Chapter 425 Hybrids
I spread out my hands, relaxed my body, and leaned against the window sill in the corridor. Ye Feng felt a little chilly, but fortunately, when I came out, I wasn't wearing thin clothes. On the other hand, Su Mei was a set of sportswear all over her body. She did not know whether it was cold or not. 0
"I found out that I was pregnant." Su Mei said indifferently.
I remained rooted to the spot. Su Mei had once had a child, that was a An Qingze child. However, this child had lost his child when Su Mei saw me chatting with An Qingze at the entrance of the villa. During that time, Su Mei even broke her leg. Fortunately, she recovered. But I always knew that to Su Mei, that matter was a huge and indelible shadow.
Later on, it was (Paul). However,(Paul) had been dead for so long. If Su Mei were to get pregnant, his stomach would have grown bigger. As I looked at Su Mei still flat and tight abdomen, I was extremely puzzled. Not to mention that she didn't seem to be pregnant at all, even if she really had a child, it would only be four months at most. But it was impossible to calculate the time.
Before I could recover from my shock, I thought of everything in my head. Su Mei smiled and said calmly," Well, this child isn't (Paul). Otherwise, I' m afraid we'll all be born. Besides,(Paul) and I had never done such a thing before. Even though he wasn't a virgin,(Paul) agreed with me that he could only do that after getting married. Was n' t that ridiculous? Actually, when I thought about it, I felt a lot of regret. If I couldn't make such a ridiculous promise, perhaps I would really be pregnant with (Paul) child. Because they were going to get married anyway, we didn't plan on contraception at all. We had a plan to have a child.
Hur hur, at that time, the two of us were lying on the bed and did nothing. It was ridiculous to think about it now. We just lay down and talked. We were wondering if we could have a child in the future. Yeah, we've always wanted to have a child. So, Qin Ke, look, I've been thinking for a long time. This seems to be something I can do for (Paul)."
Su Mei looked at me and smiled." Look, the child in my stomach is a mixed-race child." I took it as if I had fulfilled my and (Paul) wish. I hope my (Paul) will see it and then give me a dream. After that, I rarely even dream of him. "How regretful I am now. At that time, why didn't I hold onto his hand tightly and not separate for a moment? If that's the case, even if I die, I won't be able to separate us."
I grabbed Su Mei hand and said," Su Mei, it's very simple to die. Being able to live bravely and well is the most real and valuable thing."
Su Mei nodded. Although tears were falling down, the smile on my face did not change. I saw the light in Su Mei eyes, and my heart was also filled with emotion and passion.
"I know. Don't worry about me seeking death. If I had the courage, I would n' t have been alive long ago. Right now, I just wanted to protect the beautiful past between me and (Paul). I wanted to remember it and remember it again and again. What I said to (Paul), until the moment we first met, I didn't want to let it go.
I went to the sperm supply agency and specially asked for the sperm of an Englishman. Hehe, because when I saw his experience, I also mentioned the channel where I met (Paul). Did you know Qin Ke when I saw that person's photo, I seemed to have seen my (Paul) again. Now, I could finally speak freely.(Paul), my (Paul), my husband. So, I'll have our children. I' ll definitely work hard to get closer. "I will use my eyes instead of (Paul). Look at this world. I will never give up the connection and fate between me and him."
When I looked at Su Mei, the passion in her eyes really infected me. It was a kind of emotion that could be released for the sake of some kind of conviction and love. Therefore, she could give up her life's impulse without hesitation.
I held Su Mei hand tightly. I like the passion and desire for love that came from her hand. Some things, some people, some emotions, and some memories. Although they could only be destined to be commemorations, all of this did not affect them at all. This was the power of a person's mind. It could not be real, but it could be infinitely powerful.
"Are you planning to give birth to this child and raise him yourself?" I looked at Su Mei abdomen again. Even though Su Mei said so much, I still couldn't believe it. Her stomach said that if she had a child, she would have a child. Moreover, she was a hybrid.
A light flashed in Su Mei eyes and her tone became extremely gentle." Yes, of course. I want him, so I plan to give birth to him and love him well. "I will give him everything I can."
I was silent for a while. Although Qi Mo wasn't something I had brought with me since I was young, the crescent moon was indeed something I had brought with me since I was a baby. Therefore, I really understood how hard it was for a mother. At that time, if An Qingze weren't there, I would n' t have brought up the crescent moon. At least, now that I remembered it, that was indeed the case.
I said to Su Mei in a complicated mood," Su Mei, I know you still have money on you, but with a child, it's different. You' ve never been a mother, and I don't know that raising a child is a huge expense. It's not just money, but energy. It really wasn't easy to bring up a child alone. Did you think of this? "When the little guy was born, he wasn't a purely natural little angel. In the beginning, he was simply a little demon. He would always cry and cry. You do n' t know how to treat him."
Su Mei looked at me and said," I'm still writing for the newspaper office. I have income, so I' m not afraid of taking the risk. "Although I can't compare to you, I think it's enough to raise me and my child."
I sighed." It's not as simple as you think. You still have time to write a script. What about when you have a child?" First of all, it was impossible for you to write when you were sitting on the moon. Who would take care of you when you were sitting on the moon? Also, when you were in the moon, it was impossible for you to take care of your baby. Su Mei, if you want to think about it, I still think it's better for you to start your new life. "It's really not a good idea to decide to bring a child with you."
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