qingze. I felt that Qin Mi topic was not suitable for talking about in front of An Qingze. He looked at him and said something. He took the phone and walked to my office. After I entered, I said confidently," I just returned to my office. Alright, you can continue." 0

Qin Mi chuckled and said," Sis, you're really thoughtful. Actually, I was nervous for a long time that day and felt that I was especially funny because Qi Yu looked really calm and peaceful. Elder sister, did you know that I was thinking back then? Hehe, I'm really a fool. He probably did n' t have anything to do with me. I don't remember anything, but I care about it all by myself for so many years. "What kind of feeling is that? If I want to come back now, well, I'll describe it. I feel like I' m very conflicted about something that I care about. After all these years in my heart, I suddenly feel like I've been empty for an instant."

I sighed." I understand." I've also felt this feeling. Back then, I had misunderstood Qi Mu many times. I' ve also felt this deeply. It was an inconspicuous injury. It didn't seem like a real knife or a real gun. It was like a sinister soft knife that stabbed into my heart. I could only say that the pain was still fresh in my memory.

Qin Mi continued," Qi Yu him, it really surprised me. My hand was already on the phone. I thought I needed to call you immediately, and I thought I might not have enough time to resist. Sister, you know that I'm not afraid of death or torture anymore. I' m not even afraid of what Qi Yu will do to me anymore. Sometimes, I feel that I've experienced too much in my life, and then at some point, you really have a feeling that nothing matters anymore. I think I'm just like that. So, at that moment, all I thought of and worried about was that I was afraid that I would drag you down and my brother-in-law. I was afraid Qi Yu would capture me and threaten you with me. I don't want to be such an existence. I' m sorry about what happened in the past. I really don't want to cause trouble for my sister and brother-in-law.

But that day, Qi Yu didn't do anything to me. He looked at me, and I even thought that I was wrong because I saw gentleness in those beautiful eyes. Sister, do you think I'm especially stupid? How could I say something so shameless without knowing myself? I saw gentleness. Now that he thought about it, he still felt that he was ridiculous. But that day, Qi Yu just looked at me like that and asked me what had happened after all these years. Then, he left with his own words.

Sister, I'm sorry. I did n' t tell you immediately. Later, his brother-in-law told me to guard against Qi Yu and his brother-in-law was so powerful. Qi Yu had already known about it since he was here. He immediately warned me and gave me this phone to keep in touch. Then, Qi Yu came the next day. He asked me if I wanted to go with him. Hehe, big sister, I really have to admit that I'm wavering. I want to say that I' m willing. But I knew that if he told me to leave, he would only use me to threaten you. "That's why I said I did n' t want to. I've even figured it out. If he forces me, I' ll die and not be your burden."

I frowned and interrupted her," What nonsense are you talking about? You're not going to die!" "It's so easy to die. It's only hard to live."

Qin Mi smiled and said," Alright, Sis, I'm talking nonsense. I know I' m wrong."

I sighed. I didn't even know whether it was a good thing or a bad thing for Qin Mi to think so. I suddenly had a panic. From the bottom of my heart, it slowly seeped out bit by bit. I felt like I couldn't catch Qin Mi. I don't know what this child was thinking. Even if she said it right now, I still felt like there was no place to go. I'm really afraid. I' m afraid that one day I won't be able to see Qin Mi. I' m afraid that one day, Qin Mi will definitely do something stupid that I can't control.

Qin Mi now, it seemed like she could give up everything. She had rejected Qi Yu, but this matter didn't make me so happy and relieved. If it had been in the past, she wouldn't have been able to say these words. But now that Qin Mi had said them directly, I felt that I suddenly felt like I did n' t know Qin Mi. I couldn't guess her feelings, so I felt that I could n' t be confident enough to protect her. I would rather Qin Mi be the silly and persistent girl from before.

I've seen Su Mei calm before. I really do n' t want Qin Mi to become like this because I know very well that this isn't pure wisdom at all. Instead, it's despair and despair after experiencing great pain. As for the one who had given up on his life, he would not cherish his life.

Thinking of this, I said to Qin Mi in fear," Little Mi, you promised your sister that you can't do stupid things. You ca n' t do anything at any time. Do you hear me? "You have to know that you are my only sister. If you have something to do, how can you make your sister face Mommy and Daddy?"

Qin Mi paused for a long time and said with a sobbing tone," Then, what if you Qi Yu him and use me to threaten you?" Sister, do you really think that would be good? "I don't want to drag you down anymore. Back then, I almost killed your Xiao Mo."

I quickly said," Stop talking nonsense. It wasn't your fault that happened back then. You have already paid the greatest price. There was no need to talk about what had happened back then. If there was any burden, there wouldn't be any burden. As long as you agreed to your sister, you would n' t give up on yourself no matter what. "If there's anything that we can deal with together, there will always be solutions. Do you understand?"

Qin Mi didn't answer me, my heart became even more uncomfortable. I knew that Qin Mi must be suffering terribly. I temporarily put down my phone and realized that Qin Mi was safe, so I temporarily calmed down. Sitting at the office table, he was no longer in the mood to work properly. Looking out of the window, there were signs of dusk approaching. An Qingze didn't have lunch like me, so I do n' t know if I'm hungry or not.

When I thought about how I had just been in the meeting room and how I was so angry at An Qingze delivery, I felt extremely guilty. An Qingze actually hid this matter from me long ago and handled it properly. When I was at home, I was still arguing with him so straightforwardly. I didn't know if An Qingze heard what I said and entered my heart. Would n' t it be extremely sad?

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