Chapter 427 children who cry have candy to eat
Sometimes, I would also ask if I would miss it and if the hug that I really wanted to see was the An Qingze of the youth who looked like water back then? He had such a clean side face, and he had never looked sad. He played the guitar calmly. When he saw me, his eyes would shine with a warm glow. But I think, I'm afraid the one I like and miss the most is actually myself. At that time, I was a princess that was held in the palm of my hand. At that time, I was proud to think that even if I lost the world, it would not matter. Because I had always thought that I was someone who had the best things in the world. 0
However, in reality, I didn't have the world at all. In other words, even if I had ever had something like life and fate, it was always fair in terms of initial possession. I've had it before. In the past few years, I' ve finally lost it bit by bit. When it gave it to me, it didn't say hello. When it took it away, it did the same and did n' t say anything.
It was up to him to decide everything if he got or lost. It was as if I had never had a choice. This feeling was hard to bear. Su Mei was the same. It wasn't easy to think that she had obtained the happiness she had been waiting for, but in an instant, she lost everything again. I can't save myself or her. All I could do was tell her that I was willing to help her and become her friend.
When I returned to the ward, I thought I was wrong. An Qingze looked at me with open eyes. The light in my eyes was faintly discernible in the moonlight behind me. I stood at the door and stared blankly for a long time. It wasn't until the smile on his lips began to warm up that I no longer suspected that I was wrong.
I quickly walked over and was about to press the bedside bell when An Qingze said softly," Wait a moment. I'm not feeling bad either."
His voice was a little hoarse. His voice would probably be uncomfortable if he didn't speak for a few days, but An Qingze said he was n' t uncomfortable. I shook my finger hesitantly, but I still listened to him and put down my hand.
I helped An Qingze sit up and placed two more pillows on his back.
"Is it really not difficult to accept?" I asked again, but in my heart, I still felt that it would be better to press the bell immediately. This way, I would be relieved if the doctor came over to take a look.
However, An Qingze still shook her head." It's fine. I' m fine now." When I saw the beautiful and quiet moonlight when you weren't here, I thought of talking to you like this. "Isn't this quite romantic?"
I smiled helplessly and said," What's romantic? You really do n' t understand you. Why didn't you just tell me that she hurt you?" Did you know that when you fainted, there was so much blood, but your lips and face turned even paler. Did you know that I was scared to death? Yue Yue'er and Xiao Mo them did n' t go to class for a whole day. Today, I asked them to go to the school, so there was no way to pick them up after school."
As I spoke, An Qingze let out a laugh. Because of my weak body, I coughed lightly again." Is this blaming me?"
I was stunned for a moment before pouting," Yes, I'm blaming you. I' m blaming you." "Why are you doing such a worrying thing?"
An Qingze let out a long breath and smiled bitterly." I just wanted to be capricious. Didn't I say that a crying child has candy to eat?" "I've been a child who ca n' t cry since I was young, so I want to give it a try. Would it make me happier to be a child who can cry?"
My heart ached." A crying child isn't like you. A child who could cry should immediately cry if he was injured. You should immediately tell me that I would let you lie down with Qi Mu to the infirmary. "What you're doing is actually a fool. You' re the biggest fool. You're something that only children who do n' t know how to cry do."
An Qingze smiled again." It's alright. I know Ke' er is very concerned and worried about me. That's good." I told you, I was just waiting for you to find out. "If I didn't say anything, but Ke' er suddenly discovered it and was worried about it. Then, she blamed me. How good would that feel?"
I stared blankly at An Qingze and suddenly didn't know what to say. I don't know why he had such an idea or why he had to do it? In short, it was a strange feeling. It made me feel that the man in front of me had many wounds deep in his heart. He had never told me about those wounds either. Perhaps, just as he said, he had been waiting for me to discover them. And this wait was much longer than I had imagined and knew. I bit my lips and felt so guilty that I didn't know what to say. The faint moonlight fell on An Qingze face. I remembered that I had touched this perfect body before, which made my heart feel a little warm.
I angrily hammered An Qingze forehead." Idiot, do you know what stupid thing you're doing?" "Don't do this in the future. What's the point of crying? You're an adult, and I' m an adult. We're not children anymore."
An Qingze looked at me faintly." But Qi Mu's not a child either."
I was stunned, An Qingze continued," I'm probably just jealous. When I saw that he was injured, I was still jealous of your worried expression. Even though I knew that if I told you at that time that I was injured and that Wu Guihua had also been chopped off on me, you would definitely be worried about me. But I suddenly became stingy. It was just that I didn't like sharing your worries with Qi Mu at the same time. Hur hur, I thought I was already very mature, and I also thought that my heart was calm enough. I definitely wouldn't be touched for such a thing. Unfortunately, I didn't seem to have what I thought. I did n' t move at all. "I still mind. I still mind. I still didn't do what I thought."
An Qingze seemed to be unable to continue. I lowered my eyes, and the heat wave in my heart swept through me layer by layer. I knew what An Qingze was talking about. There was no better way to know what he meant than now.
My tears fell." Idiot, stop talking. I know you'll care. You should also care. It was me, but I didn't take into account your feelings. "I'm sorry, An Qingze, I did n' t find out earlier."
That afternoon, I had been thinking about Qi Mu all afternoon. If I had gone to find An Qingze earlier and cared if he was injured or not, I would have known that he was injured as well. That day, it was clearly An Qingze who had been by my side. However, I was only focused on my own matters and did not care about him at all.
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