452: Chapter 452 Just Want Warmth

Chapter 452 Just Want Warmth

After a long period of pain, I suddenly realized that losing An Qingze had become something I could not bear. No matter what kind of bedclothes happened, no matter what kind of predicament he encountered, no matter how desperate he was, he was like my life-saving straw, like the last hope and bottom line, an opportunity that could not be deprived of. 2

My voice choked," An Qingze, I beg you, don't be so cold to me, okay?" "Even if everyone doesn't believe me, I ca n' t not be trusted by you." I admitted defeat and closed my eyes. It would be good if I didn't have any pride anymore. I just wanted to tell my true feelings. An Qingze, I' m just like that. I'm sorry to disappoint you, but I do n' t need face and pride right now. I just want warmth. More than ever, he longed for warmth.

I could clearly feel An Qingze body trembling slightly, so I tried my best to make myself smile." Are you cold?" "Then let's go back, alright?"

An Qingze lips trembled slightly. Then, my tears fell. I couldn't stand it anymore.

"Okay?" I asked him again. Then, I fell silent and touched his body. I waited for his answer. If he didn't give me an answer, if he continued to be indifferent, I thought I might die.

"Okay." An Qingze seemed to be angry, and it was as if he had given me some kind of coldness out of pity. Fortunately, he gave me an answer. He still didn't want me to die, right? I thought so. I beg for warmth. Those hands had a faint warmth as they pulled me forward. We left the darkness and came under the miserable and faint incandescent light.

"So, what do you want to explain?" An Qingze asked me indifferently.

I pursed my lips and thought for a while. Yes, I wanted to explain. To get warmth, there was a price to pay. The price was that I had to tell him the truth. I had to give him a reason and excuse to continue giving me warmth.

Although I felt the utmost sadness and detest in my heart and the relationship between An Qingze and me had reached this point, there was no way to escape. This was inevitable.

"I did go to see Qi Mu just now, but it wasn't because I went to see Qi Mu that I did n' t want the crescent moon. The crescent moon was with Wu Junyu and Qi Yu. Actually, I don't know what this Wu Junyu has to do with Qi Yu, but they must have something to do with it. Qi Yu hold me back, I ca n' t bring back the crescent moon. How could I not want the crescent moon? An Qingze You say, she's our daughter. I do n' t know what I'm doing to her. Do n' t you know?"

I knew I was a little incoherent, but because I had concealed too much An Qingze, I really didn't know how to explain it.

As expected, An Qingze expression was clearly not satisfied or clear. I sighed and thought about how to explain to him.

An Qingze frowned and waited for a while before asking," Who is Wu Junyu? "Why is it related to Qi Yu?"

I stared at him with my mouth agape. For a moment, I really had nothing to say. That's right, An Qingze did n' t even know who the Wu Junyu was. What was the explanation of a mother who had told her daughter all the details and secrets, and a careless and busy father who had never been excluded from her daughter's secret? I was at a loss and didn't know whether to laugh or cry. If I had known earlier, I should have spent more time telling An Qingze the details of every incident. That wouldn't happen until now. He did n' t even know when he started to explain.

I smiled bitterly for a long time." An Qingze, I don't even know how to explain it to you. Wu Junyu's a boy that Crescent Moon has loved for a long time. You don't even know about this. You're always busy, so I always thought that I could and should n' t tell you these details. I thought I could handle it myself. I thought that this was not only because I kept my promise to the crescent moon, but also because I didn't give you any trouble. But now, I realized that I had done something wrong. It was true, it was wrong, and it was probably wrong. I should tell you. No matter what, I should tell you. I should force you to participate more in this matter.

In fact, it seemed that I wasn't as capable as I thought I was. In fact, I did n' t solve anything. I'm sorry. If I had told you earlier, perhaps you would have noticed something was wrong with that boy. Perhaps, things would n' t have to be as bad as they were now. They wouldn't be able to solve it and would n' t be able to recover. Then, things were already like this. I really didn't know what to do. However, I think you should trust me. Since this matter had something to do with Qi Yu, you should trust me even more, right? Every time, you said you would believe me. Why did you suspect me this time? "

An Qingze looked at me with a cold look in his eyes. He waited for him and tried his best to maintain his calm. However, only I knew how much panic I had in my heart right now. I was panicking like a balloon about to explode. However, I also knew that panic couldn't solve any problems. I had to calm down to make An Qingze believe that I was the one who spoke these words in a rational manner, not because of emotional tendencies and emotions.

I looked at An Qingze and felt very sad. I really didn't expect that one day, I would need to work so hard to get An Qingze trust.

An Qingze sighed," I know. I should trust you." It was just that Yueyue had personally said this, so I didn't adjust my emotions. Ke'er, did you know that I was in a meeting at the company and Lin Haoran was there? When Yueyue said that, I was really disappointed. I felt that I was clearly trying my best to protect you and give you the best, but the person you cared about in the end would still be Qi Mu. "Haha, I'm just so confident. In the end, I' ve never won Qi Mu right?"

I blinked and felt my heart ache. However, he forced himself to finish his sentence. It was as if many things had happened and there was no possibility of returning to the original perfect moment. Just like the past between me and Qi Mu, it would always become a thorn in An Qingze heart. Even if we tried hard time over and over again, it was useless.

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