455: Chapter 455 could only walk down

Chapter 455 could only walk down

I looked at him in silence. I suddenly didn't know what to say at this moment. All the words in front of Qi Mu and in front of the sun and wind that I had assigned to us at this moment. I felt that no matter what my principles and bottom line were, what I said would be an insult to our feelings. 1

Time seemed to pass slowly, but no matter how slow it was, no matter how selfishly I tried to enjoy it, I would still wake up.

I smiled bitterly." An Qingze and I weren't happy, but now, we still have time to be happy. However, you couldn't give everything Li Wenting wanted for now, but that was because your value was everything. At least, you were already giving her more, right? "

Qi Mu looked at me silently. The thing in his eyes almost crushed me. But I knew that I couldn't be defeated. I had already hurt An Qingze a lot. The reason why he could n' t trust me was because I wasn't cold enough with Qi Mu. In the past, I was probably thinking too simply. I thought An Qingze could accept it, just as he said. But in reality, An Qingze was also on the path of deceiving everyone. He was about to lose himself. He was clearly very sad, but he couldn't continue lying to him. If I fell back at this moment, it would be equivalent to throwing the An Qingze that had reached the edge of despair into the abyss. Then, he would never return. I couldn't bear to Qi Mu, nor could I bear to An Qingze the pain alone. If it had to be painful, would it be much easier for so many people to suffer? He knew that his thoughts were cruel, but he could not find a solution that was less cruel than this. We lived in helplessness.

If it was fate that mocked us, where would we have the strength and ability to resist? This was an essential problem, but it was also the most realistic one. I smiled bitterly at Qi Mu and waited for his reply. I knew Qi Mu would understand me very well. He would know what answer I was waiting for. Sometimes, the real answer in the depths of our hearts did not seem to matter at all. What was important was that we were all very clear about what the answer was in our hearts.

I knew that I was selfish and cruel, but I was no longer worthy of a true and passionate love. I could only continue to work hard. Then, after collapsing and fleeing again and again, he turned around and used a harder heart that was not afraid of being hurt to support my life. I don't know if I' m so tired that I lose all my strength one day, or even the day when I can't recover my strength again. I ca n' t answer now. I'm tired of dealing with my current life. I' m already exhausted. All I could do was walk down.

Coldness gradually appeared in Qi Mu indifferent eyes. I thought he would turn around and leave, or give me an answer that I had prepared. However, he hugged me tightly and locked me in his embrace. I didn't react and was so passive that I almost suffocated. Qi Mu used a lot of strength. Even if I wanted to break free, I would still fail. Moreover, I couldn't bear to break free. If this was Qi Mu final loss of control, then I wanted to enjoy his final loss of control. I have confidence in Qi Mu. In the end, he will make choices and make rational choices. Now, he is not someone who can not care about anything. Just a single Xiao Mo had become an indelible bond between us. It had also become a threat weapon that fate had left us in the palm of our hands.

That was our bottom line. We were being threatened by an immovable force. I knew that Qi Mu and I couldn't get out. Our weaknesses and weaknesses were in Qi Yu hands. What else could we do? An Qingze was telling the truth. We could only allow Qi Yu to raise the conditions now. At this moment, perhaps he had finally slept for a long night, so he felt that his brain had become much clearer. Yesterday, I felt like I couldn't accept what An Qingze said. Now, it was quite normal and reasonable.

I could imagine what kind of feelings and feelings An Qingze had when Qi Yu learned about this? He had said that he was still in a meeting with Lin Haoran and the others. I remember the first time he called yesterday, when An Qingze spoke in a tone. Although he was tired, he could tell that his voice was full of hope and there was no hidden excitement. I thought of what An Qingze had said. He had worked hard for a long time to give me and the crescent moon a Xiao Mo and a better and more stable life. My heart was so painful that it was unbearable.

An Qingze had stopped talking a long time ago, but in reality, he had never stopped in his tracks. He had been working hard for me and the crescent moon and Xiao Mo. He wanted us to stop being restricted by Qi Yu, and he wanted us to take the initiative to deal with and confront Qi Yu. But because of my mistake, the crescent moon was in Qi Yu hands.

Whether it was him or Lin Haoran, everything became absolutely passive. I could now understand the An Qingze pain and despair. Things that had worked hard with great difficulty for so long, in the end, it only took one day for everything to be wasted.

I sat up from my bed and looked at Qi Mu with a clear gaze. I think I should be full of courage. Now that I'm here, it's useless to escape.

"Why are you here?" What about Li Wenting? "You guys quarreled last night, didn't you?" I asked him.

Qi Mu shook his head lightly." She didn't fight, but she ca n' t understand and accept it."

I lowered my head and smiled bitterly." It's impossible to accept and understand. You want a woman to understand who you' re about to marry. If you're with your ex-girlfriend at night, what's the problem?" Qi Mu, we can't treat Li Wenting like this, much less you. She loved you very much. For you, she even used her and her child's life to block you without hesitation. If there was no Li Wenting, would you still have your life to stand here? "Perhaps Qi Yu went crazy that time. Su Mei's already dead at the wedding."

Qi Mu frowned and said impatiently," Why do you always remind me of what she did for me?" I admit that she was my benefactor, but what else could I do? Ke'er, I' ve tried and tried hard, but I can't do it. Like you, I live by someone else's side. "Perhaps it's because you' ve been with An Qingze since the beginning. I'm not the only one in your heart."

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