440: Chapter 440, what else do you want me to do?

Chapter 440, what else do you want me to do?

I leaned on the steering wheel and felt like I was about to be torn to shreds by the thoughts that filled my mind. Suddenly, the passenger door was opened. I turned around in surprise and almost screamed. Then he saw Qi Mu face, beautiful and perfect like a painting. In the boundless night, it was like some kind of dark years at the end of missing, blooming in front of him unexpectedly. My heart was at a loss for words. The person from Thoughtfulness appeared in front of me. I really didn't know how to react. When I was in Lechuang infirmary, there was a An Qingze beside me. He was waiting for Li Wenting, so the relationship between us seemed to be very clear. 0

But now, the night had aggravated the little trick in my heart. I thought of a lot of pictures. The first time I saw him in the photo, I drugged him. We were at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau. He said he loved me, and his kiss fell on my brow. The doctor took my child. No, it was our child. I opened my eyes and looked at his and Lin Anru heartless face with great effort. I hugged An Qingze. His eyes were locked on me, locked on the limbs I touched with An Qingze. I stuck the knife straight into his chest. I watched him lose consciousness, Qi Yu tortured him in front of me, so that I would not suffer any harm. His hand, He slowly followed the actions of those people and lowered his head again. He held his Li Wenting and said to Li Wenting," Let's get married. There's no need to get engaged. Let's get married."

I suddenly felt my chest freeze. I stared at him blankly, unable to say anything.

"Why are you here?" Qi Mu asked me.

I pursed my lips and looked at the dark apartment building." Yueyue and her classmates are here to play. They live here, but they haven't come back yet. I' m very worried. "I don't know which family I live in, so I ca n' t help but wait here."

After I finished speaking, I deliberately looked at the apartment building. I didn't know where the crescent moon was, but the thing Qi Mu was by my side was too clear. It was so clear that I felt uncomfortable. Some people's existence was a kind of deliberate and deliberate pain. I didn't dare to look back at him anymore. I wanted to avoid direct contact with him, but I kept telling myself this in my heart. An Qingze had been by his side before, and I repeatedly reminded myself that he still had a Li Wenting by his side, so I didn't feel too embarrassed. But now, there were only the two of us in a carriage. This feeling was so wonderful that I couldn't help but feel shocked.

"Don't you want to see me like that?" Qi Mu said softly.

I was stunned for a moment before turning my head to accept my fate." I don't want to see you. I just do n' t know how to face you." "By the way, you and Li Wenting are planning your wedding."

Before I could finish, Qi Mu interrupted me. He lowered his head and looked at his hands." I've already planned it. The exact time has been set. I' ll invite you." "Oh, and An Qingze."

I nodded and lowered my head, knowing that this would happen. The atmosphere was so awkward that it was freezing. The relationship between us had already reached an irreconcilable stage. Therefore, meeting like this would not surprise me at all. Instead, it was filled with fear and resistance. At this point, I'd rather put Qi Mu in a corner of my heart and think about it carefully. It would be even better if I missed it lightly. And like now, they were forced to face each other. The pain would not decrease at all. My heart felt even more uncomfortable. The pressure was great, and the rough feeling of torture was also great.

The two of them didn't speak anymore. They kept silent in the air between us. Entanglement and torture would last forever. As long as we met each other, the pain would n' t decrease at all. I couldn't change it, and Qi Mu could n' t change it. Apart from confirming the pain and then enduring it and dying with it, there seemed to be nothing between us. As a result, I regained my despair and depression. Coupled with the news that I was anxiously waiting for the crescent moon, I became even more irritated.

Qi Mu was silent for a while before he spoke slowly. His voice was especially lonely in the night." Will you come to my wedding?"

I didn't know why, but just like that, my eyes instantly became wet. I unconsciously became wet. I closed my eyes and tried to suppress the soreness of my nose once more. But it was in vain. I thought I could control it with my willpower, but I was really tired.

Qi Mu hand immediately covered my hand. The warmth and coldness alternated and drifted on the back of my hand. My tears finally fell out of control. It landed on the back of Qi Mu's hand and I felt embarrassed. I quickly broke free from his hand and tried to wipe away my tears. However, Qi Mu kiss had already landed on my face. I opened my eyes to look at him in surprise. Perhaps we hadn't had physical contact for too long, so perhaps my actions that were n' t so intimate had already made me very uncomfortable.

"Qi Mu, what are you doing?" I looked at him in horror and reached out to push Qi Mu hand away, but he grabbed it tightly.

"Right now, we can't even do such a thing, can we?" When he asked me, the pain in his voice almost crushed me.

I closed my eyes and felt my throat tighten." Then what do you want me to do?"

What else should I do? I was already in pain. It wasn't that I did n' t feel bad, nor was it that I didn't feel anything at all. I really felt bad. Even if I only saw him once, I was already very sad. But what could I do? Even if I was sad, people who could not be together were people who could not be together. I was already willing to pay all the price to forget it, or I knew I couldn't forget it. Even if I was able to calmly accept the current situation, I was already satisfied. Could it be that he couldn't even let me go?

I knew that I was making trouble without reason, and that was more or less the case. I forced myself, and I also forced Qi Mu. Qi Mu him, he did nothing wrong. I clearly knew all these principles, but I couldn't do it. I just could n' t do it. As soon as the words reached my mouth, my emotions reached my mind. I wanted to vent my anger through any way I could. Even if it was just a few words, it would be good to hurt him or me. It would be better than this. Everything was better than a second of pain.

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