Chapter 420 Sadness
An Qingze, that's good, but I always did something wrong. I suddenly realized that the person who was always childish and emotionally controlled was clearly me. An Qingze silently handled everything, but still allowed me to vent my doubts and distrust. No wonder he always asked me if I really trusted him. Can I trust him once more? 0
I held my hand on my head and felt extremely frustrated. Sometimes, I really didn't know how to get along with An Qingze. He clearly knew that he was sad, but he would always hurt his heart when things happened. An Qingze protected me as always, and as always, I was responsible for all the results that I should be responsible for. But me? I realized that there were so few things I could do for him. Every time I met An Qingze gaze, he seemed to be telling me that as long as I stayed, it would be enough to stay by his side. I really didn't know what else to do.
Sometimes, I also wanted to persuade myself. Why don't I just obediently listen to me? It's good for me, An Qingze, crescent moon and Qi Mo. However, in reality, this incident also showed that An Qingze didn't really care about it. On the contrary, he cared a lot. He just didn't say anything and made me unhappy. Since I knew, how could I be at ease and enjoy his good fortune? After all, it was all his effort. His retreat, his silent silence, had piled up my peace.
Just as I was thinking about it, my phone rang. I took a look. Although I didn't save this number, I could n' t forget the number, Qi Mu.
My fingers trembled slightly, and my forehead ached.
"Are you busy?" Qi Mu probing tone made my heart sour.
I resisted the urge to cry and pretended to be relaxed." No, it's just over. I was going to visit you."
I stood up after saying that. As I walked, I heard the Qi Mu laugh." Are you here now?"
I also smiled." That's right. Did n' t you just signal me that you should come and see your savior?"
When I finished speaking, I saw a An Qingze coming from the corridor. I awkwardly said to Qi Mu," Alright, I'll hang up first. I' ll be there in a while."
Then I put down my phone and watched An Qingze walk over.
"To the infirmary?" An Qingze asked me directly.
I was shocked and nodded. I subconsciously wiped my hair, not knowing what to say.
An Qingze looked at me and curled the corners of his mouth. Then, he held my hand and said," Let's go together."
I was surprised as I allowed him to pull my hand forward and walk through the corridor. I turned my head to look at An Qingze. It was already late in the sun. The afterglow spread on An Qingze face through the huge glass window. It was bright and beautiful, and it carried curve. I narrowed my eyes and a feeling of emotion spread in my heart. I suddenly stopped in my tracks. An Qingze followed me and turned to look at me." What's wrong? Do n' t you want to go, or do you want me to go with you?"
I knew what he meant and suddenly felt a little sad." An Qingze, do you feel sad? What if I said yes? What if I said I wanted to see Qi Mu alone? If I said that I wanted to spend some time alone with Qi Mu, wouldn't you be sad? "If you're sad, will you tell me?"
An Qingze looked at me quietly. He stood there, his back facing the distance of the sun and the shadows. We were face to face in silence. Time spread in the air, with a unique aura of disappearance. I pursed my lips and didn't say a word. I wanted to give up. I was so dejected that I wanted to lower my head, but An Qingze said," Yes, I will. I will be sad."
I stared at him blankly. A light suddenly flashed in An Qingze eyes. It was a light that could crush the hearts of people in the darkness. With a gentle angle, it was heartbreaking.
"Ke'er, of course I will be very sad. But to me, my sadness is more important than yours. "If I had to choose, I would not hesitate to hide it with my own sadness. It wouldn't be too difficult to trade it for you."
I was stunned. It took me a long time to recover my voice and asked with a trembling voice," Is it worth it?"
The corner of An Qingze's mouth curled up." It's worth it."
This time, I didn't hesitate at all. I really did n' t think for a second or a half. My heart, red and hot, that kind of beautiful and determined emotion, instantly occupied every corner of my entire heart. I didn't let go of a single detail. I wanted to run, scream, and say something, but on the edge of the most intense emotions, it was like the end of a century. I felt very alienated. I realized that I could n' t do anything at all. As a matter of fact, I was standing in the corridor of the company. Next to me was a huge floor-to-ceiling glass window. The setting sun outside the window slowly changed its angle. In front of me, An Qingze beautiful face was just like the past. Even though I could see in my eyes all the joys and sorrows of our time.
I grabbed his hand again, but we didn't say a word and walked towards the infirmary. However, my heart became clearer. I thought it was only natural for me to look at Qi Mu with such feelings.
When I reached the door, I pushed it open. Qi Mu saw An Qingze and I come in together, I didn't look surprised. I calmed down and walked over." Is it better?"
Qi Mu shrugged and raised his eyebrows." I can't die."
I looked at a cup of hot water on the table and asked," Is Li Wenting here?"
Qi Mu smiled." Yes, she went to buy me dinner. She should be back soon."
Before he could finish speaking, the door was pushed open again. Li Wenting saw me and An Qingze, the smile on his face quietly fell. Then, he put down the bento in his hand and said to me," Qin Ke, can we have a chat?"
I was stunned for a moment and looked at An Qingze. His eyes were filled with understanding and support. I calmed down and felt that my heart was getting better. I nodded and followed Li Wenting out.
After leaving the green belt that was a little far away from the corridor, Li Wenting stopped. I looked at her closely and found that she didn't look the same as when she was working in Lechuang. Li Wenting used to be an absolute B-list female celebrity. She would definitely put on exquisite makeup when she went out, and most of her clothes were avant-garde and sexy.
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