469: Chapter 469 People have feelings

Chapter 469 People have feelings

I was stunned for a moment before I was unable to speak for a while. If it was because of Lin Haoran, it was possible. Indeed, I was just talking, but I didn't notice An Qingze reaction. An Qingze knew everything Lin Haoran had done before. Even Qin Mi, who had seen Lin Haoran for the first time, had discovered something. It meant that I didn't care too much about it just now, but the expression and tone of Lin Haoran voice must have crossed the realm long ago. After hearing Qin Mi's words and analysis, I thought about the way An Qingze blurted it out. 1

He sighed helplessly and said," Alright, I understand. You've observed it very carefully. I' ll tell him later."

Qin Mi smiled. He looked a little smug and cute. My anxious mood had finally improved a little, and there was a tendency to reconcile.

I snappily patted her on the head and said," Alright, don't be complacent. I know that you' ve been observing people's affairs carefully. Can you be more concerned about your own affairs?" "What I'm telling you is n' t a joke. Can you answer me properly? It's all a distraction. How can I feel at ease with your actions?"

Qin Mi put away his smile and looked at me for a while. Then, he shook his head helplessly and said," Alright, Sister, I know you're worried. I know you' re worried and I know you're doing it for me." But I had really decided that I had to do something. Sister, you're not me. You ca n' t understand how I feel after all these things. I really couldn't let it go, nor could I. If you didn't let me go, I might live my entire life in regret and guilt. I know what you mean. You want me to leave my past life and live a good life again.

However, Sister, things weren't like how you wanted to live. You could really live as you wanted. I'm also a human, and I' m not a robot. How could I follow your instructions and live like this? People had feelings. This was why they were people. All the changes in my feelings weren't controlled by my willpower. I wanted to live in peace and quiet, but I couldn't control myself. I would always think of the past.

Sister, you don't understand. Even if you thought you were actually understanding me, in reality, you were still not me. You can't understand all of my thoughts. I can't forget, I ca n' t forget. I can't make it through. What I need to do is not only for the crescent moon, but also for you and me. "Sister, in the end, I am the only person who can save me."

I stared blankly at Qin Mi. Her eyes were slightly red. I knew that she was very serious in saying those words. Although I still wanted to continue persuading her, it was still very dangerous to think about it, but seeing how Qin Mi looked, I felt that I couldn't continue to persuade her. There were too many things I could n' t say, and what I couldn't say became some sort of contempt and incomprehension. I knew Qin Mi had something to say. It was very realistic. I was indeed not her. In the end, it was impossible for one person to save another. Perhaps I did something wrong.

I shrugged in frustration." If I continue to persuade you, I'm afraid it wo n' t work."

Qin Mi smiled and said," Sister, you don't have to persuade me. It's already very good. I think it's enough." Elder sister, don't worry. We' ve already arranged everything, including the location, venue, and methods. I've already decided that I will complete the task. Elder sister, do n' t worry. Also, Sister, you should trust me even more. I can do it well, and I must do it well. "This is my own salvation, a complete rejection of the past."

I was silent for a moment before nodding." I understand. You must be careful. If there is any danger, you must not take it in such a way." "If the safety of the crescent moon was exchanged for your danger, I would definitely not want it, understand?"

After receiving Qin Mi smile and nod, my heart relaxed slightly. Even though I knew, no matter how good the words were, as long as Qi Yu were by his side, there would be too many things he couldn't do. I was really worried Qin Mi but at this moment, I knew that there was no way out. Everyone was walking forward in the face of our shared hope. Perhaps, I was just hoping that I could do something, right?

When he arrived at An Qingze office, he knocked on the door and replied. Then, I pushed open the door. He was not surprised to see that it was me. He seemed to know that I would be here by this time.

"Well, I was too excited just now." I said.

An Qingze glanced at me and said indifferently," I know. I was very excited just now."

I was a little annoyed. Last night, the two of us were still very warm. We were still planning to have another child, a child that belonged to the two of us. Now, the relationship had become like this, which made me very depressed. I don't know what to do with it, nor do I know how to escape such pain and worry. If I could, of course, I would like to spend all my time with An Qingze and see his warm smile. However, in the past few days, An Qingze's temper had gotten worse and worse. If it was in the past, he would only smile lightly. If it was in the present, it would be so easy to get excited and so easy to get angry.

I couldn't figure out my current An Qingze temper. On the surface, it was as if we had just settled down. We were in a very good state and talked about each other's problems. But in reality, An Qingze didn't look at me at all. His expression was extremely cold, and I did n' t dare to catch his gaze. I didn't even realize that since when did I start to be afraid of An Qingze cold and angry at some point.

I lowered my head and fiddled with my fingers in boredom. I had nothing to do, but I didn't intend to get up and leave. There was an awkward and laughable silence between us. It was as if they were waiting for a breakthrough. I didn't look at him, but from time to time, I could feel him turning around when he was taking the information. His gaze would strike at me. I wanted to raise my head, but every time I was cowardly, I didn't raise my head. I skillfully missed the meeting with his gaze.

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