430: Chapter 430 I'm selfish

Chapter 430 I'm selfish

Tears blocked my throat, and I felt great pain in this conflict. This kind of pain caused my mind to repeatedly reflect on our past. I, An Qingze, Qi Mu, our past was complicated and messy, but it was all over my head. I couldn't continue. At this moment, I felt that my ability to organize languages had reached its limit. 2

"I know. Don't say anything." An Qingze finally spoke.

I looked up at him. I knew that my eyes must be very red. Otherwise, An Qingze wouldn't have had a heartache. I wanted to control my emotions. I didn't want to see An Qingze heartache. What I wanted was n' t his discomfort. I wanted to give him comfort and strength. But it was obvious that I didn't do it.

"An Qingze, what I want is..." I tried to interrupt An Qingze, but I was actually afraid. I was afraid that the next words that An Qingze said would cut off my thoughts of continuing to explain. Or, that would make me have more reasons to explain. I was scared and panicked. I didn't want the atmosphere between us to become like this. This would make me feel very uncomfortable. It was a kind of unbearable feeling.

However, An Qingze grabbed my hand and increased my strength. That strength caused me to stop. To be honest, even if I continued to speak, I was afraid I wouldn't be able to say anything else. I just wanted to stop him, as if I wanted to try to block up some sort of gap between us. However, the gap between us really wasn't that the gap would disappear if it was blocked.

I stared blankly at An Qingze. He smiled. There was an alternate between pride and gentleness in his bones. The release of that emotion made me feel like I had nowhere to hide.

"It doesn't matter. There's no need for that. I know everything. I know everything." As long as you were still here and by my side, I was willing to be by my side. Just like you said, as long as you make a choice, you will have mine in your choice. "That's enough."

An Qingze voice was very soft, like a gust of wind blowing in my ears. I couldn't speak and was held in his arms. But the tears were still flowing, boiling hot and falling uncontrollably. I had clearly sensed An Qingze sadness, but it was the heart that had experienced so many years before it became sad. However, what he said was still so gentle. It seemed that as long as he was in front of me, he would do more than he wanted. If he did not struggle, it would be a type of waiting. He had always been waiting for me in the same place. No matter if I chose to depart or embrace, he or An Qingze would still be looking at me in the same place. Just like many years ago, when he found me, in the vast sea of people, that young girl who was thinking of revenge, he looked at me and told me that he was always waiting for me.

My heart was expanding, sinking and drowning in the unbearable pain.

The feelings An Qingze gave me were very pure feelings. They were feelings that could not be betrayed. I really couldn't bear to leave with that feeling. An Qingze wasn't right. He was n' t selfish. The person who was selfish from the beginning to the end was just me. It was selfish of me to have a An Qingze like this. Although he knew all of this, he was sure that An Qingze would love me for the rest of my life. Therefore, even if I was so selfish, I would still be held in the abyss of my heart like a treasure. I should supreme pride for this.

In the afternoon, Yueyue had returned early. When I saw her come alone, I asked Xiao Mo," Where's Brother?" "Didn't you come back with me?"

Yue Yue'er's expression changed somewhat unnaturally. She lowered her head and said," Today, we're early from school. Brother and the rest of the class seem to have to delay classes again, so I came back first. "Well, there's a lot of homework today, so I still have a lot to do later. I ca n' t wait too late."

I casually nodded and said," Brother is in the graduation class, so it's normal for me to delay."

Yue Yue'er nodded as well. I looked at Yue Yue' er's movement to put the bag down. Just as I was about to say something about my father, I heard Yue Yue' er shyly say," Um, Mom, do you still remember Wu Junyu? "Even the guy you saw last time at the school entrance."

Wu Junyu, of course I was familiar with this name. I looked at the shy face of the crescent moon. Initially, I thought it wasn't a bad thing for a girl of this age to have a favorite boy in her heart. Moreover, Yueyue'er's results were very good. The boy named Wu Junyu also had excellent results. Moreover, I saw that the Wu Junyu was indeed pretty good. Although it was slightly inferior to Qi Mo, there was no lack of a cute little boy. However, Qi Mo thought was still known to me. Qi Mo like the crescent moon, I've thought about it many times.

In the end, they were never biological siblings. If they had to say that they liked or didn't like them, it would be fine. However, the problem lay in the fact that the person that Crescent Mooner liked was obviously not Qi Mo, but this boy called Wu Junyu. I am Qi Mo mother, so the balance in my heart naturally has no reason to be biased towards Qi Mo without any hesitation. Therefore, as for the matter Wu Junyu which the crescent moon liked, the thoughts in my heart were different from when I first learned about it.

I looked at Yueyue's bashful face with mixed emotions. I sighed helplessly and said," Yeah, remember, you like a little boy." "What's wrong?"

Yueyue looked at me quickly and said," Well, I told him about my father's illness in the hospital. Well, we were early in school today, so he sent me back."

I frowned slightly. Before I could speak, the crescent moon had already jumped to the door and opened it. That young man was standing at the door. With just one glance, for some reason, it was a strange feeling. I felt uneasy. Although it was clearly a young man, a boy my daughter secretly liked, I could tell from those beautiful black eyes that there was some sort of deliberate and complicated emotion.

I covered my uneasiness and greeted the young man. With a forced smile, I said," Our Qin Yue classmate, I really need you to send her over."

Wu Junyu walked in step by step, looking at me with eyes that didn't dodge. However, even with those eyes that did n' t dodge at all, I was shocked. This youth's face was very delicate and pretty, carrying a familiar feeling.

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