451: Chapter 451 can not be lost

Chapter 451 can not be lost

Apart from laughing, apart from mocking, apart from being sad, I really didn't know how to react. It turned out that everything we had endured for so long had been destroyed by the words of the crescent moon. Perhaps it wasn't just destroyed. I even thought that it was probably destroyed, right? Destroyed, ruined, apart from firmly believing, there was also the heart that we were once proud of. It was the kind of thing that seemed to have worked hard for a thousand years and wanted to give and trade for it. In the end, what did he get? Was this the result? I was unwilling and did not want to believe it. How could I accept my fate? 2

I suddenly hated Qi Yu. Perhaps that was because I felt that it was an exit. It was a gap that had resisted the pain in my heart. There wasn't such a gap. Too many emotions were stored in his heart. He could n' t find a reason or a way to vent his anger, so he started to crack. I felt that if I continued, I might collapse. Then, one of the results was that I didn't care about Qi Mu, An Qingze, Li Wenting, or my child.

He really wanted to curse out loud. What kind of bullshit family relationship? I care about you guys, but you guys can change your mind at any time?

But in the blink of an eye, I became quiet again. The crescent moon was still a child. What am I arguing about with a child? She would be deceived. It was also because she was sad. Or perhaps, she was also saddened to think that her family had abandoned her first. I remembered that long ago, when Crescent Mooner first found out that she was not An Qingze biological child, she looked so terrified that she felt uneasy. I also remembered that at that time, I had clearly told her that I would protect her. I said that true feelings and the value of kinship were not based on blood, but on companionship. I said that the years we spent together were the source of the shackles.

Sadly, up to now, I was in a mess. I don't know if I' m going to believe this anymore, whether it's the crescent moon or me. It was also possible that time had changed a lot. We were no longer satisfied with that sentence. However, even if it broke the heavens, I was not her biological mother. This was the truth, the truth that I could not change. If Yueyue really wanted to find her biological parents, shouldn't I stop her? Then, could it be that I was wrong? Wu Junyu and Qi Yu were right? Could it be that I had actually stopped the crescent moon? Was it because I had made a decision that I had no position or should not have made? I thought that a good method for the crescent moon was meaningless? I couldn't explain it clearly. I felt my head was in chaos.

An Qingze's voice was cold." Should I trust you?" "But the crescent moon is our daughter. Would she say anything?"

I smiled speechlessly. Because that person was a crescent moon, many things would be much more complicated. It had to be said that this time around, Qi Yu was really the right treasure. He had chosen the crescent moon and had indeed taken hold of An Qingze and me. I couldn't help but admire Qi Yu good judgment. He had chosen the right person and the right method, and with a single knife, he had stabbed at the point where we could n' t resist. I couldn't resist. Even An Qingze had the same result. We were obviously pitying each other, but when the matter involved the crescent moon, we were clearly different. This matter was too passive. I knew very well that we couldn't resist it. Perhaps it was n' t the incident itself, but when everything was mixed with emotions, it was different. This was the reason why Qi Mu and I couldn't get together in the end. What was ridiculous was that it had turned out that we could n' t be together.

"So, just because it's Yueyue's words, you don't believe me, do you?" When I asked An Qingze, I felt that my tone had become numb, but it wasn't just that. It was n' t just my tone and tone. I felt that my heart was numb from the pain.

His tears didn't come out. It was useless. An Qingze was n' t by my side and his heart didn't want to help me. I felt a chill in my heart. It was as if the boundless night sky was chilling. I wanted to see An Qingze, but on top of my rationality, there was another voice saying that it was trying to persuade me and grieving in my despairing mind. It was useless. Even if I met him, it was useless. He wouldn't believe me. I really failed.

An Qingze sighed." Where are you?"

This was like a sign of surrender. I knew that my position in his heart was always important. An Qingze, An Qingze, these three words were like the last chance of redemption left by the world. I closed my eyes and said slowly," I'll be back now."

What else could I say? Looking around, I found that the world had long lost my place. If I could, I wanted to escape to my youth. I would rather hold my hands with Qin Mi and hide in the bed. I wanted to listen to her curiously. She liked the look of that young man. I wanted to laugh again and see my mother in the kitchen when I woke up in the morning.

But all of this couldn't be returned. Our faces could n' t be returned, and our past couldn't be returned. I don't have a source anymore. I ca n' t see my parents anymore. Everything that remained of me in this vast world must be obtained through my courage and silence. Life was so cruel that he had never felt pity before.

When the car reached the door, I saw An Qingze standing there. He was in the shadows, but I still saw him with a single glance. I stayed in the car and turned off the engine. I wasn't busy anymore. We were like two children who had been isolated from each other for the entire century. We looked at each other deeply, but we didn't know how to get close to each other and embrace each other.

"He's back."

There was no one around them. Everyone had rest in the night. His voice was clear. My chest felt sluggish. When I looked up, under the starlight, the lights in the Qi Mo room were still on. I felt as if a little warmth from this world had poured into my heart.

Puckering his lips, he turned off the engine and got out of the car. He walked in front of An Qingze. Then, before I could even react, I already hugged An Qingze.

He was dressed in a light grey coat and stood in the boundless night. His face was pale, and his eyes were filled with cold. My heart ached to the extreme. Only when I saw him did I realize that some people couldn't lose them.

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