465: Chapter 465: Your Choice and Decision

Chapter 465: Your Choice and Decision

I looked at Qin Mi worriedly. Her current state was too enthusiastic. This kind of enthusiasm made me very uneasy. The path I had taken was already very trivial. I really didn't want Qin Mi to follow me on this path and experience all the pain. I really hope that she'll be fine. I really do n' t want to repeat those days Qin Mi me. 1

"Tell me honestly. The reason why you want to do this is of course, I believe all the reasons you've said. But Little Mi, I want you to be honest. Is there one of your reasons? Is it because you still ca n' t let go of your Qi Yu? Do you still want to get close to him? Was it because of this? "

My eyes were firmly locked on Qin Mi body and face. I did not intend to let go of every detail of her reaction and performance.

Qin Mi's eyes flickered, and her face was also filled with unnatural nervousness and uneasiness. It was because of her uneasiness and uncertainty that I had to not let go. I had to watch her closely. As long as there was a little possibility, I had to put an end to it. Back then, the main reason why I was in this position was because I fell in love with Qi Mu. If it wasn't for my sincerity, if it was n' t for the fact that I really fell in love with Qi Mu, and the fake act was done, turning the simple matter and reason into a complicated process of psychological struggle, everything would be different.

The reason why people were human was because they could not release such emotional shackles. Therefore, this was the last thing I had to confirm. If Qin Mi really had that kind of expectation and hope for Qi Yu, then I would definitely not allow her to go into that dangerous situation and do something like that. I knew better than anyone what kind of personality my own sister was. This was something An Qingze would never have imagined. If Qin Mi still had feelings for Qi Yu and didn't give up, then it was very likely that he would n' t be able to do anything and would even throw himself in.

Qin Mi face turned pale as she shook her head." Sister, why are you forcing me so hard?" If he said he forgot, he would forget that he couldn't do it himself, could he? Even though you're now with An Qingze and I agree that he's my brother-in-law, I'll ask you too. Have you really forgotten Qi Mu? Qi Mu that person, in your heart, is there really no trace of him? "

Qin Mi looked at me and my heart trembled. I smiled bitterly," Yes, I admit that I didn't completely forget. Even if I were to be with An Qingze, even if I had made a decision and a choice, I still could n' t say anything against my heart. At least I could tell you the truth. I didn't forget Qi Mu. But it was precisely because of this that I could not let you repeat the same mistakes. Do you know what it feels like to love someone but to give up on someone? Little Mi, you might think that everything you've experienced right now is the pinnacle of pain. But that could not be together. That was just hatred. What if both of them were clearly in love? "I've already understood each other's temperament. I've already confirmed that I' m still going to separate from each other under the premise of my love. It's not just hatred. It's a choice that I'm unwilling to make. It's the most painful."

Qin Mi looked at me faintly and said," So, is that what happened between you and Qi Mu?"

I nodded. I felt that my heart was in pain. It was right and wrong many years ago. Everything that had happened between me and Qi Mu over the years seemed to be shaking in front of my eyes. Those experiences were as if they had died once. I really hope that Qin Mi will never experience all of this. I hope that she can avoid all the hardships I have suffered.

"That's why I wanted to dissuade you. Tell me, do you still have other thoughts about Qi Yu?" Wang Yao asked. If you stopped everything now, there was still room for redemption. You can hide from him all the time, and then your feelings will slowly die out. Because when you don't see face for a long time, your mood will get used to peace. But if you had to come to him and his side, the situation would be completely different. You would not be able to control it at all. "Trust me. Don't try. It's too painful."

Qin Mi tears fell, but she shook her head." Sister, what about the crescent moon?" Have you ever thought about it? "Are you just letting the crescent moon go?"

I was stunned for a moment before lowering my head and saying," It's alright. I' ll save the crescent moon. You don't have to worry about this." "You can't get close to Qi Yu because of something like this. Otherwise, if something really happens to you, how will you let me, the elder sister, face my parents?"

Qin Mi cried," Sister, do you know how much I feel guilty about what happened back then? But you already said that if something happened to me, you would feel guilty for me. You would feel ashamed for your parents. Could it be that I could do it? Sister, please respect my choice and decision, okay? I know what I'm doing. I know. I know very well what I' ll face if I take that step. But it doesn't matter. I' ve already figured it out. I'll definitely be able to do it. Sister, can't you trust me a little more? "Give me a chance to escape from all those past injuries."

Qin Mi eyes were filled with tears, but when she looked at me, her eyes were sparkling as if they were filled with stars. I had an indescribable and complicated feeling in my heart. I looked at her hesitantly, not knowing what to do. At least one thing was certain. I was absolutely certain. I hope Qin Mi can live well. All my choices and decisions must have been made in order not to hurt her and to keep her away from her. It was also because I was very conflicted and hesitant.

After being silent for half a day, I still had nothing to say. Qin Mi looked very determined. I knew that it would be useless for me to say more. Qin Mi, she wasn't my daughter. She was just my sister. In the end, it was up to her to make her own decisions and choices. There was nothing I could do to protect her.

After coming out of Qin Mi, An Qingze was waiting for me downstairs. I got into the car in a daze and sat in the passenger seat. I was silent for a long time without saying a word.

After a while, An Qingze asked me softly," Do you blame me for bringing you here?"

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