471: Chapter 471 is very happy to make you happy

Chapter 471 is very happy to make you happy

His nose was a little sour. He had heard people say that being a cold-hearted person that made people feel easy to get along with was actually very difficult. However, An Qingze was once such a person. He couldn't change it at all. Moreover, I knew very well that An Qingze was definitely not someone who liked to change easily. However, perhaps, it was just that to him, I could n' t lose someone. Then, what about him to me? I was speechless and wanted to cry. It was a complicated feeling. It wasn't a reunion after a long separation, nor was it about to be separated from each other. It was a strange and ingenious fusion between the reunion after a long separation and the so-called separation. When these two slightly vulgar emotions merged together, I felt a sense of separation and reluctance. If it was said to be touched, perhaps it was more of a kind of gratitude, right? 2

"An Qingze..." I said. Actually, other than when I was angry, I hadn't called his full name for a long time. I know An Qingze don't like my full name. He once said that I love him and can only call him An Qingze. But right now, I suddenly wanted to call him that name, his full name, his entire person. Otherwise, I almost felt that over the years, he was about to change beyond recognition for me. And I couldn't bear to let such a person become my accessory.

For a moment, all sorts of emotions poured into my heart. I couldn't help but think over and over again. If it had n' t been for Qi Mu, it would have been great. If I had been young back then and hadn't returned to my country with my emotions, it would have been great if everything had n' t happened with such a bang. Now, how much strength did we have to use to treat all this pain as if it had never happened?

Although I knew very well that those so-called vigorous fireworks were actually short-lived fireworks, it was impossible to obtain a long-term peace. The essence of life was just repetition, but you didn't find it boring.

Actually, I wanted to say something more, but An Qingze stopped me." Stop it. I don't want to hear anything you want to say." Just stay for a while, okay? "Or, listen to me."

I shut my mouth and quieted down obediently.

"Actually, I will also feel sad and feel a lot of pressure, like now. I didn't like the way Qi Mu looked at you. When I asked him to come that day, I wanted to make you feel happy. But when he really came, I began to feel regret from the moment he focused on you lying on the bed. Actually, I didn't intend to leave at first, but that day, I realized that I really could n' t stay any longer. I couldn't stay any longer even for a second.

I couldn't stand him looking at you, and I could n' t stand it any more. When I thought of you waking up and then looking at him, I didn't feel the way I did anymore. Even if it hadn't happened yet, I just had to think that this was the time to wait for such a scene to happen. I felt that I had to leave that place. I almost ran away. The room was too small, the house was too small, or the whole world was too small, and the air was too small, so I could not tolerate it any longer.

Then, it wasn't just Qi Mu. I realized that I was getting stingy. I always knew it rationally and thought that Lin Haoran did not pose a threat. But today, when Lin Haoran looked at you, you gave him a certain response. Even though I knew that you were just trying to deal with it for the sake of courtesy, I still felt that I could not accept it. I was still angry. Am I really angry?

"Hehe, were you just teasing me?"

I looked at him faintly." Yes, I'm just teasing you." Do you feel better? I heard from Xiao Mo that you were smoking on the balcony at night. An Qingze, you didn't like smoking before. I don't know what to say. I' m afraid I can't say it properly, but I' m willing to make you happy. Just like before, I just felt that it was you who coaxed me into being happy every time. Every time I met a difficult obstacle, it was you who resisted it. But An Qingze, if there was something uncomfortable in your heart and if you really felt angry and unhappy, you could tell me directly. "We're just like now. Let's talk and talk, but we don't have to fight. Let's just say the most true words we want to say. Isn't that good?"

An Qingze was silent for a while and said," I'm just not used to it. I really want to block all the storms for you. If I can, I hope that you will always love music like you did back then, and then smile happily every day. But over the years, I had been working very hard, but you still kept crying. I didn't want to see you sad. When Qi Mu came that day, I could n' t help but wonder if I had done something wrong. "If I listened to you and stayed far away from you, wouldn't it be better if I did n' t disturb your life with Qi Mu?"

I shook my head in panic." No, of course not! An Qingze, if it weren't for you and your persistence and protection back then, I would n' t have been able to walk here right now. I wouldn't have been able to be together with the crescent moon and Xiao Mo. Also, if one had to say who was wrong, it would only be me. I always thought that when I returned home, I shouldn't think that I could do everything by myself. I didn't trust you enough. I should have told you the truth. I should have dealt with the problem with you.

Then, I've already realized my mistake. Now that it's your turn An Qingze don't make the same mistake as I made back then, okay? If there were any problems, we could solve them together. If there were any problems, we could face them all. "Right now, there's no more Qi Mu. Su Mei, there's no more. Only the two of us. In the end, this is our lives."

I saw a moist light in An Qingze eyes, dazzling and dazzling. Then, he hugged me tightly. I think Time is still kind and benevolent. Although there had been so many separation and separation, pain and sorrow, today, at least now, we could still embrace each other. At least we were still together. As long as we hugged each other in the end, there was nothing we couldn't make it through.

"Then, what do you plan to do?" I leaned against An Qingze shoulder and whispered to him.

An Qingze voice could be heard clearly behind her ears." Tomorrow, Qin Mi will see Qi Yu. In the coffee shop beside Qi Clan, Qi Yu often go there for coffee."

I frowned." Don't you think it's a little deliberate?"

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