Chapter 463 Face Smacking
People seemed to be like this. They had to reach a certain point to realize that they were powerless and depressed. Right now, I felt like I had failed. I sat on the sofa, looked at Qin Mi, and then An Qingze next to me. Before he could open his mouth, I had already prepared it. He had opened his mouth, but this did not prevent me from knowing that I was about to use my sister to save my daughter. I lowered my head and didn't want to look at her anymore. She was very willing. No matter what, as long as she was told to do something, she would feel guilty and uneasy. She used her eyes to tell me that she had always felt that she owed me a lot and had always thought that she was sorry for me, so she was very happy to be able to help us. However, I really didn't dare to look at her anymore. It was because I had vowed not long ago that I must protect her and never let her have anything to do with Family Qi anymore. It was all my words that slapped her face. 1
In the end, what did I do? I couldn't do anything and would only hurt her and use her. I'm just useless. If I ca n' t solve a problem, I need to involve my sister. I felt like I was sitting there, my legs and hands didn't look like mine anymore. I was shaking so much. If it was possible, if An Qingze hadn't been holding onto my clothes, I would have wanted to rush out of the door immediately. I would n' t have had the face to Qin Mi.
Qin Mi looked back and forth at An Qingze and me. Then, she suddenly smiled. She looked like a cultivator who had traveled for many years. She felt like she had seen through the world. However, that feeling didn't seem firm enough because I could still see the loss and sadness from her so-called free and easy manner. My heart started to struggle.
"Actually, you don't have to say anything. I' ve probably guessed the reason why you came here." Qin Mi said casually.
Both An Qingze and I locked their eyes on her face. I looked at Qin Mi nervously. There was a feeling of being trusted and disappointed by her. In my body, soul, and mind, it was about to tear me apart. I struggled, not knowing what to say.
Qin Mi smiled, as if that smile could directly hit my heart." Sister, you don't have to feel guilty. I know what you' re thinking right now. There's really no need to think that way. I' m your sister, let alone the truth. I'm your sister, let alone the fact that I' m your biological sister. No matter what, I owe you too much back then. If it weren't for me, you would n' t have experienced so much pain back then. Moreover, the entire Qin Clan wouldn't have ……"
"Stop talking." I interrupted Qin Mi. I couldn't bear to see her pained expression. I suddenly felt that I was especially cruel and laughable. I said for a long time how to protect my sister, but now that I was standing in front of her, it reminded her of the past. Wasn't the person who made her struggle in those painful past? Qin Mi painful gaze seemed to be able to pierce into my heart. What exactly did I do? Why did I come here?
"Little Mi, don't talk about this anymore. The past has already passed. You' re my sister. There's never been a saying that you do n' t owe anything. "I shouldn't have come today. It's my fault. I shouldn't have come, and I should n' t have asked for anything. You just have to live well. Don't think about the past." I explained anxiously and reached out to pull Qin Mi. I couldn't bear the sight of her painful memories, even for a second.
Qin Mi avoided my hand and took away the tears in his eyes. He said indifferently," Sister, I'm no longer the Qin Mi I used to be. Please ask me to do something as well. Besides, are you the only ones who hate him? That person had used what I had done to make my life worse than death for so many years. I hadn't forgotten all about it. Little by little, I wanted him to return it to me. Wasn't this an opportunity? "I've also read the news. Back then, I almost killed my sister's child. It's fine now. If I can save Little Yue Ya' er, I will be able to undo the knot in my heart."
I was a little shocked by Qin Mi indifferent reaction. No matter what kind of consideration, I didn't want her to do it. I tried to persuade her," But ……"
However Qin Mi didn't let me finish." Alright, Sister, I know what you' re going to say. I've already said that I' m no longer the Qin Mi I used to be. Did you really think that after so many years, I was like an idiot staying there and waiting for your sister when you thought of me and came over to take a look at me. After I came out, I would be able to spend the rest of my life peacefully? Hehe, big sister, I'm not willing. I' m definitely not willing. If you really want to make me happy, then call me Help. Actually, you asked me to help, but I hope you guys help me. I knew very well that without you, it was impossible for me to do what I wanted to do alone. Actually, you had always told me to stay away from Qi Yu. I thought about it for a long time, but I really felt that this was not good. It was too passive. If I kept hiding from him, could I solve the problem?
Why did he always let me go if he wanted to? If he didn't want to let me go, then he could just let me go? I'm not willing to accept it. I want to change the rules. I would never forget what he did to me when he approached me. Sister, although I didn't tell you before, until now, every time I had a midnight dream, I woke up. It was as if I could still see the past. Sister, do you think that if a person doesn't have a past, can he live? Hehe, obviously, we were all made up of the past. The current us was the result of the past. So, it was impossible for me to do it. I forgot everything and started my life again.
So, if I really wanted to live happily, I had to face the reality and the past. I wanted to give him everything he had done back then. "
I couldn't say anything. The Qin Mi in front of me was a woman I did n' t understand. The Qin Mi in my memory was very soft and weak. Although it was smart, it was not rational. It was definitely not the woman in front of me. That was why I wanted to protect her. Now, I could only laugh bitterly. She didn't seem to need my protection at all. Her entire body was filled with eagerness.
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