426: Chapter 426: We deserve a better life

Chapter 426: We deserve a better life

I tried my best to convince Su Mei. Su Mei was very confident. She had always been an excellent and confident woman, but Su Mei didn't know what it meant to bring a child with her. Many things were n' t as simple as she thought. It was impossible for me to enumerate these difficulties one by one. Many things would have to be experienced before you could understand them. There was no other way. However, I still didn't want to see Su Mei who would n' t know what to do when the time came. The child was still young and still in his mother's stomach. It was n' t yet formed. If he stopped in time, it might be too late. 0

Actually, I really hope that Su Mei can find another person in love and experience a truly happy life. Not to mention the troubles of having a child in the future, if there was a child, it meant that Su Mei basically decided to give up the chance to love once more. However, Su Mei was still very young and did not have the age to give up the chance to love. I don't want to see Su Mei like this. I do n' t think this is the future of life and happiness that Su Mei really want.

I could understand Su Mei obsession with (Paul), whether it was love or guilt. But the deceased had already passed away. The only thing that could survive was to live well. I would rather Su Mei continue to say to me and work hard to guard against Qi Yu and other things. I didn't want to Su Mei now to have a child and cherish the memory of my life.

Su Mei looked at me and smiled faintly." So, look, this is why I came to look for you. I know it's not easy to raise a child, so I came to beg you. Qin Ke, can you help me? In this world, there was no one who had anything to do with me. Actually, I felt that it was laughable and pathetic. The only person I could beg was you. "Back then, I was desperately trying to hurt you and take An Qingze away. But now, I'm afraid that only you are willing to help me."

When I looked at Su Mei, the fragile tears in her eyes made it impossible for me to say anything.

I sighed." How do you want me to help you? I can give you financial support. We're not too poor to help friends, but I ca n' t help you raise a child." "I have two children myself. No matter what, An Qingze won't agree."

Su Mei smiled and said," No, how could I ask you to raise a child for me? I'm just talking about financial support. Just borrow my money and I' ll give it back to you." Also, when I give birth, can you accompany me? I was scared, but please don't try to persuade me. I' ve really decided. I know you're doing it for my good. The only person who can persuade me this way is you Qin Ke. But I had to do this. Just like, if I placed it on you, if one day An Qingze and Qi Mu were gone, would you casually look for someone else? I know you can't do it either, right? In that case, why force me?

Qin Ke you know? To me, no matter how bitter it was to bring a child, how bitter it was to have a body, or how bitter it would be in the future, I'm afraid that I would have to put down the pain in my heart. "Even though I'm already saturated with my heart, I still have to try my best to get someone inside. I really ca n' t do it."

I looked at Su Mei in silence. That's right, when all the words she said were true to me, I could n' t do it either. The wounds on his body were always better than the tears on his soul.

I smiled bitterly and looked up." Alright, I understand. I won't advise you anymore." "If you want my help or something, of course I will do my best. We are friends."

The corner of Su Mei's mouth curled up, and the tears in my eyes gradually began to enshrine. I suddenly could n' t control myself and hugged her. Su Mei was so thin. Even if she was pregnant, she was still so thin. Her shoulders were very narrow, but her back was always straight. If I had to use something to describe her, then Su Mei must be bamboo. Many times later, when I vaguely recalled how Su Mei carefully followed An Qingze back in school, I could always think of this. She was obviously young, but also proud and stubborn. In fact, she had always been strong and courageous. Therefore, it was a Lin Anru ending.

"Alright, you have to do this before you can feel at ease. Then go and do it." "No matter what the matter is, whenever you want to come to me, you have to tell me your due date. After all, I'm here. I have a lot of experience." I instructed Su Mei to pat her well-defined back.

When Su Mei left, I stood at the end of the corridor and watched her leave. Su Mei insisted that I did not send her down. As I watched her figure disappear, I thought, such a good girl should have a more peaceful and beautiful life. However, life was so quiet and stubborn. If there was no stubbornness towards An Qingze back then, there wouldn't have been a disaster. If it had n' t been for the trip, there wouldn't have been a (Paul). Everything was like a joke that fate had deliberately made. Cheng Xin watched the world's ingenious and sorrowful joys and sorrows.

Fate was like a willful child, looking at us in pain and tearing our hearts apart. As for it, it quietly maintained the appearance of a smile and stood in a distant place, looking at us. It was neither sad nor happy, but its calm and cruelness hurt us. We should have a more peaceful life. I also believe that both Su Mei and I are worth it.

Sometimes, I couldn't help but think that if Su Mei were with An Qingze, Qi Mu and Li Wenting would have met before, or if I had n' t gone to seek revenge, Qi Mu would have gotten married to Lin Anru in a reasonable manner, continuing their tradition of Family Lin and Family Qi. Could the matter be much simpler? Was it because of my willful intrusion into their world? Was it because I was actually a chess piece that the mastermind of fate had quietly landed?

But even if I thought so, so what? I wouldn't be willing either. If I had lost everything many years ago, I would n' t be willing. I hate Family Qi, I hate Family Lin, and I hate everyone who makes me suffer the ridicule of fate. I was stubborn and courageous. I was like a fire, hoping that I could burn all the jokes and mockery out of time. Now, I'm more and more like water. Perhaps it's because I've been by An Qingze's side for so long that I feel more forgivable.

On the other hand, An Qingze had changed a lot over the years. Only the gentleness and reconciliation towards me had never changed.

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