Chapter 423 is very worried about Uncle An
To my surprise, Qi Mo coughed lightly and continued," Well, and I think Uncle An is very good. "He's very nice to you. Also, maybe you and Uncle An have a relationship." 1
My heart froze. I couldn't believe that this was what my cold and cool son Qi Mo said. But at the same time, there was an undeniable feeling in his heart. He felt very warm.
I stared into Qi Mo eyes and asked," Looks like you're really worried about Uncle An."
Qi Mo didn't dodge my gaze this time. He looked straight at me for a while before saying," Yes, I' m worried about him." Actually, I knew that he was very good to you and to me. However, I couldn't ignore Dad. "I don't think anyone in the world will care about his feelings anymore, so I ca n' t bear to live here alone."
I was stunned. The next second, my entire heart was in intense pain. I never thought that my son, Xiao Mo, would actually think this way. In his heart, there was such a profound meaning hidden in it. All of this was well hidden in his calm and calm, surpassing the calm of his peers. He had never mentioned it to me, so I never knew that he had experienced so many tortures and complicated struggles in his heart.
But I could understand. As long as he said that, I would immediately understand. I was in the same pain as him, and I was in the same complicated struggle as him.
"It's not like that, Xiao Mo. In this world, you are not the only one who cares about him. I also care about him. "I care about his feelings. I don't want you to think that Mommy does n' t have your father in her heart. It's not like that!"
When I said that, Qi Mo just looked at me and didn't say anything. His silence reflected his disbelief and disapproval. I smiled bitterly and continued," I know. You probably think that I didn't want to be with your father because I did n' t love him anymore. "Actually, it's not because we do n' t love each other, it's not because we do n' t care. It's because there are other things that parents care about and other people that they love."
Qi Mo looked at me with a hint of sadness in his eyes. Even though it was sad, it was still a good thing that his age should be the same.
"Yes, Uncle An?" Qi Mo asked me.
I was stunned for a moment, but I didn't know if I should shake my head or nod. I subconsciously glanced at An Qingze who was still unconscious. When he was so weak and fragile, I could n' t say anything about him being the person I cared about. Moreover, if I really said it, it would only be another round of self-deception. After all, how could I not care about An Qingze?
Qi Mo those good-looking eyes stared at me. I hesitated for a moment before I spoke again," It's not that I gave up because I love someone more. It's just that I love someone the same. I can't help but care about it. I ca n' t help but go to Gu Xijiu."
Qi Mo frowned. It was the same as almost touching Qi Mu, shrinking the Qi Mu. They were becoming more and more alike, especially now that the Qi Mo was growing up. That was not just a small gap in appearance that could be covered up. It was as if it was copied from the bones. It really shocked me.
Of course, apart from the shock, there was an unavoidable pain that could not be hidden. I would occasionally turn my head, but when I met Qi Mo gaze, I could feel the pain and unease in my heart. Sometimes, I would deliberately avoid the impact of that feeling, but sometimes, I was reluctant to part with it because this seemed to be the only chance that I could indulge in the time related to Qi Mu, so I allowed myself to stop in the impact and stimulation he gave me. The pain caused by this did not decrease at all, but at the same time, there seemed to be a long and unforgettable emotion flowing in the air I imagined.
This child was the most precious treasure between us. His existence had already reminded me of the people I loved and the people I loved. The reason why those unforgettable years had not disappeared was Qi Mo one of the strongest incentives that could not resist.
"You love Uncle An even more." Qi Mo said in disappointment.
I sighed." No."
Qi Mo didn't rush to say anything. He looked at me and waited for my answer.
"I don't like it more, but there's no one who doesn't care." I felt depressed. Xiao Mo, you're really young. Perhaps you think you' re much more mature than your peers. I admit that you're really mature. However, Xiao Mo, there were many things that only after you had experienced them and been tortured, and then you were pushed by fate to make choices and decisions again and again, you could understand deeply what it meant to be forced, what it meant to be unable to choose, and what it meant to be forced to do. Your father and I were both people who had experienced these things. We also made decisions and choices. Xiao Mo No matter what choices and decisions we make, no matter whether you can understand it or not, as long as you know that you will always belong to the category we care about, it will be enough."
Qi Mo looked at me silently for about two minutes before turning to look at the An Qingze on the bed. I looked at An Qingze Qi Mo, and it was quiet. This kind of silence made me believe that we could also become a family. The peace of time did not lie in the possibility that fate had given sufficient conditions. Perhaps, it was more because the people's hearts were stable and powerful. The so-called true calm had never been settled in the present or drifting with the current. Instead, it had been a choice after using all its strength. As long as that kind of peace was true peace, true peace, and long-term stability.
An Qingze continued to sleep in a coma. Even so, the doctor said that he was out of danger. This was just a sign of weakness. I didn't completely relax, but I still asked Qi Mo and Yueyue to go to school.
Because he was living in a family ward. Although it was expensive, it was still within the limits we could afford. The advantages of the family ward were many and almost everything was available. I refused to take care of them and didn't like many people, especially strangers.
Since I had been lying down for a few days, my wound could probably shake slightly. I gave An Qingze water to wipe my body. The room was very quiet. It was just the two of us. All the medical measures were completed today. The sun outside the window gradually dimmed, and I really liked this dim and unpredictable sky.
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